so you all know Lady B has been pushing me lately back into me role. she does her best in the humiliation and erotic play department. I've have not cum at all in over 75 days. due to all the stuff that had overwhelmed our lives suddenly.
so to say the least my sexual desires are starting to peak in ways that i just don’t know how much longer i can commit or honor our contract which to me means the same as our marriage vows. don’t going messing up something you worked so hard for.
So my balls are unbelievably full and very sore too say the least. We had to take a over night trip to bring something to someone so we left Friday morning just the two of us. this in it self was a sort of stress relief, we have never left the kids alone all by them self overnight. sure we worried a bit but our neighbors and the kids we were very confident in it not being a large issue.
so we chatted some. Lady B brought some work from the office to do. we talked a bit our lifestyle choice.
did she have any regrets saying yes to it all? her reply was “Nope not at all!”.
i asked “how did you feel just telling me that i could not cum even though you knew i so need the release? because the life we had earlier you would have let me come!”
her reply was “Had no issues at all it my rules after all! Yes I would have let you cum but those days are over. Right ch?”
my reply was “yes Lady B!”.
so how are your balls ch? my reply was “very large and sore!”.
she laughed hard… and then added “Yes, I did notice that they no longer hang loose and have a darker hue to them”.
i then asked her “did you ever wish to take a lover / boyfriend? or get another submissive?” her reply was “Had no desire to get a full time lover or boyfriend, but yes I would like to get another play toy! With a bigger lean towards a female toy but not she would pass up another male top find a female”
she then added “ch I no longer wish to talk about this at this time. So stop it all OK!”
so i turn my focus to the driving and she lean forward to find a better station on the radio.
the drive was great, we got to our destination and settled in which was at a good friend of ours that goes back to our school days. we told them we would sleep on the floor as we did not wish to put them out as they are not set up for having guest sleep over.
we had a wonderful supper and talk was great. then after 4 hours of being at the restaurant we decided to move and went and got some Timmies (Tim Horton’s Coffee) on the way.
we then settled in for a nice talk and watched “The Adventures of Tin-tin”. which we really enjoyed especially on the 55” screen. I so remember reading the books as a kid.
then we called it a night. Lady B looked over at me and said “Make the bed, while i get ready for bed!”. now the bed consisted of 4 sleeping bag’s on top of each other and a set of sheets and two blankets and two pillows that’s all. so i did what i was told as every submissive should. she came out and said “It’s your turn ch! Go get ready for bed”
my head was spinning she just called me by my submissive name in someone else home. now they were in their room but still they could have heard. my cock was hard as a rock.
when i was all done i was so worried to come out of the washroom with a hard on. so i carried my cloth’s in front of me. it was all clear. so climbed into bed.
Lady B then looked at me and said well those light won’t turn off them selves as she climb’s into bed. so up I got to go turn the light off. As I turned to look back before the light’s were turn off to get my bearings so I didn’t walk into anything.
there was Lady B pulling down the cover’s and pulling down her bottom’s to show her ass… so bold and erotic. she could get caught like that. guessing she wanted me to rub her back and ass for her to sleep.
as i turned off the light the glow from the bedroom light was there. i could see the soft indirect light shine her ass in a soft glow. how erotic that was to look at. i climbed in to bed again and immediately reach to rub her ass like it might burn me.
as i was rubbing her ass and back i could hear her deep breathing and the sound of her going to sleep. so rub for a little longer and then stopped. as i was trying to pull up her pants to cover her she asked what i was doing. told her that i thought she feel asleep and was trying to cover her.
after about two pass with my hand she looked at me and said “ch give me a kiss on the cheek of my face please and then go to sleep with you rubbing me ass and back. there would be no release for you tonight.”
this was her wish and i was made to suffer longer because of it. well i did ask her to be my Femdom. so this was my entire fault i asked for it.
By the way.. i in trouble.. with Mistress, as i have gain 6 lbs! so this will need to be rectified!