Once a cuck, always a submissive/cuck now?

Once a cuck, I seem like I will always be a submissive/cuck now.

So as we are no longer in the Hotwife lifestyle and as much as I hope it could turn around, I feel like the odds it really won't. This isn't a woe, is me posting.

We had some great times and I have some fantastic memories that I hold dear to my heart. My wife on rare occasions will tease humiliate me and get me heart pumping... lol such a loser.

But truth is her health is and always be #1 to me. We have a great loving relationship and household and don't read that as perfect we are a normal couple and we have stressful (not really the correct wording) moments. But we work as team to get through these. 

Anyways... blah, blah... I left the track of the post. Haha

So as I know I'm no longer a cuckold as the lifestyle dictates but I still feel in my soul a cuckold aka submissive in a big way. And this brings a bit of joy to my heart and soul.

We openly talk and a couple of years ago we tried to keep some kind of aspects of sexual kink going on. One was chastity and tease and denial. As of February 25th today as I write this I have been locked continueslly for 2 years, 1 month and 15 days.

This does feel natural to me and ot in any rush to change it either. I feel if is a tight bond between us like she almost always holding what hers. 

Now nothing to do with chastity so please don't comment or be scared of chastity. But do to age and weight I'm sure I also have ED aka Erectile Dysfunction.

Note: it is taken off often for cleaning and trimming an on occasions to switch to a different style or type of cage.

And that's today's post.

Be happy, live life and be good/kind to those you meet along the way.

Ch

If you read this far. 🤣 please let me know your thoughts, would love to hear other views if any.

A Update.

 So let me start with the fact I'm sorry for not making a post for over 4 years.

So many reason why and so many things have happened in our lives public and private. 

So what not changed. Still living in Canada 🇨🇦 and happily married, as well as still in chastity and Pussy Free.

What not the same. We no longer living the lifestyle as my wife has some health issues. So I still feel I'm a cuckold but reality is I'm more of a submissive male.

Will try to post how I feel and going through in our journey as well as past real life stories we never posted when we were in the lifestyle. These might have some fictional part as I'm old 😂🤣😂 and we're talking over 4 years ago, but will do my best to keep to the facts. 

I will make sure to post a heading with a statement stating the facts of the post. This is still my life diary but not here to lead people on if anyone is reading still.

Old CH

Okay back to watching the Men’s Olympic Gold Hockey Game. Go Canada Go