Wednesday, 23 May 2018

May 23 2018 - one of the two submissive dreams while locked in Chastity


Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 13

submissive dreams

I had 2 different dreams on Sunday 21.2018 both made we wake up in pain from my cock/clit getting hard in my very small stainless steel chastity cage. I will just give you a brief interpretation’s of my dreams so they don’t come off as some fantasy story.

the First Dream:

was me and the Wife/Mistress walking down St. Catherine’s street in downtown Montreal Quebec, as we walked by the many shops, She stops at one pull’s me into a tattoo parlor and start talking to a beautiful lady with many tattoo’s and a few facial piercing's, then the Lady come to me and say’s “come this way please!”.  

i’m not sure why i she telling me to “come this way”, but i do and we go into this room where i’m told to remove my shirt and i just do what asked of me. She looks at my chest with the one nipple pierced i do have and leaves to comes back  shortly afterwards. the she tells me to lie down and start’s to pierce my other nipple in a gauge that looks the same as the one i have already, once I do the Lady peircer looks at my Wife/Mistress and say “there how does he look now??"

My Wife/Mistress then states "wel cucky? i’ve marked you in my own way now!”


then i woke up sore and hard in my chastity cage, looking at the clock it read 4:55 am. took a bit of time before calming down and went back to sleep some time

ch

Tuesday, 22 May 2018

May 22 2018 Dear Diary

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 12


i/we had a really nice talk with my Wife/Mistress on the past Long weekend,  as we walked around the Lansdowne Park Shopping Area on the only free day we had in our very hectic busy weekend.

we spoke about each other desire’s wishes, just making sure things were still the same in our Lifestyle Journey.

we talked about my lack of desire to be with another women in the way most men wish to be, being locked in chastity makes one really think of what they wish, want and crave more than i ever noticed before as this is not new to us at all.

my Wife/Mistress still desires a lover for her who also maybe share Domming over me as well.
we also talked about my dream i had that morning as well. 

Which I will write in a different post

ch

Thursday, 17 May 2018

May 16 2018 last night while locked in Chastity

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 6


so as a cuckold husband to a Femdom wife, one never knows what is on your superior’s  mind. normally when i get home we prepare supper and from all outside we are a normal household with kids at home.

as i stated I’ve been locked in chastity since last Friday May 11. 2018. this not the longest time by any stretch of the imagination for me. But I got home last night to a unexpected surprise for my Femdom/wife, i was told as we were having some company over this weekend she want both bathroom to be clean and they would be inspected… so I was to do a great job or else!

so off i went to go gather the supplies i would need rags, glass cleaner, toilet bowel cleaner as spray bubbles bathroom cleaner. as i was just starting to work on the basement bathroom i was yelled to come upstairs to the main level.

when i got into the kitchen where she was cooking supper, without looking at me she said to remove my t-shirt now, after doing so she passed to me a med size butt plug and said you know what to do, when done come back here. after doing what i was told butt plug in place, locked in smallest steel chastity cage and pretty lace panties she urn to me and place clover clamps on my nipples that has a chain attaching them together.

after all was said i said thank you and turn to do my task i was sentence to do in my new condition, “Hey I did not say you can leave now! Did I?”

i replied “no Mistress, sorry!” and turn back to face her.

she walked toward me and then gave me a nice sensual kiss reaching up without my knowledge as we kissed pulled the chain down so the clamps bit more into my nipples and then turn while still holding pulled me toward the counter. all this and made me rock hard as can be in my cage and took my breath away.

Side note about me: we both have noticed i have started to become a pain slut when aroused.
and then she attached our most heaviest (home made by moi) weight we have, and said now you’re ready to go do your task.. you have half an hour before the kids come home so get a move on it now!
and the task is what i did to the best of my ability and it passed the her inspection, just as the kids came home so she grabbed my t-shirt and took a rolled up section and told me open my mouth and stuffed it in. then she looked me in the eyes and said “keep your eyes on mine” and reached for the clamps to removed them from my overly stretched and abused nipples.

as she removed them the pain was intense and extremely erotic and the she put both her hands on my sore nipples to rub them and more pain then got less intense as blood flow was going back to them. when she felt enough time had passed she reached up and took the t-shirt out of my mouth and said “great job bitch!!”.

get your shirt on and come set the table, gave me a kiss again and forced (lol) her tongue into my mouth and as she took her tongue out each hand came up fast as we kissed and grabbed my nipples and pulled, i thought i died and went to heaven.

“Get dressed and go do your job!!! Now!”


ch

Tuesday, 15 May 2018

And Another Sign: Wife Pride


this one’s a somewhat trickier. 

i’m not talking about being proud of a trophy wife and displaying her like some prized possession in your collection of masculine bravado. 

no, i’m talking about the pride a submissive husband feels when he can see someone else checking out his wife/girlfriend/lover – a swell of erotic pride that comes from knowing other guys envy you as they want her in a sexual way.

             1. if you get a chubby when you notice other guys scoping out your wife, this could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.

2. if you love for your wife to wear a provocative attire & enticing clothes she has when you go out, his could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.



3. if your friend's talk's to you of wishing a go at your wife, and you can't think of anything else but that and makes you hard, this could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.


ch

May 15 2018 thoughts and desire's while locked in Chastity

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 5

last night i was told to prepare supper and cook a large package of chicken for the week. now to anyone who aware the chicken is from Costco... so fairly large amount of chicken.

so turn on the BBQ and let it warm up. i was then informed to reinsert the butt plug till the morning like i have to do for the rest of the week so far. this is removed during my morning shower as i have to work and she say's not fair for me to have in that long period during my busy work schedule.

this does not mean i unlocked at all from chastity cage, just so you know that to stay as far as i know till Friday evening.

but being locked up and filled makes one submissive mind wander with lustful thoughts which, hey end up turning somewhat dirty or kink most times ... well for me anyways.

won't get into those right now but leave for a post maybe Friday or Saturday.

ch

Monday, 14 May 2018

May 11 to 14, 2018 my thoughts and desire's while locked in Chastity

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 4

i was asked by my wife/mistress what kind of gift would i give to her freely for the whole Mother's Day weekend. i was told it could not be a store purchase and it had to be a cuckold gift only.

so as the gift had one that showed my love to her as being the mother of our children, she does tease me at times that they aren't from my seed as my cock could never go that deep.

so my gift was to be locked up in the smallest of the chastity cages we own. and it was to be for the whole weekend (she tell's me the following day she understood the week so it now for the week!

also add was a medium butt plug and panties and to do so, all the chores requested by her like this.

here are some photo of the exact item's i referring too!



 
ch



Tuesday, 8 May 2018

And Another Sign: One’s Submissive Tendencies


Really not all cuckolds enjoy submission or even wish to be submissive, but a good many of them do from the start or some like myself grown to desire it more and more. 

Supposedly this is especially prominent among men working in executive or management positions or men who are typically dominate in everyday life social status. This I really don’t believe to be as true as it once was as a blue collar working class I wish to have the cash flow to treat my wife and family more than I can.

Sometimes letting go, and letting someone else take the reins can be liberating and sexy as hell.

If you secretly wish your partner would be more aggressive or dominant in bed, this could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.

If the idea of letting your partner “control” your sexuality (think cock cage) excites you, this could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.

If you have overt masochistic tendencies (you enjoy painful, physical or mental stimulus) this could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.

If the idea of having someone else tell you what to do in bed gets you going, this could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.


ch