a (Past) true Cuckold Dream

So this is a actual dream i had years ago that i can still remember mostly still to this day and it had to have happened almost 18 years ago or so.

I'm standing alone at the alter waiting for my beautiful bride to be in this grnd church where we actually got married in. i'm completely naked and only have a chastity cage, huge butt plug and paisley bow tie on.

Everyone is dress to the gills like at any normal wedding, after quite some time the best man and 4 groomsmen start showing up full dressed in their tuxedos. But their manhoods are all hanging out.

Now you would think that's the weirdest part but nope, there all soft and larger and they're all various cuts and shapes and thickness than me when in a firm state as well.

They're cocks all seemed to be glistening for some reason i and can't fathom at this point in the dream! Then walks in the bridesmaids and the church all rises as my bride to be glowing stars walking down the aisle to canon by pachelbel.

The Father of the Bride leaves her at the alter shakes my hand looks down and as he turns to take his seat i hear him snickering. The best man comes forward and ties this chain like leash to the chastity cage and then hands it to the priest... wtf.

The service goes like any regular marriage does in a catholic church and probably other religious denominations other than the weird sexual tones I've already mentioned. Every time the priest has to move to do parts of the mass i have to follow him as he has the leash attached to his waist.

When it's time to say our vows they are said a bit more erotic and kinky but to be honest can't remember what was said so won't even try. (Feel free to let your minds wander what might have been said, if you feel like it share with everyone in a comment below! Have fun)

As were finishing the vow i catch the made of honour pull up behind my bride a lounge chair. The priest says you may now kiss the bride, when i lean into she falls back onto the lounge and the bridesmaids go to the side so their backs are to the crowd and lift her hem of the wedding dress and so only i, the groomsmen and bridesmaids and the priest see she not wearing panties has a black and red garter on her left thigh. 

I drop to my knees and as i go into kiss her lips she spreads and her cunt is wet and cum is being forced out! Her inner thighs have remnants of semi dried sperm that guess leaked down during the ceremony.

Made to eat it all, then pushed aside to watch the best man do her on the lounge. It was done very fast action and i don't remember if their was moans or anything. When he done he stands up and hold out his hand to help her as the bridesmaids help as well. When standing she directs me to clean the best man which i remember feeling humiliated and do.

Then they help me up. And the priest states i would you all to congratulate the new couple in their new life. It and honour to welcome Hotwife and couckold to their new journey!

Clapping.... and then woke up.

70to 80% of this was from what i remember of the dream, some was filled in what i thought might of happen but couldn't remember 100%. I really did my best not to add anything to glorify the dream as i found it really erotic already from what i could remember!

Snowy night in the Shoppers Parking lot.

This post was really very hard for me to commit to hit that official "Post it" button.

Not 100% sure why but was definitely conflicted for quite some time. But as you can tell i finally did not sure if it was a good or bad thing to do but guess we'll deal with the fallout. 

This happened almost a month ago just so your aware of the time line.

Dear Diary,

     I met this guy from chatting  on a adult online source at Ottawa Area Shoppers Drug Mart driving distance to our area. I had pulled up close to his truck and sat there really contemplating if i should leave or get out of my tiny little car. Here i was in pink lace panties and locked in my micro chastity since January the 14th and my beautiful wife was often at a sunny resort with a friend in the Dominican Republic.

Before you write cheating hate messages, she knew exactly where i was as i can't make any sexual decisions on my own. Just not allowed in our home.

I finally worked up the courage to shut the car off and get out! I walked towards the truck and as i got closer the driver signal me to the passenger side a of his big black Dodge Ram Hemi. As i got closer and started to reach the passenger door handle he said and motion to the back door. 

As i open i looked to see if the child lock was off, so if i needed to get away i could. It was was in the unlocked position so that was a sigh of relief for me.

 I then climb into the back seat of his pick up truck which he turn and made some small talk which made me feel at ease. He said he was really surprised by how i looked as he had a vision of me more feminine for some reason, which surprised me and made me chuckle. I asked him why he thought this?

He said because you said you were locked in a chastity cage and pink panties. I said but i am. He asked me if i could show him before he climbs in the back. I responded by pushing my ass forward and undoing my belt and then pulling down my zipper. Lifting my ass i pulled my pant to show him. 

He smiled and then asked to see the cage as he couldn't really tell because of the little amount of light. As i pulled the side of the G string to show him the cage, he said "You must be tiny to fit in that tiny thing!"

I told him I was 6" before chastity and weight gain now I'm around 5.5" i believe. He laughed and asked me how i felt that i was going to be sucking his fat 5" cock which has cum since for a few days it must be quite humiliating to suck one so small on a more Dominant male. I replied nervous and excited as I'm a submissive basically. I've known this in my heart and mind for years.

He turn around and got out of the driver's seat and climbed into the back with me. While he closed the door told me to put that away as he had no care or desire for it locked or unlocked. 

He took his cock out and said he just wanted to cum with a wet mouth. His brutal honesty made hard instantly.  As i was excited and humiliated seeing his semi rigid uncut cock with his pants now around his ankles i got down on the floor and held his cock guess i bit longer than i realized as i heard him say, "Are you going to hold onto or actually do what your supposed to do?

I leaned in and as i moved towards his crotch i could smell the smallest hint of sweat but mostly a nice bodywash sent. As i wrapped my mouth around his organ and moved my tongue around it, i could feel him getting excited and firmness setting in.

Which then made me get straight down to sucking on his cock. It had been literally years since i sucked on a real cock and i was really enjoying the texture and act, but mostly i loved the taste of the pre cum that i was getting. It wasn't too long i heard him moan which made me feel proud of my accomplishment due to the little actual experience i have.

I felt him then grabbed my hair on either side of my head and just started slowly forcefully fucking my mouth and building a tempo. He kept at while i was gagging and choking somewhat as i was not used to this but it made me very excited for so many different reasons i probably could never probably explain to another.

He hardly let me up except for the shortest of a breath break and of course oxygen. After a bit of time he suddenly came as deep as he possibly could down my throat. He ley go of my head and told me to continue to lick and suck. 

I did my best licking and sucking on his cock with my minimum experience and told me to suck his balls. This actually something i have never done, but i have watched my beautiful wife do it with her lovers so did my best by memory to do what I've seen he do.

I guess while doing so my tongue swiped below his ball not intentionally but was just getting carried away. He moaned and said yes thats is go lower and rim me. 

I have never had any desire to rim any male or woman other than my wife on extremely rare occasions which i could count on one hand in our 32 years of marriage.

Having his one foot up on the back of the center console and the other on the bench seat he was on. I guess because i was still in a erotic state do to horny i went for it. Licking and slowly diving my tongue around his anus hole.

I was quite surprised that i wasn't grossed out and it seemed to taste clean. I was still a bit hesitant to push my tongue into this forbidden area. But he said "What the fuck do you think your doing get your submissive tongue into my Asshole NOW!"

I in my submissive state did what i was told, as i was pushing my tongue in and out not sure if i was doing anything right... but hoping.

I could feel his big balls move and at times they touch my forehead as open my eyes i could see him jacking off as i rimmed him in the parking lot lights rays, his breathing became heavier i finally heard him moan as it made me desire to push my tongue in as deep as i could.

He then came again and i felt it spray on my hair mostly and over my face and glasses which was really what i want in the first place when chatted online. By this time it was now about 1am. 

He reached over on the console to hand me some kleenex, which i declined and told him i was going home like this to bed. Called me one submissive dude, i asked if he could take a photo with my home so i could send to me wife. 

He said sure, as i passed him the phone after opening the camera app he took some shots and a check to make sure they were good and clear. 

I said thank you and got out of the truck and went to my car. As some snow fell i was brushing it off as a couple came out of the shoppers past mine to their car. Not 100% if the notice my messy face but still gave me a submissive perverted thrill and drove off towards our home. 

ch

Male Chastity Day - January 14 th. 2022

This happened on January the 14th. (aka "International Male Chastity Day"). It took me longer to post due to me being dyslexic and trying to capture as many errors i could fine. I'm sure there are still and sorry part of reason this written is to help me. As well as capture my thoughts, feelings and of course a glimpse of my/Our life.

My wife and I have dabble in chasity for quite some time and as well many different lengths of time being lock up.

This morning she called me back into the bedroom and in no certain words told me strip. She the proceeded to lock me up in chastity with a big smile on her face and it was our smallest one.

She then slowly removed her bathrobe and was given a beautiful sight of her in a sexy matching bra and panties and then told to watch as she laid back on our bed and started to play with herself first over her panties then inserting hr hand into the waist band.

I would like to tell uou that uy cock started to get as hard as it could in the cage but that a lie, it was already firm after being surprised by being locked in chastity and got tighter when she disrobed.

But i did twitch and sure think i was leaking as I heard myself let out a moan. She then abruptly stopped and told me to get the inflatable gage. After retrieving it I then handed it to her, which she pulled her crotch of the panties to the side and rubbed it over her slit and almost pushed it inside her till it was covered in her heavenly juices then told me too place it in my mouth.

As she leaned forward she started to squeeze the inflation bulb to fill my mouth cavity now the pressure was overwhelming the smell and taste of her made me feel like i was definitely at my hardest and i could feel precum sliding down my upper thigh.

She the leaned back and went back to playing with herself. It was truly a sight to behold as i couldn't actually see you fingers working of her womanhood but she must of least cum twice.

When she came down from her last orgasm she looked at my cage then said "hmm I realy could use some cock right now shame you are locked up"!

She then told me to go fetch the lube and hollow plug and strap-on.
Now i know if the hollow plugs being pulled out, she want to use the strap-on hard like no mercy hard.

When i returned with the items, she had her phone in hand and placed it down and got off the bed. She then told me to bend over and she lubed the plug and started inserting it. Now it not a full hollow plug it real called a tunnel plug made of tpe. Not as easy as just push and insert very bendable.

Once in she then proceeded to cimb into the spare part harness and once one lubed up the 8.5 thick life like dildo and placed pushed it into the gaping hole in the tunnel plug. Once the head was in she pushed slowly to get me comfortable and use to this as it had been sometime.

As i feel her grab my hips, i close my eyes and try my best to relax and prepare for the violation that seems to be coming my way.

"DING" a sound of a text coming in one one of our phones.

She pauses and hard to explain but you could almost feel her smile from reading it. Puts her phone down after she sends her response.

And then reaches next to her on the bed stand and grabs something. I find out in seconds as i heard the sound of the vibration from her bullet vibe. I then feel the dildo in me move weirdly as i figure out later she places it in her panties guess around her clit and the harness.

And then re grabs my hips and starts the violation. It felt a little uncomfortable as i felt my hole being gapped due to her cock. But in no time it was very enjoyable and i felt like it was something i have missed for sometime.

It took her no time before i heard her start her 1st orgasm and she did it like a champ. All the signs and action of how a man fucking a woman and cumming deep inside them. That final balls deep move.

As guess her orgasm started to subside she slowly pulled out, believing she had her fun and nowit over. But she stopped short of pulling fully out and then i heard the sound of more lube from the bottle.

She then restarted fucking me building speed, i was now getting actually aroused and felt i would be able to cum, which i have never been able ro do the few times we did pegging while i was in chastity.

But her motion, her breathing and feeling of perspiration droplets falling onto my back from her was intoxicating. I could hear her orgasm building again. I felt like i was getting close as well. The bedspread was becoming really wet and my face was getting bounced around that my whole face was covered in my drool.

Then her orgasm was peeking and hammered into me with so much force, almost felt like the cock grew as it was so deep. I was just about to cum i believe still as write this down hour later.

She then pulls out grabs a large glass penis butt plug on the dresser which i never noticed before. Slaps my ass and says "thanks bitch, i need to freshen up as my boyfriend on his way. Get dress and strip the bed and put fresh sheets on and make a pot of coffee and light a scented candle i like and get out of the house till after 5pm.

I as i stated i still have not cum yet.

Note: this was not a planned thing from my knowledge. Our sexual life has been almost none existent for quite some time, so hope this it a new Awakening for her/us.

Like i mentioned been pretty much PIV free since August 2019 and in and out of chastity, thank god more in than out. Due to so many different factors in our household!

Overdue Update Part 2 August 2021

 So i left off in December of 2020, the world in a complete new world compared to the Last December pre Covid.

Our family life was hard due to so many emotions,  the Mrs, her Siblings, our children and even the side effects i would hit me in so many ways.

Yes our lifestyle pretty well stopped when Covid hit. But that I'm sure hit many, some I'm sure ramped up but many of us it went stagnant. So have a close death would only make it more. And to be truthful really not the most important thing at that moment. 

January was dealing with emotions as my wife was now dealing with "the Will" and estate. It was a daily struggle for the Mrs, but I listened and tried my best to be supportive with out over stepping a boundary. 

Then February came and it was a continuation emptied some of the contents of the mother in laws condo. To paint and tidy up so we could put it on the market. Then "BANG" one of the close brother in-laws passes away, another hit to the family.

None of the deaths were due to Covid but due to age and health issues,  just so you all know.

So this was so hard on our family as they were still emotional about their grandmother.  Now loosing a close Uncle just wasn't fair to them, sure it hit me hard as well. But i grew up almost in a funeral homes as a child. But this was all fresh wounds that hadn't yet healed for them.

And i being in a new job and position with more on my shoulders. It was tough on us, but all i could do was be positive and be supportive to her / them.

Will continue later.

Overdue update Aug. 2021

 So let's start off with the start of the Pandemic, for all of us this really changed most of our lives from personal to financial and daily jobs.

So as most in Ontario Canada, were we live march was the day we were sent home because of the situation in the world. At first it was fantastic as my wife ended up working from home and never missed a day so a steady income was still flowing for us. I know this was not the case for many and i know this was rough for you, I'm sorry!

This for me was a opportunity to get some work done around the home we wanted to do for the last 5 years. Also got to wake up and have coffee and breakfast with the Mrs everyday. Now not the main issue but our sex life and lifestyle flatlined. Sure it was partly the unknown future and oh did i mention 2 of  our 3 children were not living with us 24/7.

So as you can guess no private time for adult play, no place to disappear or go to, so it was great family time focus which we both love. Then came September. 

So my job called me and wanted me to come in an talk, as i was there for over 20 years. The meeting was about as we were part of the tourism industry and it was looking like it was not going to be bouncing back anytime soon they wanted to place me in another part of the company as not to loose me.

But it ended i was offered a great new opportunity with better pay and challenges, so i quit and was a great decision for sure.

Then December came and changed our family/home life for ever. Early in that month the Mrs. got word her mom passed away peacefully but suddenly one morning! And was not expected as she was supposed to be released that week. So that ruined the upcoming Christmas a bit, but we (our household only) managed to due a tribute as we all talked about some of our past favorite memories of her.

Dont want to make this super long so will continue it later.

wearing a butt plug at work right now for the first time.

I wrote this a bit on my Samsung notes, trying to remember to capture how i was feeling this morning while it was fresh in my head and Desires.

I’ve been a little  extra needy lately and wanted to push my kinkier side of my sexual submissive role. I’ve desired a love for anal play which comes in many forms, one being butt plugs and so we bought a set of 3 different sizes silicone ones. 

So i thought it would be kind of fun to put one in this morning, and then decided to wear it into the office this morning. So here I sit, butt plug in while I sit at my desk for looking at some supplies i need to order.

I absolutely feel so incredibly submissive and naughty or should i say nasty and of course very firm in my micro chastity cage.

It’s been a good thing I’m currently alone at my desk, because i have wiggling to feel the plug move around and go deeper into me. I already had to go to the washroom outside my office to wad a buck of tissues as i can feel the lube as it moves around.

I’ve seem to feel wet this morning like if i actually had a pussy, and I do know I’m going to have to sneak off to the bathroom to clean up clit leaking self and maybe pull hard on my balls to relieve some of this intense horniness I’m feeling.

I so wished i had the forethought to bring a dildo i would have snuck off later to try and give myself a anal orgasm, I can barely concentrate on what I’m actually supposed to be working on.

When i realize i had found inadequate (my first sexual) fetish!

When I was about 17, i was out drinking with some friend's, a girl there was taken by me and we chatted and due the fact i was drinking I told her i thought she was really hot. Later on she had to head home and asked if she want company to walk her home, she took me up on it.

As we walked the 3 blocks to her home we past a park and a wooded area, she pulled me into it and we started kissing again and then asked if she could suck my cock.

But unfortunately for me and guessing for her as well she didn't like what she found. She did played with it a little bit and jerked me off till i came. Then we continued to her home, before heading inside she said that though she wouldn't tell anyone about my small cock, there was not a chance in hell she's wanted to suck it ever. It was so deflating, but I stayed outside  her door in shock and humilistion and found i was hard again and while i was walking back to the party i stepped back into the woods roughly in the same spot and jerked off and came with absolutely incredible and euphoria of emotions and load at least.

At least none of my friends found out about my small dick and my friends, but they were jealous of me as she picked me over them all.

Does anyone remember when they felt lkke this or ran into someone they were disappointed in?

The Email from my Wife.

Sorry to everyone saying this would be posted on Saturday morning, we had family stuff that became more important to take care of, this was my first free moment.. well other then sleeping! 😂🤣 

***not a photo of the action, from the internet.**

A small recap: So my lovely Hotwife Mistress told me a story of a hotpast moment that i was told about after the fact, like within the hour of it happening. But was never privilege to know the full details till this morning. 

 This happened in the summer of 2014 while i was working and she had a day off. It was in our early days of our newly FLR cuckold lifestyle she was meeting him as potential lover. Enough as i will probably get long winded and give to much useless info. 

These are her words she wrote to me giving the details and not my enterpertation of events. 

the Email read: 

We had met inside the Tim Horton's, I ordered a coffee for him and large chocolate milk for me. We sat at a table and started chatting. At first it was just simple small talk but then we started talking about the lifestyle. Soon it started getting pretty crowded around us to continue taking frankly about stuff, so we decided to take the conversation out to the a car in the parking lot. We opted to sit in our family van. 

I don't recall everything about we spoke about, but I know that I noticed through his white shorts that he was hard. I just had to reach over, placing my hand on his inner thigh and slid it up to feel his cock. It was so big...and thick it was easily twice the size of yours! 

I wanted to see it and asked him if could, but we felt we were to exposed to do so with so many around and the amount of traffic heading to the drive thru. So I decided to moved the van across the street to the back of the Costco parking lot that was empty because they didn't open for a couple of hours. We decided to get in the complete back of the van since it had blacked out windows. We he sat down in the far rear seat he pulled it out and it was so absolutely beautiful, with a nice thick head and oh so long! I just couldn't resist putting my mouth around it. 

At first it was just going to be teaser, but then i don't recall what came over me but I craved more once I had it in my mouth. I actually challenged myself in my head to get the whole thing into my mouth. He went quite deep in my throat and as I was focusing on my breathing to be able to do it for longer. All of a sudden, he moans out, "shit I'm gonna cum!".  

My immediate reaction was to not remove my mouth, but I did but when I saw it spewing out, I couldn't resist trying to catch some with my tongue. Sooo much cum came out! He then informed me that he has never had an orgasm simply by someone sucking him off before. He also let me know he found I was phenomenal at getting it so deep into my throat. 

He cleaned up and we drove back to Tim's where he got into his car and we went our separate ways that day. 

Xxxxx (xxx = her Name) 

That how she ended her email. the day of this act: Just later that particular morning aftet she did some shopping at that very Costco, when they finally opened.opped she made it a point to dropped by my office to give me a teaser of her indiscretion and information on what she had done that very morning. 

As far as i know this would have been her first time playing on her own, and definitely one of my earliest times she officially had cuckold me. 

ch

My Wife/ Mistress sent me a email.

So our sexual lives since last March has declined for various reason, which has put me in a somewhat depression. Now i want everyone reading this it's just a funk nothing so serious anyone needs to worry. ** (But for those who are depressed please don't be afraid to seek help before it too late.)** Now this email that was sent to me is something i did know about but not as detailed as the email. i had got more like a highlight of the morning. Now this is technically a cheating/Hot Past event, so this might be off putting to some. I want to state as much as it is this, as a Hotwife and cuckold lifestyle we live. at no point did i or would i be upset about this or others as we have always spoken freely and honestly about our sexual lives and desires. so if you have any issues don't read the post that will go up this weekend "wife's email to her cuckold husband". and please no hate comments please. ch

Meme of the week!

 Locktober and SPH, go hand in hand.

Meme of the week!

Sorry been busy lately due to finally back to working after being off for so long due to the Covid Pandemic. 

Will try to get back to normal routine soon.

Here one inspired because of October and in the Kink Community is called Locktober!

Friday Morning A Anniversary Gift

 So i didn't post anything this weekend as i was busy trying to remember and get as much info and detail for my diary post. 

Not being a good writer or even good with grammar, my post do take me a lot longer to do.

This happened on Friday Morning September 18, I found out it was set up between the Mrs. and our friend while the chatted and got into frisky chat talk as i sat beside her watching a TV show a couple of evenings. 

The chatted over the week trying to come up with a fun cool senario. He was also covid tested as we haven't had any contact with him since the world stop being normal. 

We had been tested as well do to a risk of contact through one of our kids job's had been compromised. So that's the insight for you all, here the Anniversary gift.

Friday morning:

A old friend of ours, came over early one morning on his way to work. I had the day off i was sitting in the livingroom have a coffee as i was the first one up and was trying to keep quite so the Mrs. could get some extra sleep in when i saw his truck pull in to the driveway. 

I quietly got up and opened the door anf stepped out and pulled the door behind me and asked " good morning, what's happening, everything okay?" He reply with a shit eating grin.. and Said "Everything absolutely fucking great, just want to drop by and say hello... and unload some needed pressure that's been building up!"

I stood there, in a disbelief almost in shock on that statement, he put his hand on my shoulder as he walk past me, "she up?" He asked.

I felt my head shake in a motion that anyone seeing would understand i just clearly said "NO!", to hear a response of; "thats fucking great, talk to you later and can you make me a cup of that coffee to take with me when I'm ready to leave!" He spoke with excitement and authority in his voice as he entered the house.

I was told what your going to read what happened in our matrimonial bedroom, later on from my Mrs, he walk in to the bedroom and got underdressed and climbed into bed and started snuggling with her, she laughing as she said this part, thinking it was me and she started pushing him away and said "what the fuck are you thinking i exhausted!".

He spoke said "it not the cuckold it me, and i want to fuck you now!"
Not 100% sure she heard correct she reached her hand back and and grab Mike's cock still thinking it was a dream and she would be grabbing either a cock in chastity or a dildo strapped to her hubby's (mine) groin... but to her surprise it was a large flesh real cock.

With that she was now wide awake and turned around and started kissing him and making out, she stopped at one point and asked where i was?

Mike responded by telling her i was in the kitchen making me a coffee to go after i done.. so maybe waiting in the kitchen or dining room down the hall.

Actually i was sitting on the back deck trying to listen to anything i could catch as our bedroom has a patio door off the deck that was fully open to catch the beautiful night air we had last evening, and when i got up this morning there was still a nice breeze coming, in so i left it as is.

And from the little i could hear or catch and let my thoughts fill in the scene, of their sex, and to add to this funny story which was also unexpected to everyone.

So as you read so far i was sitting there, listening to the lovers like a perverted teenager or as you all know pathetic cuckold.

As i was enjoying everything including my hot coffee and the sounds, here i was sipping my coffee, when our good neighbor from behind us came onto his deck with coffee in hand, he looked over and started walking towards his steps to head down and come over like he had 100's of times.

A couple of years ago we had put in pass thru gate between us for easier to keep and eye on each other property and for talking, campfire's and drinks, so i got up as fairly fast and walked over towards him and got to his side of the property before he could get over to our side.

I just told him the wife was extremely exhausted and was trying to let her sleep in longer, as we sat drinking our coffee around the warm embers of his fire pit from last nights fire.

We talked about shit we had to do that weekend and what we wanted to try to get done this year. Regular good neighbors/friends talk about.

Then a scream in the distance of my wife's orgasm broke the quite morning of birds chirping and stopped our talking. I was stuck as my mind ran 10,000 kilometers an hour. On what the fuck i was going to say to him.

I was now fully hard, thanks god for the chastity cage i was wearing. When all of a sudden our neighbor said; "Damn that sounded like a good one, guess she got one of those Hitachi wands i been hearing about."

I was in awe as my neighbor just made it uncomfortable for me, but far less uncomfortable if he knew that the Hitachi wand was my best friend from high school and his large thick wand!

I just said; "Yup, guess so, guess she up know should go make her her smoothie and make another cup of coffee!" As i stood up he said; "Sure, maybe you can get some action as she might still be turned on!"

I replied "i can only hope right!, talk to you later!"

And off i went back home, with a new feeling of being outed of sorts!" As i crossed back halfway across our yard, i heard her say "yeah fuck Mike, make me cum again and fill me up!"

This was not as loud as the first time, so didn't know if Richard heard this one as well as i barely heard that time. In the kitchen i started the coffee pot, and pulled out on of our thermos tumbler, and put in the sugar and cream as Mike loved his double double coffees.

Then put the ingredients together for the wife's favorite morning smoothie, and then sat there waiting in the kitchen till i heard movement down the hall so i could start the ninja.

My conundrum of the P.A. piercing & Chastity Cages!

So as you cab tell from some of my Diary writing that i’m in a D/s relationship not 100% of the time as we have a vanilla life and one with kids and other family members.

So i’m not submissive around the clock physically, but mentally i would say 75-80% of the time i am, either way my Femdom wife owns my cock always.

 The Mrs. bought and gave me my first chastity cage for Christmas one year a Chrome CB6000 from a store in Montreal called "Priape". Loved it and used it often, actually wore the chrome off the inside of it, partially from use and my P.A. piercing at the time i would say i was wearing a 12 gage.

Now that is funny, sounds way more impressive than it actually is! LoL.

So at this time i was a proud man with length of 6" with a semi thick girth. But that changed for many reasons not a scientist or doctor.. so not going to make assumptions, just tell you or anyone who might read this, if any.

We’ve purchased several male chastity devices since for a number of reasons, i should really state i purchased these. Even if my Mrs. was aware i felt it was my duty to.

I can tell you i've never tried or found my cock easily getting out of them, meaning escaping from their confines, but i never wanted to either. Our next one was a cheap Chinese one, supposedly stainless steel version but not.. just chromed.

 It was a CB6000 version, the only thing i can tell you about it that was good, price and found out i much more preferred the weight of the metal ones.

The next one was e-stim version of the CB6000 as well. But the ring which is one with clicking lock.. which i would highly recommend you to stay the fuck away from these.. it gave me more nicks and pinches than any of the other's...still to this date.

 The e-stim was fun, very fun specially when learning. Mrs gave me quite a few high voltage jolts by accident.. lol.

Then later i found my actual favorite chastity cage. This would be years later. It was a micro chastity cage with a urethra tube that removable.

 What i loved and still love about to this day is weight, the choice of the urethral play and the diminished look of my penis. Which then gave me a craving for SPH and further humiliation as well as pushing me mentally further down into a submissive role.

As my ring size had been large by this time i could still wear it with this cage, but had to get the ring taken off if i wanted the urethra tube in.

The tube when purchased was around 3 to 4 inches in length. I found it to short for me personally for longer wear. With this tube in i would last may 3 to 4 hours max.

Went to Home Depot and bought a small amount of food grade silicone tubing, usually used for water supply. I cut a 8" peice roughly heated the edges to make sure round smooth... do not burn it, just heating it up.

Now i can wear it for days. But keep in mind a couple of things. One hygiene is extremely important in the first place, but with urethra play extra care always.

Used plenty of safe hygienic lube always. Remove the tube a minimum of once a day and clean well with soap and hot water. I've worn mind up to 3 weeks with no issues, but a cleaning regiment was being done.

No we've just recently up the gage to the 2nd last size we wish, well to date anyways, so my micro chastity cage won't work with this one at all. So had to do more research and found one that would work. But it's not a micro cage.. and had just found a new ultimate micro cage i wanted... might still get later.

 A note to the many who ask why chastity play or a P.A. piercing.

 So for many male (and Female) subs and their Domme's and/or Dom's, the symbolism of a male(in my case) chastity device is what matters most, not its inescapability but that is the preferred preference to many of us . And as with other forms of sex play and most aspects of healthy relationships, the honour system is what truly makes it work.

As in any negotiated relationship or contract, you can find ways to cheat. But really why cheat? They’re easy to keep on if you’re genuinely interested in keeping your commitment as well as submitting.

Fun fact: Locking a guy’s cock in an inescapable device doesn’t prevent him from coming if he truly wants to, he would just have to get very creative about it. But keep this in mind you would be only cheating on yourself and lying to yourself. A Domme(in my case) will know by your mood, attention to her or lack of it, and the amount of ejaculate you produce. 

This is the one i wanted next, called a few names, to Ultimate Micro, Eunuch or Castrate Cage.

Another note: longer locked in and stimulated by my wife/Domme i often release ejaculate when going to the washroom, never knowing till i stand up to wipe my cage area and fush.

I’ve yet to discover after taking to many fellow submissives in chastity in as many kinds of device's that if their mindset wants to achieve a stolen orgasm they can achieve this orgasm if they're holding a powerful wand massager against it.

So if your Dominant is locking up your cock to prevent you from coming, she’ll also need to lock up her vibrators or remove them so you won't have access to them.

Lots of men are shy or lie to themselves about being a true submissive in my opinion, so they’ll say all kinds of things like.

I just wanted to make sure you all understood that chastity is a long-term gamefor many, and you cant think off the bat you can do a week or more, it takes time to grow into the longer term.

For most of us in chastity devices, it’s a 24/7 affair—literally around the clock. But if you can't or not capable of remaining in a submissive headspace for more than a few hours, you’ll need to talk to your partner, before the padlock clicks shut, just how long she intends to keep your cock locked up.

Being locked also has another side effect that you wouldn’t perhaps think about or even anticipate, Whenever you become aroused, you will feel your cock on the cage. It can be anything from a gentle reminder to a vice-like grip, depending on your arousal levels.

And whenever this happens, your mind automatically will always turn to your key holder, even if they’re not around.

These are my opinion and thoughts.

ch

watch me fuck another man

This story is mostly all true. It happened approximately 25 years ago, and would eventually lead us to swinging and then to our current lifestyle.

I'm telling it as a story, rather than a diary post, as obviously we can't comment on the thoughts of my actual lover, but can comment on the thoughts of my fiance's (now husband and better yet cuckold husband).

After the night in question, Jason never actually fucked me again, but I have given him a couple of very discreet blowjobs in secluded spots in the club we originally met at. anyways here's the story.

Mike and Louise had been a couple only a couple of years. And they've enjoy a very imaginative sex life up to this point, but
what Mike proposed as a new sexual adventure did mildly shocked even the broad-minded Louise.

He had brought up that he really wanted to watch her being fucked by another guy, although Louise was a little apprehensive, she agreed as she loved sex as well as a good fucking, being a couple who like too "strike while the iron is hot", they set about the task in matter of a few days later over a lot of open communication.

They agree that easiest was for Louise to go to a nightclub, and be pick up a suitable suitor she found to her liking and attraction then bring him back to their place, where Mike and  Louise both moved in together just recently.

Mike thought  it would be best to discreetly watch them, and figuring that secretly watching his girlfriend and her new lover fucking while this "said" lover was totally unaware as he was the part of the main attraction of a live sex show, was quite a new kinkiness for them. 

And also he figured it may be difficult to convince a guy to go along with this little sex game while being watched by her boyfriend/ fiance.

So in the days ahead Mike fashioned up a 2-way mirror from one of our picture frames and a roll of mirror tint for cars, using a jigsaw cutter and some lumber, and some DIY he had cut a hole in the our door of the walk in closet which was to be his best and safest viewing point.

The door was then fitted a oversized 2-way mirror onto the door with a decorative old picture frame so to the unaware it looked nothing more than a mirror hung on the door, but from within it was one's personal HD movie screen to hopefully watch the live porn show he was anticipating Louise would be putting on soon with a lover on their bed.

When that friday night came she dressed in a red corset to enhance her beautiful breasts, and black stockings with no panties, and some slightly high heeled shoes, topped with her favorite long coat.

She had taken care doing her makeup and hair, making herself look even more appealing than i ever remember her wearing, deliberately looking on the verge of slutty but not if that makes sense.

Soon they were both ready to head into town to a popular nightclub. Mike followed her into the club, but kept a discreet distance, the agreement was being that when she had found a suitor she would text Mike to let him know she was "caught', and Mike could make himself scarce and head home and await her further instructions. 

Within 30 minutes Louise had indeed found one. A young man had Louise by the hand as he led her to a table in a dark corner. Thats when Mike recognised the young man and fear came across him.

It was Jason for fuck sakes. Mike and Jason were not really friends nor hated enemies, but not friendly by any means. Louise then texted Mike one word "BINGO"! Mike then replied, "Meet me near the washrooms,  please".

She did so a minute or so later. "Jason? You know I dont like him, i can't even stand that mother fucker!"

"Exactly," She replied. "He wanted to fuck me since he met me. Always has and has told me often every chance he could when you weren't around. And if he thinks he's getting one up on you, He'll put in a hell of a performance for you and me!"

Fuck she had a point. And he knew she was right about Jason, he was always giving her the eye.

Mike left, driving the couple of kilometers back their home with all kinds of different emotions he never thought he would have.

The instructions were to await by his phone to ring and then a hang up, and repeated again after a few seconds. Louise cue to him that
she was on the way home with her new lover.

Just over an hour had passed, Mike consumed with nervous excitement and over productive dirty mind, wondering what was happening a that very moment.

His mind was consumed with vision he last saw his girlfriend/Fiance and she was in the arms of another man being passionately kissed by him and was a man he did not like.

Mike nearly jumped  out of his skin by the sudden ring from his phone, it rang once, stopped and then again, and then the sudden silence of the house. He did a check on his phone, and yes it was  missed call from Louise. 

This game was definitely going to the next level. This gravity then really dawned on him... Louise was with another man in his car doing or talking about who knows what. And she was bringing him back to their place for the sole purpose of fucking in their bed, which that fact really hit him hard, this was their bed that they picked out together for sleeping and making love.

She was now going to take him to this bed, to their bed. She was going to fuck another man in their bed, yes this wasn't cheating but somehow felt like it a bit. And was going to be watching as he fucks her fir all their both worth and he could do nothing about it once they started as it would get around their circles about this kink, as well as make Louise a target for questions and ridicule comments.

And even with alI that couldn't wait to watch him fuck her good.

Mike set up his little haven within his personal perverted closet space, even grabbed at the last moment a sleeping bag and some cold water bottles, he then stood watching from the window in the darkness of the home waiting for the lovers to arrive.

Mike was caught off guard when he saw a cab pulled up outside their home as he thought for sure Jason would be driving her home in his car, but with that thought he moved fast as he made himself scarce for them.

He had previously while waiting for the text from Louise switched the radio on low in their bedroom in case he needed to mask any movement noise he might make within his time in the closet, and had entered and waited till he heard the sound of the front door and their voices.

He heard some murmured chat but it was clearly to far for him to hear clearly. Louise and her lover had gone to the living room
as Mike waited for the show to begin.

After what seemed an like an eternity, but was actually about 20 minutes or so i believe, Louise entered the bedroom first. Her corset was gone, as was her skirt. Only her stockings, and garter belt, as well as her heels were left.

The (Jason) lover followed her into the sanctity of our bedroom, funny enough he was still fully dressed. She had stopped in front of the closet door shielding Jason, and began to disrobe this asshole of young man. When he was down to no more than his boxers, Louise then drops to her knees before him and tugged down the shorts, allowing his much bigger and thicker uncut hard cock to spring free.

His cock was a not average by any means, but it was way more than i had ,and clearly
rock hard for her as i was as wellwatching this unfold infront of me within feet. Louise then took his cock into her mouth almost immediately but i couldn't see her doing so as she had her back to me. 

But i could hear her clearly as she was sucking on it greedily, and i could see the motion of her head and arm as she expertly pushed and pulled on the longer shaft at the same time.As i had a clear view of his face and chest i saw the look on the his face, letting me know Jason was fully and clearly what she was doing.

After a few moments of her talents he suggested they move onto the bed. Louise complied and accompanied her new lover
into the turn down bed she shared usually with her boyfriend/ Fiance, who she knew was watching her with this man and how much more it excited her than she ever thought. 

An that moment she really had no idea if Mike was enjoying it, or hating this and wanted it to all stop. All she knew was she feeling a mixture of naughtiness, for what she was doing and about to do, with a very small pang of guilt.

It she knew she was cheating but it also knew it wasnt. And she had to admit to herself she was having lots fun. For as much as Jason was a self centered and arrogant asshole he had the nicest cock she ever seen or had, and it tasted so damn great as well. 

She had been enjoying sucking his cock and balls, but by now was looking craving to having his cock inside her, actually deep inside her.

When they had gotten on the bed and Jason maneuver her into a 69 position, and now was tongue deep into her pussy as she returned to engulfing on his cock. 

Mike was mesmerised beyond belief as he watched his fiancee sucking on her Jason's cock and from his vantage point could see this young man flicking his tongue over Louise clit as her hips twitched and moved in delight.

Louise looked and sounded like she had just reached a shuddering orgasm as Jason tongue was doing it majic on her pussy and her clit. She did her best to stifle her orgasm though, as she still wasnt sure how Mike was coping from all this, within his room in their closet.

But she knew she was certainly ready for Jason cock and to fuck her hard, as Mike always made passionate love to her.

Mike's nervous excitement to the sights  of his fiancee girlfriend was showing in his own cock as it stood very rigid as he watched the unfolding action.

He resisted from touching his cock as he so wanted to save it for later to reclaim his fiancee if he didn't understand this term ar the time. 

Then the show took another chapter further into their sexual adventure as Louise had dismounted and then laid on her back. Mike's nerves twitched again as it was very clear Louise was informing her new lover she was now ready about to be fucked foreplay was over.

She spread her legs open, totally saying and inviting him to enter, to fill her. Jason moved himself into positioned between Louise's legs. A new condom box lay on the nightstand that Mike had placed before going to the club, but Jason just ignored it, as he placed his hard cock at her fertile entrance and slowly slid all the way inside her.

She moaned out loud and then they embraced and kissed deeply and passionately as he fucked her hard and deep. She wrapped her stockinged legs around his waist allowing him to enter her fully and deeply as possible,which he eagerly took advantage of, thrusting his hard cock deep inside her as Mike could hear Jason balls slapped against her ass.

Mike watched with eager lust as his fiancee lay and was getting laid, just a few feet away in their bed with this other man whose cock is buried in her wonderful pussy and her legs wrapped tightly round him.

The pair fucked like that for some time, as Mike continued to watch as Jason's ass cheeks flexed as he continually thrust his hard cock into Louise's tight wet pussy. Mike realizes that because the lovers had forsaken the condoms altogether, that seemed to have fueled his excitement even more. 

For Louise, the whole act of this is a taboo situation, the new lover, a adversary of her own sexual partner her fiance, being watched by him while her lover was completely unaware.

Putting on this erotic show for Mike, combined with her re-calling how turned on Mike has gotten just at the thought of
seeing her with another man, which has helped her to be as intimate as possible with Jason.

Holding him as close as she possibly could, kissing him with as much passion as possible, and allowing him to fuck her bareback. 

She knew that Mike wouldn't approve. In fact that these lovers before him were so caught up in their intimacy that he had already acknowledged to himself that their sexual tryst looked more like lovemaking than just merely fucking.

He even felt a little bit pang of guilt for his voyeuristic viewing of them, and in a weird strange way wished he could afford them some privacy to continue their lovemaking alone.

Jason then ordered Louise to straddle him, which she did, feeling a sexy little erotic pang within her at his sudden dominance in his voice turned her on even more.

Still aware of her own partner hiding and giving him hopefully a visual feast, she was nevertheless at this moment, the lover of Jason, and was busily enjoying the moment fully.

She straddled Jason as he ram's his cock home from below her, man handling and mauling as well as sucking her nipples as he continued to fucked her with all he got, then orders her onto her knees on all fours.

He is now knelt behind her and pushed his glistening cock once again deep into her. This time he now really fucked her hard, spanking her ass hard on each cheek as he rammed
hard into her, she moaned and screaming out in ecstacy as he fucked her fast, thrusting hard into her as wave after wave of orgasm washed over her.

All thoughts of Mike were almost gone as Jason pounds his cock into her repeatedly almost viciously. Mike then like a flash enters her mind, thanks to Jason.

"So does your Mikey know you fuck other guys when he's at work?" He asked, as he slammed his hard cock in her repeatedly, up to his balls.

"No, of course not." she pants.

"You hot little Slut!" he growls, smacking her ass hard and leaving a visible red welts. He then yanks her hair back as he rammed into her.

She clearly responds by bucking against him hard. Mike could see that she was getting more turned on as Jason demeaned her more.

"Your loving this, you fucking whore. Your fella nowhere to be seen and your in his bed, letting me fuck you, own your sweet ass"

"Yeah, well right now I'm your fucking whore, so fuck me harder, ruin my pussy for days"
And that he did.

He fucked her harder, spanked her harder, pulled her hair harder, and made her come harder, as he continued calling her a slut and whore.

The more he called her names,the louder she moaned, the harder she came and faster she came. Her cumming from this, the harder he spanked her.

"He's gonna know you've been fucked, Your ass cheeks will be all bruised and your tits will be covered in my love bites, your cunt will be full of my cum and your tits and face will be drenched in it as well."

If only he knew. Mike and Louise both thought that. His breathing was becoming more urgent as it was becoming obvious Jason was nearing his orgasm.

Jason huskily growled that he was close to cumming. Louise closed her eyes and pushed back onto him and grinding her pussy, letting him know without speaking that she wanted him to fill her with his seed.

He took the hint and came hard, immediately erupting jets of seed deep into her womb until, spent he withdrew his softening cock from her cum filled pussy.

Louise and Jason lay side by side on the bed, kissing and touching each other through heaving chest, Louise gently playing with his
soft cock which looked still longer than Mike's cock when hard, glistening from their collective juices, until Jason's cock was now showing signs of recovery.

Mike,from his hiding place couldnt wait to take Jason place and bury his raging cock in Louise's well-fucked filled pussy, but he knew
he was going to be in this little small closet for a while yet to come. 

He kind of expected that the lover would just fuck Louise and then be gone, but it was looking like this unaware bull wasn't quite done with her just yet.

Jason continued to kiss Louise deeply as his fingers found her entrance, and sought out her clit with ease as she opened her legs easily for him.

He began to move his hand faster frig her clit, bringing her to climax in a matter of seconds, her response was by jerking him to full, proud hardness once again.

He then brought up the pieces of fabrics  looking like ties, house coat belts  and draped around the corners of the headboard. He then proceeded to wrapped one around each of her wrists and tied her down onto the bed. 

He  then got up and removed her stockings from her garter belt and off her silky legs anf proceeded to tie her ankles to the foot, restrained her now completely to the bed.

If it hadnt been for Mike, safely hidden
nearby there was no way she would've allowed Jason to do this, but was finding his Dominance over her quiet hot, and she was love being tied down at his mercy. Now, though, she was at Jason's mercy, tied to her bed, helpless in an X formation and exposed to him and Mike hidden away in the closet.

He then mounted her and fucked her for all he was worth again with out any use or even thought of a condom, intermittently taking her boobs, and leaving some serious love-bites
all over them.

She was moaning, panting, and crying as he furiously fucked her like a man even more possessed, then suddenly would slow down and fuck her more gently kissing her so passionately, then would fuck her hard again, covering her 36 C breasts in even more love-bites.

Once again he withdrew, and this time untied her from her bindings, ordered her onto all fours and then entered her doggy style, spanking her ass as well as grabbing her
long and pulled hard as he thrusted.

These lovers fucked hard for quite some time in that position until Jason withdrew his cock, hopped off the bed, and then ordered Louise to get on her knees before him.

She did so and then Jason proceeded to get
himself off, with full intent on cumming over her face, but Louise had other ideas.

She took his cock into her open mouth and sucked him expertly, as he grabbed at her hair and thrust his cock into her willing mouth, more really like he was face fucking her mouth until finally he came, look liking even more cum as he erupted, this time she swallowed his seed. 

She looked like she was totally savouring every drop of his fresh load, slowly winding down as she milked his cock for every last drop of seed.

Jason finally collapsed on the bed as he tried to regained his composure as Louise stared intently at the mirror on the closet door with a naughty grin on her face hoping Mike was looking at her and happy about the evening.

Completely satisfied, Jason dressed called a Blue Line Cab and after some small talk, he really looked like he was try to work this into a regular thing, in the end they end up thank each other for an amazing night and another passionate kiss, knock on the front door broke it then he actually left.

Mike came out the hidout like a man possessed. He was completely consumed by lust as he grabbed Louise and pulled her to him to kiss her hard and deep, now eager to taste Jason cum lingering in her mouth. 

Mike then gently laid on her back on the edge of the bed and start to go towards eating her pussy, she pushed her hand on the forehead of Mike and stated "Really?, you do know i have washed and am full of Jason sperm!"

Mike replied "i don't care, i crave you... you were fucking so unbelievable and erotic!, please let me!!".

Mike licked her cum soaked pussy, and found he actually loved it and was savouring her cum filled pussy and her juices, licking as deep as he could, tasting Jason's loads.

It turned Mike so much to know that Jason was probably heading home right at that moment with a real spring in his step, after a sinful night of amazing and passionate sex with someone else girlfriend as he wasn't even aware of their engagement to each other, but as well unaware that he was being watched by the other half that lived at the home the whole time.

That this lovers he just had sex with, boyfriend/fiance was now licking her pussy clean of all his cum almost scooping it out with his tongue.

Mike licked Louise clean of every drop of Jason's cum and then slid his own cock into her freshly used pussy. Sadly he only lasted about 12 to 13 strokes until he lost his load into her. 

She then told him to clean her up again and then they would cuddle and fall asleep. Mike moved down and cleaned her up with his tongue and then they cuddled and fell asleep. 

Mike found himself early the next morning... well still nighttime he woke hard and horny, and found himself moving forward towards Louise and then grinding on her till she opened her legs to except his hard man hood.

She turned around and he entered her as she wrapped her legs around him, and the just made passionate loved until they both came again and both drifted off to the sleep entwined. 

Louise was the first to wake up, climbing quietly out of the bed and the room, head to the kitchen put on the coffee pot, poured herself a nice glass of orange juice, the whole time in the kitchen she was thinking of the sexual adventure she had an the sex, and before the first drop of coffee dripped into the pot, she realized she was not only excited, but horny and very aroused. 

Went back to the bedroom and climbed onto their bed as well as cuddled up to Mike and stroked his cock till it became stiff and his breathing became deep, and then she mounted him and grinding herself till he became active and the fucked.

They moved from the bed that day for nourishment, bathroom & shower breaks, but they basically talked and fucked and slept mostly. 

They did get married and still are 27 plus years later! And still in love and sexual active, even if not the same as when they started. 

Good friend tricked me!

When I much younger my really good friend and I used to jack off together not even sure how that had ever started still to this day, but I had realized that I really like these sessions as they made me feel good and close to him and gave me the feeling that we had this "special" secret bond. 

Not soon after this had all started I had gotten a girlfriend and quickly found that he liked too hear about us having sex and would ask about it a bit early on, more boldly as time and question got asked. He and i would use this to increase the amount of times we'd have our masturbating sessions. 

Then decided to up the ante so to speak and borrowed a "Polaroid" camera that had a self timer on it that my parents owned. I put on of the photo's i had in my back pocket of my jean one time when i knew we would get together for a session, it was in so he would or could see it or maybe fall out easily. Which he did end up getting a hold of and jerked off with it asking me questions as i jerked off to the sight of him doing this!

He then began bug me for more or other photo's to show him of my girlfriend naked and in different poses. Which i held off but he kept asking questions and we then escalated to playing with each other cocks while talking about her the one photo he would not give it back, that he kept using to jerk off when he wanted or when we were togetherI remember how "kinky" this had really felt at the time and liked it. This was also when it really firmed to me that i was below average in endowment and he was bigger not huge but at least good 2 inches more.Then he had an idea while in throws of heighten excitement  that we could become closer special friends if we had pictures of each of us sucking the others cock.

As i was in heighten in erotic passion state i had thought this sounded like a great idea. He grabbed my camera and said you "start first" to me, we'll take a couple of pictures of you sucking my cock, then it will be my turn.

We set up the camera, then I got on my knees and started to play with his cock. I remember thinking "I can't believe I'm going to suck him. The first picture was of his hard cock poised in front of my mouth and then I opened but it was open because i asked "won't you think i gay doing this?". he replied "No never! you have a hot girlfriend your doing!". which i trusted because of all what we done so far.

We set up the camera for the second photo and took him inside for the next. It felt so hard and heat coming off it and nasty... I found i loved it. He asked for the camera for the other photos and I then proceeded to start sucking him and it was very hot listening to him tell me how good it felt. I tried to think how my girlfriend would suck mind and what i really liked to repeat on him!

I had sucked him for quite some time, when I asked about him sucking me. He said lets get another picture, then it will be your turn. He decided that the next picture would be of me licking his balls, with his hard cock laying on my face, which we did. 

I then got the shock of my life when I told him that I was ready for him to suck me. He said "you don't need me to suck your cock, you have a girl friend for that!". Bewildered, he continued, "you need to keep sucking, and if you decide that you don't want too, I'm not only going to tell your girlfriend that you showed me pics of her naked, I'll show her these pictures of you being my cocksucker". 

I was stunned and very confused, felt humiliated, and extremely horny as all hell! Still shocked and not knowing what else to do I slowly put his cock back into my mouth and continued to suck him, all the while he coaxed me on.

"Lets see how much of my cock you can get into your mouth, and you really are a natural cocksucker"  Then came the final shock when he said "You're going to need a lot of practice to be able to get my whole cock down your throat and your going to get good at it" As i continued to suck him I felt his cock  twitch and get really hard, then it exploded, filling my mouth with his hot cum and coughed and spit what didn't go down my throat with tears in my eyes . Afterwards he told me that this would remain our little secret like you cock, as long as I continued to suck him whenever he wanted.

He continued too used me for over 2 year's before he had move away. i certainly remember these times, and it never ceases to make me horny.

The really odd thing is that if you met me you'd never know that I was his slut / cocksucker. I'm married, have kids and went on with my life. 

But i still have this "secrets". Which i have only shared to you all and my wife & Femdom who already knew all this, but that will be relevant soon enough!

Do you want to hear about it?Please let me know, and I will continue my story...