Snowy night in the Shoppers Parking lot.

This post was really very hard for me to commit to hit that official "Post it" button.

Not 100% sure why but was definitely conflicted for quite some time. But as you can tell i finally did not sure if it was a good or bad thing to do but guess we'll deal with the fallout. 

This happened almost a month ago just so your aware of the time line.

Dear Diary,

     I met this guy from chatting  on a adult online source at Ottawa Area Shoppers Drug Mart driving distance to our area. I had pulled up close to his truck and sat there really contemplating if i should leave or get out of my tiny little car. Here i was in pink lace panties and locked in my micro chastity since January the 14th and my beautiful wife was often at a sunny resort with a friend in the Dominican Republic.

Before you write cheating hate messages, she knew exactly where i was as i can't make any sexual decisions on my own. Just not allowed in our home.

I finally worked up the courage to shut the car off and get out! I walked towards the truck and as i got closer the driver signal me to the passenger side a of his big black Dodge Ram Hemi. As i got closer and started to reach the passenger door handle he said and motion to the back door. 

As i open i looked to see if the child lock was off, so if i needed to get away i could. It was was in the unlocked position so that was a sigh of relief for me.

 I then climb into the back seat of his pick up truck which he turn and made some small talk which made me feel at ease. He said he was really surprised by how i looked as he had a vision of me more feminine for some reason, which surprised me and made me chuckle. I asked him why he thought this?

He said because you said you were locked in a chastity cage and pink panties. I said but i am. He asked me if i could show him before he climbs in the back. I responded by pushing my ass forward and undoing my belt and then pulling down my zipper. Lifting my ass i pulled my pant to show him. 

He smiled and then asked to see the cage as he couldn't really tell because of the little amount of light. As i pulled the side of the G string to show him the cage, he said "You must be tiny to fit in that tiny thing!"

I told him I was 6" before chastity and weight gain now I'm around 5.5" i believe. He laughed and asked me how i felt that i was going to be sucking his fat 5" cock which has cum since for a few days it must be quite humiliating to suck one so small on a more Dominant male. I replied nervous and excited as I'm a submissive basically. I've known this in my heart and mind for years.

He turn around and got out of the driver's seat and climbed into the back with me. While he closed the door told me to put that away as he had no care or desire for it locked or unlocked. 

He took his cock out and said he just wanted to cum with a wet mouth. His brutal honesty made hard instantly.  As i was excited and humiliated seeing his semi rigid uncut cock with his pants now around his ankles i got down on the floor and held his cock guess i bit longer than i realized as i heard him say, "Are you going to hold onto or actually do what your supposed to do?

I leaned in and as i moved towards his crotch i could smell the smallest hint of sweat but mostly a nice bodywash sent. As i wrapped my mouth around his organ and moved my tongue around it, i could feel him getting excited and firmness setting in.

Which then made me get straight down to sucking on his cock. It had been literally years since i sucked on a real cock and i was really enjoying the texture and act, but mostly i loved the taste of the pre cum that i was getting. It wasn't too long i heard him moan which made me feel proud of my accomplishment due to the little actual experience i have.

I felt him then grabbed my hair on either side of my head and just started slowly forcefully fucking my mouth and building a tempo. He kept at while i was gagging and choking somewhat as i was not used to this but it made me very excited for so many different reasons i probably could never probably explain to another.

He hardly let me up except for the shortest of a breath break and of course oxygen. After a bit of time he suddenly came as deep as he possibly could down my throat. He ley go of my head and told me to continue to lick and suck. 

I did my best licking and sucking on his cock with my minimum experience and told me to suck his balls. This actually something i have never done, but i have watched my beautiful wife do it with her lovers so did my best by memory to do what I've seen he do.

I guess while doing so my tongue swiped below his ball not intentionally but was just getting carried away. He moaned and said yes thats is go lower and rim me. 

I have never had any desire to rim any male or woman other than my wife on extremely rare occasions which i could count on one hand in our 32 years of marriage.

Having his one foot up on the back of the center console and the other on the bench seat he was on. I guess because i was still in a erotic state do to horny i went for it. Licking and slowly diving my tongue around his anus hole.

I was quite surprised that i wasn't grossed out and it seemed to taste clean. I was still a bit hesitant to push my tongue into this forbidden area. But he said "What the fuck do you think your doing get your submissive tongue into my Asshole NOW!"

I in my submissive state did what i was told, as i was pushing my tongue in and out not sure if i was doing anything right... but hoping.

I could feel his big balls move and at times they touch my forehead as open my eyes i could see him jacking off as i rimmed him in the parking lot lights rays, his breathing became heavier i finally heard him moan as it made me desire to push my tongue in as deep as i could.

He then came again and i felt it spray on my hair mostly and over my face and glasses which was really what i want in the first place when chatted online. By this time it was now about 1am. 

He reached over on the console to hand me some kleenex, which i declined and told him i was going home like this to bed. Called me one submissive dude, i asked if he could take a photo with my home so i could send to me wife. 

He said sure, as i passed him the phone after opening the camera app he took some shots and a check to make sure they were good and clear. 

I said thank you and got out of the truck and went to my car. As some snow fell i was brushing it off as a couple came out of the shoppers past mine to their car. Not 100% if the notice my messy face but still gave me a submissive perverted thrill and drove off towards our home. 

ch

wearing a butt plug at work right now for the first time.

I wrote this a bit on my Samsung notes, trying to remember to capture how i was feeling this morning while it was fresh in my head and Desires.

I’ve been a little  extra needy lately and wanted to push my kinkier side of my sexual submissive role. I’ve desired a love for anal play which comes in many forms, one being butt plugs and so we bought a set of 3 different sizes silicone ones. 

So i thought it would be kind of fun to put one in this morning, and then decided to wear it into the office this morning. So here I sit, butt plug in while I sit at my desk for looking at some supplies i need to order.

I absolutely feel so incredibly submissive and naughty or should i say nasty and of course very firm in my micro chastity cage.

It’s been a good thing I’m currently alone at my desk, because i have wiggling to feel the plug move around and go deeper into me. I already had to go to the washroom outside my office to wad a buck of tissues as i can feel the lube as it moves around.

I’ve seem to feel wet this morning like if i actually had a pussy, and I do know I’m going to have to sneak off to the bathroom to clean up clit leaking self and maybe pull hard on my balls to relieve some of this intense horniness I’m feeling.

I so wished i had the forethought to bring a dildo i would have snuck off later to try and give myself a anal orgasm, I can barely concentrate on what I’m actually supposed to be working on.

When i realize i had found inadequate (my first sexual) fetish!

When I was about 17, i was out drinking with some friend's, a girl there was taken by me and we chatted and due the fact i was drinking I told her i thought she was really hot. Later on she had to head home and asked if she want company to walk her home, she took me up on it.

As we walked the 3 blocks to her home we past a park and a wooded area, she pulled me into it and we started kissing again and then asked if she could suck my cock.

But unfortunately for me and guessing for her as well she didn't like what she found. She did played with it a little bit and jerked me off till i came. Then we continued to her home, before heading inside she said that though she wouldn't tell anyone about my small cock, there was not a chance in hell she's wanted to suck it ever. It was so deflating, but I stayed outside  her door in shock and humilistion and found i was hard again and while i was walking back to the party i stepped back into the woods roughly in the same spot and jerked off and came with absolutely incredible and euphoria of emotions and load at least.

At least none of my friends found out about my small dick and my friends, but they were jealous of me as she picked me over them all.

Does anyone remember when they felt lkke this or ran into someone they were disappointed in?

The Email from my Wife.

Sorry to everyone saying this would be posted on Saturday morning, we had family stuff that became more important to take care of, this was my first free moment.. well other then sleeping! 😂🤣 

***not a photo of the action, from the internet.**

A small recap: So my lovely Hotwife Mistress told me a story of a hotpast moment that i was told about after the fact, like within the hour of it happening. But was never privilege to know the full details till this morning. 

 This happened in the summer of 2014 while i was working and she had a day off. It was in our early days of our newly FLR cuckold lifestyle she was meeting him as potential lover. Enough as i will probably get long winded and give to much useless info. 

These are her words she wrote to me giving the details and not my enterpertation of events. 

the Email read: 

We had met inside the Tim Horton's, I ordered a coffee for him and large chocolate milk for me. We sat at a table and started chatting. At first it was just simple small talk but then we started talking about the lifestyle. Soon it started getting pretty crowded around us to continue taking frankly about stuff, so we decided to take the conversation out to the a car in the parking lot. We opted to sit in our family van. 

I don't recall everything about we spoke about, but I know that I noticed through his white shorts that he was hard. I just had to reach over, placing my hand on his inner thigh and slid it up to feel his cock. It was so big...and thick it was easily twice the size of yours! 

I wanted to see it and asked him if could, but we felt we were to exposed to do so with so many around and the amount of traffic heading to the drive thru. So I decided to moved the van across the street to the back of the Costco parking lot that was empty because they didn't open for a couple of hours. We decided to get in the complete back of the van since it had blacked out windows. We he sat down in the far rear seat he pulled it out and it was so absolutely beautiful, with a nice thick head and oh so long! I just couldn't resist putting my mouth around it. 

At first it was just going to be teaser, but then i don't recall what came over me but I craved more once I had it in my mouth. I actually challenged myself in my head to get the whole thing into my mouth. He went quite deep in my throat and as I was focusing on my breathing to be able to do it for longer. All of a sudden, he moans out, "shit I'm gonna cum!".  

My immediate reaction was to not remove my mouth, but I did but when I saw it spewing out, I couldn't resist trying to catch some with my tongue. Sooo much cum came out! He then informed me that he has never had an orgasm simply by someone sucking him off before. He also let me know he found I was phenomenal at getting it so deep into my throat. 

He cleaned up and we drove back to Tim's where he got into his car and we went our separate ways that day. 

Xxxxx (xxx = her Name) 

That how she ended her email. the day of this act: Just later that particular morning aftet she did some shopping at that very Costco, when they finally opened.opped she made it a point to dropped by my office to give me a teaser of her indiscretion and information on what she had done that very morning. 

As far as i know this would have been her first time playing on her own, and definitely one of my earliest times she officially had cuckold me. 

ch

Part. 1 Cuckold Huimilation Saga.

Part. 1 - The Desire, The Wish... The Start of the Journey. 

Once I had convinced my wife, that it was time to cuckold me (not hard to do with a 5.5" dick at the time) and after having several successful Hotwife dates.

My wife had decided that maybe it was time for us to take things up a personal notch and have me become more of a denied cuckold.

I have fantasized a lot about of my wife’s pussy or sexual being belonging to everyone but me for sometime, but in waves not just fixated on that.

I find it would be crazy humiliating for me,but so I could see myself enthusiastically agreeing to the prospect of becoming a totally denied cuckold. 

MLB then told me she wanted to really discuss having me a denied cuckold and making ceremony out of it in someway, that would allow her to permanently mark me into a denied cuckold relationship with her.

The sound of this to me was so erotic and exciting so I was already to sign on the dotted line with out even reading or asking any questions, little did I have any idea what that dotted line would end up looking like. 

MLB asked me to come out on the back patio deck and sit down and then proceeded to tell me I really better think hard about what becoming a denied cuckold will mean. 

Then politely threaten me, that i really should go along with this celebration act and told me that if I was to back out of the ceremony she would deny me any further cream-pies in the future and/or any visual sights. 

As i really didn’t want to give up any of those wonderful humiliation acts, I was starting to feel a bit trapped with only one way to decide. 

I spoke up saying i have a good idea what I believe a denied cuckold marriage might be, it's never getting to fuck you ever again, that I’ll will be permanently replaced by a real man that could satisfy her.

MLB said that’s pretty accurate but for her it meant a more than that to her. 

My wife then asked or really spoke to me; “What kind of husband would beg his wife to go have sex with other men or man and then when she comes home, want or should i say crave too eat the other man/men's cum out of her freshly or not so fresh pussy”?

I was speechless, but i was also so fucking hard in my micro chastity cage and was leaking at the thought of another man’s cum streaming out of my wife’s well fucked pussy all I couldn't think what to say to that but; "I’m sorry!".  

My wife then outlines that one of the rules would be that i would never see her fully naked again while they were alone, and when we go to bed sleep in the same bed I’m to be naked or wearing only a panties to remind me of what a pathetic useless of a man I truly am.  

MLB’s final conditions are that if she wishes to go away on weekends she will do it without any questions or if she wants a weekend home alone or with her lover fucking in our matrimonial bed then I’ll have to check myself into a cheap truck stop motel or go stay at a friend's.

With that she turn her head and looked at me and says, “So what’s it's going to be ch. Are you ready to give up you wife’s tits and pussy forever to keep getting your fresh or some what fresh creampies?”  

With my little 5.5 inch penis hard as a rock I spoke meekly; “YES Mistress, i’ll do anything so you can have the pleasure from a real man sexually!"

She replied "Oh don't fucking kid yourself, that still going to happen, you started this but you're not ending it!"

"Oh!" I replied.

"So, that the only reason you want to say yes to this cucky?" She asked.

"WELL, i asked a god damn question!" She almost yelled so it was loud enough for our closet neighbors to just make out if they were outside.

I meekly in a lower volume than before said, "well Mistress's, also to be able to taste another man’s cum streaming out of your hot beautiful pussy".

MLB face broke into a big shit eating grin and says "you are so fucking pathetic and easy to read ch, well let’s put a ceremony together then. 

Part. 2 To Follow.

My conundrum of the P.A. piercing & Chastity Cages!

So as you cab tell from some of my Diary writing that i’m in a D/s relationship not 100% of the time as we have a vanilla life and one with kids and other family members.

So i’m not submissive around the clock physically, but mentally i would say 75-80% of the time i am, either way my Femdom wife owns my cock always.

 The Mrs. bought and gave me my first chastity cage for Christmas one year a Chrome CB6000 from a store in Montreal called "Priape". Loved it and used it often, actually wore the chrome off the inside of it, partially from use and my P.A. piercing at the time i would say i was wearing a 12 gage.

Now that is funny, sounds way more impressive than it actually is! LoL.

So at this time i was a proud man with length of 6" with a semi thick girth. But that changed for many reasons not a scientist or doctor.. so not going to make assumptions, just tell you or anyone who might read this, if any.

We’ve purchased several male chastity devices since for a number of reasons, i should really state i purchased these. Even if my Mrs. was aware i felt it was my duty to.

I can tell you i've never tried or found my cock easily getting out of them, meaning escaping from their confines, but i never wanted to either. Our next one was a cheap Chinese one, supposedly stainless steel version but not.. just chromed.

 It was a CB6000 version, the only thing i can tell you about it that was good, price and found out i much more preferred the weight of the metal ones.

The next one was e-stim version of the CB6000 as well. But the ring which is one with clicking lock.. which i would highly recommend you to stay the fuck away from these.. it gave me more nicks and pinches than any of the other's...still to this date.

 The e-stim was fun, very fun specially when learning. Mrs gave me quite a few high voltage jolts by accident.. lol.

Then later i found my actual favorite chastity cage. This would be years later. It was a micro chastity cage with a urethra tube that removable.

 What i loved and still love about to this day is weight, the choice of the urethral play and the diminished look of my penis. Which then gave me a craving for SPH and further humiliation as well as pushing me mentally further down into a submissive role.

As my ring size had been large by this time i could still wear it with this cage, but had to get the ring taken off if i wanted the urethra tube in.

The tube when purchased was around 3 to 4 inches in length. I found it to short for me personally for longer wear. With this tube in i would last may 3 to 4 hours max.

Went to Home Depot and bought a small amount of food grade silicone tubing, usually used for water supply. I cut a 8" peice roughly heated the edges to make sure round smooth... do not burn it, just heating it up.

Now i can wear it for days. But keep in mind a couple of things. One hygiene is extremely important in the first place, but with urethra play extra care always.

Used plenty of safe hygienic lube always. Remove the tube a minimum of once a day and clean well with soap and hot water. I've worn mind up to 3 weeks with no issues, but a cleaning regiment was being done.

No we've just recently up the gage to the 2nd last size we wish, well to date anyways, so my micro chastity cage won't work with this one at all. So had to do more research and found one that would work. But it's not a micro cage.. and had just found a new ultimate micro cage i wanted... might still get later.

 A note to the many who ask why chastity play or a P.A. piercing.

 So for many male (and Female) subs and their Domme's and/or Dom's, the symbolism of a male(in my case) chastity device is what matters most, not its inescapability but that is the preferred preference to many of us . And as with other forms of sex play and most aspects of healthy relationships, the honour system is what truly makes it work.

As in any negotiated relationship or contract, you can find ways to cheat. But really why cheat? They’re easy to keep on if you’re genuinely interested in keeping your commitment as well as submitting.

Fun fact: Locking a guy’s cock in an inescapable device doesn’t prevent him from coming if he truly wants to, he would just have to get very creative about it. But keep this in mind you would be only cheating on yourself and lying to yourself. A Domme(in my case) will know by your mood, attention to her or lack of it, and the amount of ejaculate you produce. 

This is the one i wanted next, called a few names, to Ultimate Micro, Eunuch or Castrate Cage.

Another note: longer locked in and stimulated by my wife/Domme i often release ejaculate when going to the washroom, never knowing till i stand up to wipe my cage area and fush.

I’ve yet to discover after taking to many fellow submissives in chastity in as many kinds of device's that if their mindset wants to achieve a stolen orgasm they can achieve this orgasm if they're holding a powerful wand massager against it.

So if your Dominant is locking up your cock to prevent you from coming, she’ll also need to lock up her vibrators or remove them so you won't have access to them.

Lots of men are shy or lie to themselves about being a true submissive in my opinion, so they’ll say all kinds of things like.

I just wanted to make sure you all understood that chastity is a long-term gamefor many, and you cant think off the bat you can do a week or more, it takes time to grow into the longer term.

For most of us in chastity devices, it’s a 24/7 affair—literally around the clock. But if you can't or not capable of remaining in a submissive headspace for more than a few hours, you’ll need to talk to your partner, before the padlock clicks shut, just how long she intends to keep your cock locked up.

Being locked also has another side effect that you wouldn’t perhaps think about or even anticipate, Whenever you become aroused, you will feel your cock on the cage. It can be anything from a gentle reminder to a vice-like grip, depending on your arousal levels.

And whenever this happens, your mind automatically will always turn to your key holder, even if they’re not around.

These are my opinion and thoughts.

ch

watch me fuck another man

This story is mostly all true. It happened approximately 25 years ago, and would eventually lead us to swinging and then to our current lifestyle.

I'm telling it as a story, rather than a diary post, as obviously we can't comment on the thoughts of my actual lover, but can comment on the thoughts of my fiance's (now husband and better yet cuckold husband).

After the night in question, Jason never actually fucked me again, but I have given him a couple of very discreet blowjobs in secluded spots in the club we originally met at. anyways here's the story.

Mike and Louise had been a couple only a couple of years. And they've enjoy a very imaginative sex life up to this point, but
what Mike proposed as a new sexual adventure did mildly shocked even the broad-minded Louise.

He had brought up that he really wanted to watch her being fucked by another guy, although Louise was a little apprehensive, she agreed as she loved sex as well as a good fucking, being a couple who like too "strike while the iron is hot", they set about the task in matter of a few days later over a lot of open communication.

They agree that easiest was for Louise to go to a nightclub, and be pick up a suitable suitor she found to her liking and attraction then bring him back to their place, where Mike and  Louise both moved in together just recently.

Mike thought  it would be best to discreetly watch them, and figuring that secretly watching his girlfriend and her new lover fucking while this "said" lover was totally unaware as he was the part of the main attraction of a live sex show, was quite a new kinkiness for them. 

And also he figured it may be difficult to convince a guy to go along with this little sex game while being watched by her boyfriend/ fiance.

So in the days ahead Mike fashioned up a 2-way mirror from one of our picture frames and a roll of mirror tint for cars, using a jigsaw cutter and some lumber, and some DIY he had cut a hole in the our door of the walk in closet which was to be his best and safest viewing point.

The door was then fitted a oversized 2-way mirror onto the door with a decorative old picture frame so to the unaware it looked nothing more than a mirror hung on the door, but from within it was one's personal HD movie screen to hopefully watch the live porn show he was anticipating Louise would be putting on soon with a lover on their bed.

When that friday night came she dressed in a red corset to enhance her beautiful breasts, and black stockings with no panties, and some slightly high heeled shoes, topped with her favorite long coat.

She had taken care doing her makeup and hair, making herself look even more appealing than i ever remember her wearing, deliberately looking on the verge of slutty but not if that makes sense.

Soon they were both ready to head into town to a popular nightclub. Mike followed her into the club, but kept a discreet distance, the agreement was being that when she had found a suitor she would text Mike to let him know she was "caught', and Mike could make himself scarce and head home and await her further instructions. 

Within 30 minutes Louise had indeed found one. A young man had Louise by the hand as he led her to a table in a dark corner. Thats when Mike recognised the young man and fear came across him.

It was Jason for fuck sakes. Mike and Jason were not really friends nor hated enemies, but not friendly by any means. Louise then texted Mike one word "BINGO"! Mike then replied, "Meet me near the washrooms,  please".

She did so a minute or so later. "Jason? You know I dont like him, i can't even stand that mother fucker!"

"Exactly," She replied. "He wanted to fuck me since he met me. Always has and has told me often every chance he could when you weren't around. And if he thinks he's getting one up on you, He'll put in a hell of a performance for you and me!"

Fuck she had a point. And he knew she was right about Jason, he was always giving her the eye.

Mike left, driving the couple of kilometers back their home with all kinds of different emotions he never thought he would have.

The instructions were to await by his phone to ring and then a hang up, and repeated again after a few seconds. Louise cue to him that
she was on the way home with her new lover.

Just over an hour had passed, Mike consumed with nervous excitement and over productive dirty mind, wondering what was happening a that very moment.

His mind was consumed with vision he last saw his girlfriend/Fiance and she was in the arms of another man being passionately kissed by him and was a man he did not like.

Mike nearly jumped  out of his skin by the sudden ring from his phone, it rang once, stopped and then again, and then the sudden silence of the house. He did a check on his phone, and yes it was  missed call from Louise. 

This game was definitely going to the next level. This gravity then really dawned on him... Louise was with another man in his car doing or talking about who knows what. And she was bringing him back to their place for the sole purpose of fucking in their bed, which that fact really hit him hard, this was their bed that they picked out together for sleeping and making love.

She was now going to take him to this bed, to their bed. She was going to fuck another man in their bed, yes this wasn't cheating but somehow felt like it a bit. And was going to be watching as he fucks her fir all their both worth and he could do nothing about it once they started as it would get around their circles about this kink, as well as make Louise a target for questions and ridicule comments.

And even with alI that couldn't wait to watch him fuck her good.

Mike set up his little haven within his personal perverted closet space, even grabbed at the last moment a sleeping bag and some cold water bottles, he then stood watching from the window in the darkness of the home waiting for the lovers to arrive.

Mike was caught off guard when he saw a cab pulled up outside their home as he thought for sure Jason would be driving her home in his car, but with that thought he moved fast as he made himself scarce for them.

He had previously while waiting for the text from Louise switched the radio on low in their bedroom in case he needed to mask any movement noise he might make within his time in the closet, and had entered and waited till he heard the sound of the front door and their voices.

He heard some murmured chat but it was clearly to far for him to hear clearly. Louise and her lover had gone to the living room
as Mike waited for the show to begin.

After what seemed an like an eternity, but was actually about 20 minutes or so i believe, Louise entered the bedroom first. Her corset was gone, as was her skirt. Only her stockings, and garter belt, as well as her heels were left.

The (Jason) lover followed her into the sanctity of our bedroom, funny enough he was still fully dressed. She had stopped in front of the closet door shielding Jason, and began to disrobe this asshole of young man. When he was down to no more than his boxers, Louise then drops to her knees before him and tugged down the shorts, allowing his much bigger and thicker uncut hard cock to spring free.

His cock was a not average by any means, but it was way more than i had ,and clearly
rock hard for her as i was as wellwatching this unfold infront of me within feet. Louise then took his cock into her mouth almost immediately but i couldn't see her doing so as she had her back to me. 

But i could hear her clearly as she was sucking on it greedily, and i could see the motion of her head and arm as she expertly pushed and pulled on the longer shaft at the same time.As i had a clear view of his face and chest i saw the look on the his face, letting me know Jason was fully and clearly what she was doing.

After a few moments of her talents he suggested they move onto the bed. Louise complied and accompanied her new lover
into the turn down bed she shared usually with her boyfriend/ Fiance, who she knew was watching her with this man and how much more it excited her than she ever thought. 

An that moment she really had no idea if Mike was enjoying it, or hating this and wanted it to all stop. All she knew was she feeling a mixture of naughtiness, for what she was doing and about to do, with a very small pang of guilt.

It she knew she was cheating but it also knew it wasnt. And she had to admit to herself she was having lots fun. For as much as Jason was a self centered and arrogant asshole he had the nicest cock she ever seen or had, and it tasted so damn great as well. 

She had been enjoying sucking his cock and balls, but by now was looking craving to having his cock inside her, actually deep inside her.

When they had gotten on the bed and Jason maneuver her into a 69 position, and now was tongue deep into her pussy as she returned to engulfing on his cock. 

Mike was mesmerised beyond belief as he watched his fiancee sucking on her Jason's cock and from his vantage point could see this young man flicking his tongue over Louise clit as her hips twitched and moved in delight.

Louise looked and sounded like she had just reached a shuddering orgasm as Jason tongue was doing it majic on her pussy and her clit. She did her best to stifle her orgasm though, as she still wasnt sure how Mike was coping from all this, within his room in their closet.

But she knew she was certainly ready for Jason cock and to fuck her hard, as Mike always made passionate love to her.

Mike's nervous excitement to the sights  of his fiancee girlfriend was showing in his own cock as it stood very rigid as he watched the unfolding action.

He resisted from touching his cock as he so wanted to save it for later to reclaim his fiancee if he didn't understand this term ar the time. 

Then the show took another chapter further into their sexual adventure as Louise had dismounted and then laid on her back. Mike's nerves twitched again as it was very clear Louise was informing her new lover she was now ready about to be fucked foreplay was over.

She spread her legs open, totally saying and inviting him to enter, to fill her. Jason moved himself into positioned between Louise's legs. A new condom box lay on the nightstand that Mike had placed before going to the club, but Jason just ignored it, as he placed his hard cock at her fertile entrance and slowly slid all the way inside her.

She moaned out loud and then they embraced and kissed deeply and passionately as he fucked her hard and deep. She wrapped her stockinged legs around his waist allowing him to enter her fully and deeply as possible,which he eagerly took advantage of, thrusting his hard cock deep inside her as Mike could hear Jason balls slapped against her ass.

Mike watched with eager lust as his fiancee lay and was getting laid, just a few feet away in their bed with this other man whose cock is buried in her wonderful pussy and her legs wrapped tightly round him.

The pair fucked like that for some time, as Mike continued to watch as Jason's ass cheeks flexed as he continually thrust his hard cock into Louise's tight wet pussy. Mike realizes that because the lovers had forsaken the condoms altogether, that seemed to have fueled his excitement even more. 

For Louise, the whole act of this is a taboo situation, the new lover, a adversary of her own sexual partner her fiance, being watched by him while her lover was completely unaware.

Putting on this erotic show for Mike, combined with her re-calling how turned on Mike has gotten just at the thought of
seeing her with another man, which has helped her to be as intimate as possible with Jason.

Holding him as close as she possibly could, kissing him with as much passion as possible, and allowing him to fuck her bareback. 

She knew that Mike wouldn't approve. In fact that these lovers before him were so caught up in their intimacy that he had already acknowledged to himself that their sexual tryst looked more like lovemaking than just merely fucking.

He even felt a little bit pang of guilt for his voyeuristic viewing of them, and in a weird strange way wished he could afford them some privacy to continue their lovemaking alone.

Jason then ordered Louise to straddle him, which she did, feeling a sexy little erotic pang within her at his sudden dominance in his voice turned her on even more.

Still aware of her own partner hiding and giving him hopefully a visual feast, she was nevertheless at this moment, the lover of Jason, and was busily enjoying the moment fully.

She straddled Jason as he ram's his cock home from below her, man handling and mauling as well as sucking her nipples as he continued to fucked her with all he got, then orders her onto her knees on all fours.

He is now knelt behind her and pushed his glistening cock once again deep into her. This time he now really fucked her hard, spanking her ass hard on each cheek as he rammed
hard into her, she moaned and screaming out in ecstacy as he fucked her fast, thrusting hard into her as wave after wave of orgasm washed over her.

All thoughts of Mike were almost gone as Jason pounds his cock into her repeatedly almost viciously. Mike then like a flash enters her mind, thanks to Jason.

"So does your Mikey know you fuck other guys when he's at work?" He asked, as he slammed his hard cock in her repeatedly, up to his balls.

"No, of course not." she pants.

"You hot little Slut!" he growls, smacking her ass hard and leaving a visible red welts. He then yanks her hair back as he rammed into her.

She clearly responds by bucking against him hard. Mike could see that she was getting more turned on as Jason demeaned her more.

"Your loving this, you fucking whore. Your fella nowhere to be seen and your in his bed, letting me fuck you, own your sweet ass"

"Yeah, well right now I'm your fucking whore, so fuck me harder, ruin my pussy for days"
And that he did.

He fucked her harder, spanked her harder, pulled her hair harder, and made her come harder, as he continued calling her a slut and whore.

The more he called her names,the louder she moaned, the harder she came and faster she came. Her cumming from this, the harder he spanked her.

"He's gonna know you've been fucked, Your ass cheeks will be all bruised and your tits will be covered in my love bites, your cunt will be full of my cum and your tits and face will be drenched in it as well."

If only he knew. Mike and Louise both thought that. His breathing was becoming more urgent as it was becoming obvious Jason was nearing his orgasm.

Jason huskily growled that he was close to cumming. Louise closed her eyes and pushed back onto him and grinding her pussy, letting him know without speaking that she wanted him to fill her with his seed.

He took the hint and came hard, immediately erupting jets of seed deep into her womb until, spent he withdrew his softening cock from her cum filled pussy.

Louise and Jason lay side by side on the bed, kissing and touching each other through heaving chest, Louise gently playing with his
soft cock which looked still longer than Mike's cock when hard, glistening from their collective juices, until Jason's cock was now showing signs of recovery.

Mike,from his hiding place couldnt wait to take Jason place and bury his raging cock in Louise's well-fucked filled pussy, but he knew
he was going to be in this little small closet for a while yet to come. 

He kind of expected that the lover would just fuck Louise and then be gone, but it was looking like this unaware bull wasn't quite done with her just yet.

Jason continued to kiss Louise deeply as his fingers found her entrance, and sought out her clit with ease as she opened her legs easily for him.

He began to move his hand faster frig her clit, bringing her to climax in a matter of seconds, her response was by jerking him to full, proud hardness once again.

He then brought up the pieces of fabrics  looking like ties, house coat belts  and draped around the corners of the headboard. He then proceeded to wrapped one around each of her wrists and tied her down onto the bed. 

He  then got up and removed her stockings from her garter belt and off her silky legs anf proceeded to tie her ankles to the foot, restrained her now completely to the bed.

If it hadnt been for Mike, safely hidden
nearby there was no way she would've allowed Jason to do this, but was finding his Dominance over her quiet hot, and she was love being tied down at his mercy. Now, though, she was at Jason's mercy, tied to her bed, helpless in an X formation and exposed to him and Mike hidden away in the closet.

He then mounted her and fucked her for all he was worth again with out any use or even thought of a condom, intermittently taking her boobs, and leaving some serious love-bites
all over them.

She was moaning, panting, and crying as he furiously fucked her like a man even more possessed, then suddenly would slow down and fuck her more gently kissing her so passionately, then would fuck her hard again, covering her 36 C breasts in even more love-bites.

Once again he withdrew, and this time untied her from her bindings, ordered her onto all fours and then entered her doggy style, spanking her ass as well as grabbing her
long and pulled hard as he thrusted.

These lovers fucked hard for quite some time in that position until Jason withdrew his cock, hopped off the bed, and then ordered Louise to get on her knees before him.

She did so and then Jason proceeded to get
himself off, with full intent on cumming over her face, but Louise had other ideas.

She took his cock into her open mouth and sucked him expertly, as he grabbed at her hair and thrust his cock into her willing mouth, more really like he was face fucking her mouth until finally he came, look liking even more cum as he erupted, this time she swallowed his seed. 

She looked like she was totally savouring every drop of his fresh load, slowly winding down as she milked his cock for every last drop of seed.

Jason finally collapsed on the bed as he tried to regained his composure as Louise stared intently at the mirror on the closet door with a naughty grin on her face hoping Mike was looking at her and happy about the evening.

Completely satisfied, Jason dressed called a Blue Line Cab and after some small talk, he really looked like he was try to work this into a regular thing, in the end they end up thank each other for an amazing night and another passionate kiss, knock on the front door broke it then he actually left.

Mike came out the hidout like a man possessed. He was completely consumed by lust as he grabbed Louise and pulled her to him to kiss her hard and deep, now eager to taste Jason cum lingering in her mouth. 

Mike then gently laid on her back on the edge of the bed and start to go towards eating her pussy, she pushed her hand on the forehead of Mike and stated "Really?, you do know i have washed and am full of Jason sperm!"

Mike replied "i don't care, i crave you... you were fucking so unbelievable and erotic!, please let me!!".

Mike licked her cum soaked pussy, and found he actually loved it and was savouring her cum filled pussy and her juices, licking as deep as he could, tasting Jason's loads.

It turned Mike so much to know that Jason was probably heading home right at that moment with a real spring in his step, after a sinful night of amazing and passionate sex with someone else girlfriend as he wasn't even aware of their engagement to each other, but as well unaware that he was being watched by the other half that lived at the home the whole time.

That this lovers he just had sex with, boyfriend/fiance was now licking her pussy clean of all his cum almost scooping it out with his tongue.

Mike licked Louise clean of every drop of Jason's cum and then slid his own cock into her freshly used pussy. Sadly he only lasted about 12 to 13 strokes until he lost his load into her. 

She then told him to clean her up again and then they would cuddle and fall asleep. Mike moved down and cleaned her up with his tongue and then they cuddled and fell asleep. 

Mike found himself early the next morning... well still nighttime he woke hard and horny, and found himself moving forward towards Louise and then grinding on her till she opened her legs to except his hard man hood.

She turned around and he entered her as she wrapped her legs around him, and the just made passionate loved until they both came again and both drifted off to the sleep entwined. 

Louise was the first to wake up, climbing quietly out of the bed and the room, head to the kitchen put on the coffee pot, poured herself a nice glass of orange juice, the whole time in the kitchen she was thinking of the sexual adventure she had an the sex, and before the first drop of coffee dripped into the pot, she realized she was not only excited, but horny and very aroused. 

Went back to the bedroom and climbed onto their bed as well as cuddled up to Mike and stroked his cock till it became stiff and his breathing became deep, and then she mounted him and grinding herself till he became active and the fucked.

They moved from the bed that day for nourishment, bathroom & shower breaks, but they basically talked and fucked and slept mostly. 

They did get married and still are 27 plus years later! And still in love and sexual active, even if not the same as when they started. 

Good friend tricked me!

When I much younger my really good friend and I used to jack off together not even sure how that had ever started still to this day, but I had realized that I really like these sessions as they made me feel good and close to him and gave me the feeling that we had this "special" secret bond. 

Not soon after this had all started I had gotten a girlfriend and quickly found that he liked too hear about us having sex and would ask about it a bit early on, more boldly as time and question got asked. He and i would use this to increase the amount of times we'd have our masturbating sessions. 

Then decided to up the ante so to speak and borrowed a "Polaroid" camera that had a self timer on it that my parents owned. I put on of the photo's i had in my back pocket of my jean one time when i knew we would get together for a session, it was in so he would or could see it or maybe fall out easily. Which he did end up getting a hold of and jerked off with it asking me questions as i jerked off to the sight of him doing this!

He then began bug me for more or other photo's to show him of my girlfriend naked and in different poses. Which i held off but he kept asking questions and we then escalated to playing with each other cocks while talking about her the one photo he would not give it back, that he kept using to jerk off when he wanted or when we were togetherI remember how "kinky" this had really felt at the time and liked it. This was also when it really firmed to me that i was below average in endowment and he was bigger not huge but at least good 2 inches more.Then he had an idea while in throws of heighten excitement  that we could become closer special friends if we had pictures of each of us sucking the others cock.

As i was in heighten in erotic passion state i had thought this sounded like a great idea. He grabbed my camera and said you "start first" to me, we'll take a couple of pictures of you sucking my cock, then it will be my turn.

We set up the camera, then I got on my knees and started to play with his cock. I remember thinking "I can't believe I'm going to suck him. The first picture was of his hard cock poised in front of my mouth and then I opened but it was open because i asked "won't you think i gay doing this?". he replied "No never! you have a hot girlfriend your doing!". which i trusted because of all what we done so far.

We set up the camera for the second photo and took him inside for the next. It felt so hard and heat coming off it and nasty... I found i loved it. He asked for the camera for the other photos and I then proceeded to start sucking him and it was very hot listening to him tell me how good it felt. I tried to think how my girlfriend would suck mind and what i really liked to repeat on him!

I had sucked him for quite some time, when I asked about him sucking me. He said lets get another picture, then it will be your turn. He decided that the next picture would be of me licking his balls, with his hard cock laying on my face, which we did. 

I then got the shock of my life when I told him that I was ready for him to suck me. He said "you don't need me to suck your cock, you have a girl friend for that!". Bewildered, he continued, "you need to keep sucking, and if you decide that you don't want too, I'm not only going to tell your girlfriend that you showed me pics of her naked, I'll show her these pictures of you being my cocksucker". 

I was stunned and very confused, felt humiliated, and extremely horny as all hell! Still shocked and not knowing what else to do I slowly put his cock back into my mouth and continued to suck him, all the while he coaxed me on.

"Lets see how much of my cock you can get into your mouth, and you really are a natural cocksucker"  Then came the final shock when he said "You're going to need a lot of practice to be able to get my whole cock down your throat and your going to get good at it" As i continued to suck him I felt his cock  twitch and get really hard, then it exploded, filling my mouth with his hot cum and coughed and spit what didn't go down my throat with tears in my eyes . Afterwards he told me that this would remain our little secret like you cock, as long as I continued to suck him whenever he wanted.

He continued too used me for over 2 year's before he had move away. i certainly remember these times, and it never ceases to make me horny.

The really odd thing is that if you met me you'd never know that I was his slut / cocksucker. I'm married, have kids and went on with my life. 

But i still have this "secrets". Which i have only shared to you all and my wife & Femdom who already knew all this, but that will be relevant soon enough!

Do you want to hear about it?Please let me know, and I will continue my story...

Christmas Past - the Present

funny this close to Christmas i am so reminded of something that happened about six years ago on Christmas Eve (for the Wife) I recieved the email in January of the New year. 

this was written and sent to me in a email (names and places have been altered) with my wife full knowledge. hope you enjoy as it was very exciting for me to receive it still to this day don't know who it was sent by!

Hey there useless little cuckold husband,

.

I have been exchanging messages with a your frustrated wife whom I had first met at a conference. We are both (your wife and I) in similar situations, married to spouses who had given up on sex or in your case can't perform due to the lack of equipment. You often ignored her and play video games (really at your age??) at home most times. 

We shared our misery with each other over a couple of drinks, but had not sex yet. 

She was very horny.. I enjoyed chatting with her and decided to keep doing so whether we ever actually got together or not. lots of text or should i say sexting loser.

Here the real meat:

It was just before noon on Christmas Eve 2014. I was preparing a nice dinner for my wife and our two grown sons who were home for the Holidays. I still needed a few things to complete the menu, and headed out to our local supermarket. I no sooner got in my SUV when I got a text message from "Holly". She was at her Mom's house helping out for Christmas, and was feeling very horny and had finished all that needed to be done. I decided to push it a little, and suggested that she tell her Mom that she needed to run to the store to do some last minute Christmas shopping. 

After a brief pause, she said OK. I suggested meeting in the Walmart Superstore parking lot at the Train Yards, which was about half way between us. She said she was driving a white Camry, and would park close to the Sail Store. I arrived and saw her pull into a parking spot. I pulled in next to her and got out. This was the first time we met face to face that was not at a business oriented. 

She rolled down her window and gave met a big approving smile. I returned it, taking in her very pretty face, shoulder length brown hair, and a pair of very nice cleavage that was barely concealed by her blouse. "Get in", she suggested with a gesture of her head toward the passenger side door. I opened the door and got into the passenger seat. I couldn't take my eyes off her short hem of the dress she was wearing realizing it wasn't a blouse after all and that had slid up her thighs to show lots of leg. 

We gave each other a quick hello kiss and I took in the aroma of her perfume. I felt her tongue give my lips a quick flick like a promise of what was to come. "I know a very private spot where we can park", she said with a naughty smile. 

"No one will bother us there, and we can have some fun". I smiled back and said, "Let's go. I'm more than ready". 

She put the car in gear and drove to a side street that was deserted in a heavily industrial area. She parked, reclined her seat, and turned to face me. Her hand moved to my lap and gently began to rub my cock through my pants. "Hummmm", she purred, "That feels like a nice thick cock. I haven't had one of those in a while". 

Her hand was getting me hard and felt so good. I moved closer to her and decided to kiss her. Our mouths met and this time we both parted our lips and our tongues met. This kiss was very passionate and very wet. My hand moved to her breasts and slid under her blouse. She wasn't wearing a bra and i felt one of her nipples with my fingers to be surprised to find her nipples were both pierced. 

I rubbed around it and felt her quiver and give a slight moan of pleasure. I lowered my mouth and licked her exposed breast until my mouth reached the nipple and it ring. I sucked it into my mouth and swirled my tongue around it. Her hand moved to the back on my head and massaged my neck as I licked and sucked her breast. She was obviously enjoying the sensation and gave short moans. She whispered in my ear that she wasn't wearing any panties. 

I slid my right hand to her upper thigh and slowly slid it up her inner leg. Her legs parted slightly and my fingers slid to her pussy. She laid her head back, closed her eyes and gave a louder moan of pleasure. Her pussy was wet, and my fingers parted her pussy lips, easily sliding into her. I rubbed her smooth pussy gently and found her clit already swollen with passion. I continued to suck on her nipples as I fingered her pussy and clit. Her hand moved onto mine and guided my massaging of her pussy. 

Her breathing was getting more rapid and moans of delight escaped her mouth with every breath she took. "Oh yes, just like that", she moaned and continued to guide my fingers as I fingered her. "Oh, don't stop, don't stop". Her body was beginning to jerk and buck as her climax built. "Oh yes, oh yes, Ohhhhhhhh yesssss!" and sprayed all over the steering column and lower driver's dash board. 

Her climax shook her body and she arched her back, her hand continuing to move and guide my fingers as they rubbed her clit. Finally she relaxed, and she drew a big breath. "oh man that was good. I really needed that. Thank you, thank you." I moved my mouth to hers and she gave me a wet kiss, her tongue in my mouth.

I sat back and she moved her hand back to my lap. "My turn", she said with a smile. She shifted to face me and used both hands to unbuckle my belt. She unzipped my pants and I lifted my ass off the seat and helped her slide my pants to my knees. I nervously looked around to see if we were still alone. Fortunately, we were. She took my cock in her hand and began to massage it. She leaned over and opened her lips and worked her saliva over my now fully erect cock as a lubricant.

"Hummm, that looks tasty", she teased, and lowered her mouth to the top. I felt her tongue lick the top and then run around the head. "Do you like that?", she teased. "Oh God yes", I replied and put my hand on her head. She looked up with a smile and then went to work. She took a couple of inches into her mouth and swirled her tongue back and forth on the underside of my shaft. She started to move her mouth up and down my cock, sucking while making a slurping sound. She gave slight moans which vibrated her mouth so delightfully on my cock.

She used her hand to rub my cock as she sucked and licked it. She took it out of her mouth and moved it to the side, all the while stroking it. She licked my balls and then took them into her mouth, Her tongue licked them as she gently sucked. She then licked up the shaft and took it back into her mouth. This went on and on as she expertly took me to the brink of orgasm only to let me back down.

Finally I needed to cum and used my hands to guide her head and mouth. "Do you want me to cum in your mouth?", I asked. "Cum on my tits", she replied and continued to suck, lick and stroke my cock. My body began to tighten as I felt my climax coming. She felt it too and took my cock out of her mouth. She looked up at me and continued to stroke my cock. She could feel my mussels tighten and brought a wicked smile to her mouth. I shot a stream of cum over her tits and neck and then several more. My cum covered her upper breasts.

She smiled and licked as she then took my cock back into her mouth and sucked out the last remaing drops. Still smiling, she used her finger to scoop up my cum from her tits and put her finger in her mouth and sucked it all up.

I asked her if she was going to clean up, and what was she going to do as her back of her dress was soaked. she told me she has some yoga pants in the back and "i will leave my dress like this as I'm going to make a surprise visit to my husband's work as I knew he was all alone. he could clean up/ or off the mess on my tits if he wished".

That was my first Christmas present exchange that year, and was easily the best present I received and I hope you like my gift to you cuckold.

Mr. I had your wife 2014