Thursday, 26 July 2018

Post on comment left by lovetosubmit3 July 2018


so i/we received a nice comment from one of blog reader’s. which i had no idea or thought anyone would read let alone some have click following! for those 2 so far again “thank you”.

the following comment was left on a blog post entitled “One Sign you might be a cuckold! the Porn Preference poated April 25 2018” 

Everything below in Bold is the original comment from lovetosubmit3

Just found your blog. I guess I'm an ex-cuckold now. Wife quit the lifestyle but I very much crave and reflect fondly of our time with her having sex with younger men. - well lovetosubmit3 thanks for reading my diary blog, haven’t been doing for long so have not missed that much. ex-cuck, that must be tough as hell if you were living it and enjoying it! so sorry to hear that and do understand that life will always change things that might effect us or not. can totally under stand the craving part as well as many other men who might not even be living the cuckold life. thanks for the insight on her desire at the time of play! cool to hear how other play as we all play differently.

I will try to get through your posts, as i'm interested in how you got involved/started in the LS as well as how you live it out as day to day. we we evolved actually we were swinger’s on and off but as much as I enjoyed other women I found I really enjoyed more watching my wife with other’s and enjoying herself so freely! as we have a children in our house hold we live the day to day more low key as possible (kids are smart so don’t think your fooling them if you let one thing slip).

But related to porn, I recently had the epiphany that just about all male/female porn is cuckold to a certain extent. It involves a fit, hung male having sex with a ridiculously sexy woman in front of a crew of a bunch of men, and then it's mostly consumed by men. In short, the bull/stud is the envy of hundreds of other men who jerk off to HIS sex life. Just think about that for a second. part of this I must agree never looked at it that way… but hell is not true that we would rather watch a well hung guy fuck the sexy ladies than watch a under endowed male doing so!

Backing up a bit in my formative years I rented a bunch of porn tapes, late 80s early 90s era. I realized that girl-girl was simply not something that turned me on. So I would screen my tape rentals, looking at the porn stars and I would literally count the male/female ratio. I developed some sort of proclivity to MFM. I just thought it was so hot to see two hard cocks "competing" for the attention of a single female. And after all, a woman is far, far, more sexually capable of handling two males than the converse. we totally agree, Mrs also want to see the women with large natural breast as well! and as mentioned above when in our swinging years, i learn to read what turned me on more.

At any event, I rented a movie where a hetero couple were going at it near a pool and a well known male star "snuck up" on them, was turned on and jerked himself off while hiding. And I was so turned on by that that I ejaculated across the room. very cool and do understand how that would be such a turn on. Not only do I enjoy the idea of two men and one woman, my submissive side gets really turned on by the idea of one of the males being sexually superior to the other. Examples: one male has to wear a condom, while the other does not; one man gets her pussy while the other one gets a blowjob or a handjob. I guess that is a form of cuckolding as I suggest above. yes it is if you look at it that way. but to the young and horny they would never read more into that sex act's.

It was not until much later that I actually discovered true cuckolding porn where the "husband" was "forced" to watch his wife get fucked by a superior male. And I do like that - a lot. well it is very hot to think of as well as being in that place! 

Thouhts?  so my thought are like how your mind thinks and for anyone reading your comment will also be enlighten, as we grow we learn, some people never get into the wilder side of sex like us, so do! when we do enter that phase we learn  more about or like and desires and test the water's till we become the cuckold we are today!  we played lightly.. more just watching her with other's then we added stuff slowly by testing. pegging, chastity cage, light submissive.. etc. 

today i a proud submissive bi cuckold who will do almost and i mean almost anything that please my Mrs/ Mistress. we delved in area's we had talked about never wanting and found we do enjoy now!

please remember how we play is because we have a lot of love as well as trust in each other.. never go in if you are not on the both level field, it can go wrong in so many ways.

ch  


Thank again to lovetosubmit3 for this post!

Monday, 23 July 2018

sorry for my hiatus


i apologize for length of  time since my last post. if anything, i'm unsure how/if i will go into the full reasons why but will at least find the time soon to write a brief reason.  

to say that we've had a rough road for the past few weeks in our house hold is not the full reason as normal everyday life will always show it head, be it for a good or a bad reasons. that's how life works.

ch


also would like to welcome to that took the courage to follow me for what ever there reason are!

so thank you for following me/US ... John S

and so thank you for following me/US ... Paul Stevens