so i/we received a nice comment from one of blog reader’s.
which i had no idea or thought anyone would read let alone some have click
following! for those 2 so far again “thank you”.
the following comment was left on a blog post entitled “One
Sign you might be a cuckold! the Porn Preference poated April 25 2018”
Everything below in Bold is the original comment from lovetosubmit3
Just found your blog. I guess I'm an ex-cuckold now. Wife
quit the lifestyle but I very much crave and reflect fondly of our time with
her having sex with younger men. - well lovetosubmit3 thanks for reading my
diary blog, haven’t been doing for long so have not missed that much. ex-cuck,
that must be tough as hell if you were living it and enjoying it! so sorry to
hear that and do understand that life will always change things that might
effect us or not. can totally under stand the craving part as well as many other
men who might not even be living the cuckold life. thanks for the insight on
her desire at the time of play! cool to hear how other play as we all play
differently.
I will try to get through your posts, as i'm interested in
how you got involved/started in the LS as well as how you live it out as day to
day. we we evolved actually we were swinger’s on and off but as much as I enjoyed
other women I found I really enjoyed more watching my wife with other’s and
enjoying herself so freely! as we have a children in our house hold we live the
day to day more low key as possible (kids are smart so don’t think your fooling
them if you let one thing slip).
But related to porn, I recently had the epiphany that just
about all male/female porn is cuckold to a certain extent. It involves a fit,
hung male having sex with a ridiculously sexy woman in front of a crew of a
bunch of men, and then it's mostly consumed by men. In short, the bull/stud is
the envy of hundreds of other men who jerk off to HIS sex life. Just think
about that for a second. part of this I must agree never looked at it that way…
but hell is not true that we would rather watch a well hung guy fuck the sexy
ladies than watch a under endowed male doing so!
Backing up a bit in my formative years I rented a bunch of
porn tapes, late 80s early 90s era. I realized that girl-girl was simply not
something that turned me on. So I would screen my tape rentals, looking at the
porn stars and I would literally count the male/female ratio. I developed some
sort of proclivity to MFM. I just thought it was so hot to see two hard cocks
"competing" for the attention of a single female. And after all, a
woman is far, far, more sexually capable of handling two males than the
converse. we totally agree, Mrs also want to see the women with large natural breast
as well! and as mentioned above when in our swinging years, i learn to read what turned me on more.
At any event, I rented a movie where a hetero couple were
going at it near a pool and a well known male star "snuck up" on
them, was turned on and jerked himself off while hiding. And I was so turned on
by that that I ejaculated across the room. very cool and do understand how that
would be such a turn on. Not only do I enjoy the idea of two men and one woman,
my submissive side gets really turned on by the idea of one of the males being
sexually superior to the other. Examples: one male has to wear a condom, while
the other does not; one man gets her pussy while the other one gets a blowjob
or a handjob. I guess that is a form of cuckolding as I suggest above. yes it
is if you look at it that way. but to the young and horny they would never read more into that sex act's.
It was not until much later that I actually discovered true
cuckolding porn where the "husband" was "forced" to watch
his wife get fucked by a superior male. And I do like that - a lot. well it is
very hot to think of as well as being in that place!
Thouhts? so my thought are like how your mind thinks and for anyone reading your comment will also be enlighten, as we grow we learn, some people never get into the wilder side of sex like us, so do! when we do enter that phase we learn more about or like and desires and test the water's till we become the cuckold we are today! we played lightly.. more just watching her with other's then we added stuff slowly by testing. pegging, chastity cage, light submissive.. etc.
today i a proud submissive bi cuckold who will do almost and i mean almost anything that please my Mrs/ Mistress. we delved in area's we had talked about never wanting and found we do enjoy now!
please remember how we play is because we have a lot of love as well as trust in each other.. never go in if you are not on the both level field, it can go wrong in so many ways.
ch
Thank again to lovetosubmit3 for this post!