Meme of the week!

 Locktober and SPH, go hand in hand.

Meme of the week!

Sorry been busy lately due to finally back to working after being off for so long due to the Covid Pandemic. 

Will try to get back to normal routine soon.

Here one inspired because of October and in the Kink Community is called Locktober!

Friday Morning A Anniversary Gift

 So i didn't post anything this weekend as i was busy trying to remember and get as much info and detail for my diary post. 

Not being a good writer or even good with grammar, my post do take me a lot longer to do.

This happened on Friday Morning September 18, I found out it was set up between the Mrs. and our friend while the chatted and got into frisky chat talk as i sat beside her watching a TV show a couple of evenings. 

The chatted over the week trying to come up with a fun cool senario. He was also covid tested as we haven't had any contact with him since the world stop being normal. 

We had been tested as well do to a risk of contact through one of our kids job's had been compromised. So that's the insight for you all, here the Anniversary gift.

Friday morning:

A old friend of ours, came over early one morning on his way to work. I had the day off i was sitting in the livingroom have a coffee as i was the first one up and was trying to keep quite so the Mrs. could get some extra sleep in when i saw his truck pull in to the driveway. 

I quietly got up and opened the door anf stepped out and pulled the door behind me and asked " good morning, what's happening, everything okay?" He reply with a shit eating grin.. and Said "Everything absolutely fucking great, just want to drop by and say hello... and unload some needed pressure that's been building up!"

I stood there, in a disbelief almost in shock on that statement, he put his hand on my shoulder as he walk past me, "she up?" He asked.

I felt my head shake in a motion that anyone seeing would understand i just clearly said "NO!", to hear a response of; "thats fucking great, talk to you later and can you make me a cup of that coffee to take with me when I'm ready to leave!" He spoke with excitement and authority in his voice as he entered the house.

I was told what your going to read what happened in our matrimonial bedroom, later on from my Mrs, he walk in to the bedroom and got underdressed and climbed into bed and started snuggling with her, she laughing as she said this part, thinking it was me and she started pushing him away and said "what the fuck are you thinking i exhausted!".

He spoke said "it not the cuckold it me, and i want to fuck you now!"
Not 100% sure she heard correct she reached her hand back and and grab Mike's cock still thinking it was a dream and she would be grabbing either a cock in chastity or a dildo strapped to her hubby's (mine) groin... but to her surprise it was a large flesh real cock.

With that she was now wide awake and turned around and started kissing him and making out, she stopped at one point and asked where i was?

Mike responded by telling her i was in the kitchen making me a coffee to go after i done.. so maybe waiting in the kitchen or dining room down the hall.

Actually i was sitting on the back deck trying to listen to anything i could catch as our bedroom has a patio door off the deck that was fully open to catch the beautiful night air we had last evening, and when i got up this morning there was still a nice breeze coming, in so i left it as is.

And from the little i could hear or catch and let my thoughts fill in the scene, of their sex, and to add to this funny story which was also unexpected to everyone.

So as you read so far i was sitting there, listening to the lovers like a perverted teenager or as you all know pathetic cuckold.

As i was enjoying everything including my hot coffee and the sounds, here i was sipping my coffee, when our good neighbor from behind us came onto his deck with coffee in hand, he looked over and started walking towards his steps to head down and come over like he had 100's of times.

A couple of years ago we had put in pass thru gate between us for easier to keep and eye on each other property and for talking, campfire's and drinks, so i got up as fairly fast and walked over towards him and got to his side of the property before he could get over to our side.

I just told him the wife was extremely exhausted and was trying to let her sleep in longer, as we sat drinking our coffee around the warm embers of his fire pit from last nights fire.

We talked about shit we had to do that weekend and what we wanted to try to get done this year. Regular good neighbors/friends talk about.

Then a scream in the distance of my wife's orgasm broke the quite morning of birds chirping and stopped our talking. I was stuck as my mind ran 10,000 kilometers an hour. On what the fuck i was going to say to him.

I was now fully hard, thanks god for the chastity cage i was wearing. When all of a sudden our neighbor said; "Damn that sounded like a good one, guess she got one of those Hitachi wands i been hearing about."

I was in awe as my neighbor just made it uncomfortable for me, but far less uncomfortable if he knew that the Hitachi wand was my best friend from high school and his large thick wand!

I just said; "Yup, guess so, guess she up know should go make her her smoothie and make another cup of coffee!" As i stood up he said; "Sure, maybe you can get some action as she might still be turned on!"

I replied "i can only hope right!, talk to you later!"

And off i went back home, with a new feeling of being outed of sorts!" As i crossed back halfway across our yard, i heard her say "yeah fuck Mike, make me cum again and fill me up!"

This was not as loud as the first time, so didn't know if Richard heard this one as well as i barely heard that time. In the kitchen i started the coffee pot, and pulled out on of our thermos tumbler, and put in the sugar and cream as Mike loved his double double coffees.

Then put the ingredients together for the wife's favorite morning smoothie, and then sat there waiting in the kitchen till i heard movement down the hall so i could start the ninja.

Meme of the week!

Part. 3 Cuckold Huimilation Saga

Im truly lucky having an very innovative wife that can come up with the some of the most humiliating ideas for this particular cuckold is always fun, refreshing and keeps me on my toe's guessing as to how she’s might or going to humiliate me at any given time in front of any of hers/ours/my friends and coworkers. 

I remember this one of her bolder and really humiliating cuckolding experience, that she happened to spring on me at one of my company’s parties. 

I have been made to eat many a creampie out of my wife over the years we been together, but little did I ever know or think of how much cum she would have me engulfing that particular evening.

Like most company parties we had gotten dressed formal to head out to my party with my wife wearing a tight dark plum dress with lacey black thong and no bra that made her hotter, and made me feel like the luckiest son of a bitch with her on my arm. 

Like I said before my wife has some great breasts with pierced nipples, looking at her was an unbelievable site to behold.  I got dressed in my usual cuckolding attire with a bright lace panty, tonight they we're a fuchsia in color under my clothes that kept me in a submissive mindset.

When we got to the party thing's were already in full swing with many people already out on the club dance floor having a great time with a few of the older crowd chatting in various size groups in different areas of the club. 

My wife said we should sit at the bar and then demanded me to order us some drinks.  MLB then started looking like she was dying to get out on too the dance floor as I sat there meekly playing with my drink and taking some sip. 

Before I knew it one of my obnoxious co-workers, Steve whom is single and I had to recently demote as his work ethic was extremely poor in his ladt department, came over to where we were and was checking out my wife and looked at me too see how I would react. 

Once Steve saw I presented no ill towards him, i introduced him to my wife and the two of them ended up chatting up a storm, i saw him really checking out my wife’s body as he was talking too my her. 

Then MLB guess was attracted to him, and then wanted to show him there was really nothing to worry about as she stood up and leaned up against Steve and whispered something in his ear. 

What ever she said to hime, he looked a little surprised by what she said but as she took Steve’s hand and drew herself even closer to him she placed his hand on her upper section of her ass and then i heard a low moaned into his ear. 

MLB then seemed to be whispering something else into his ear and this time, Steve looked my way with a smile that totally said "what a pathetic fucking loser" and then dragged her off to the dance floor. 

I would later find out from my wife that she had told him that I had a tiny limp dicked that hasn't and couldn’t ever satisfy her neededs. 

She had also told him that it has been always okay for her to find a "real man" from time to time to satisfy her sexual needs since I was unable too, which was hundred percent true.

As i watched them out on the dance floor, they danced my wife looking so hot grinding her body into Steve and I was going nervwracked watching them, but the night was just starting for us, after their first dance they came back to the bar and Steve ordered drinks totally ignoring me. 

They had talked for a quite sometime at the bar and he ordered another round of drinks this time even a double for me, my wife was feeling it as i could see she was getting real friendly with Steve, her hand was rubbing up and down his thigh and a few timed up to the bulge that was growing in his pants as they sat on the stools at the bar.

You could see he was getting very excited but also at the same time a little nervous with me still right there, i guess that’s when my wife knew it was time to let him in on our little "dirty" secret.

She leaned over and started kissing him, even gave him a really passionate deep kiss and then whispered supposedly our little "dirty" secret into his ear and this time he shot up and said "you're fucking joking!"

My wife reply was a straight face and matter of fact attitude reply; "Hunny lift you shirt up and she Stevie you undergarment color!" I replied "Right here and now??,but hunny these are my coworkers all around me!".

Her reply was simple "Now or else!!"

I didn't ask what was the what else was or going to be, but put my hand in the front of my jacket like i was going to put my hand in my pocket pulled my shirt up and out of my pants on my right side and reached my fingers into my pant waist and grabbed the thong strap and pulled it out to show them both!

My wife said "see, i told you!" As she was making that comment, i had the urge to cry and was doing my best to hold it back and not let it show on my face as i re-tucked my shirt!

You could see on his face he was so excited knowing this info on me as well as that he had the green light to my wife’s pussy and that he had the goods on the fucking boss that had just given demotion to him recently. 

Steve then looked straight at me and softly said; "I knew you were a company ass kisser but I had no idea what a real pathetic limp dicked loser you are!"  On that cue MLB took Steve by the hand and they both headed out the door of the club leaving me sitting at the bar alone.

I sat there a noticed my wife had taken her drink glass with her, but Steve's beer was still at his spot! A fellow coworker came over to say hi and introduced me to his wife which i said "Hello Barbara, nice to see you again and John were able make it this evening party, attractive and charming woman but not super pretty.

They we chatted polite friendly conversation, he asked if i came alone, before i could answer his wife spoke up saying no he with that attractive couple!

I said "Well the lady is my wife, and the guy is Steve (last name withheld), they were dancing and chatting as i suck at dancing and just stepped out for some fresh air, and i think Steve wanted a smoke!"

I didn't even know if this was true or if Steve even smoked! But it sounded more plausibly to what ever the two of them might be getting up too.

The wife then said "You sure, i could of swear i saw them kissing and making out here at the bar Mr. (last name withheld)

The wife and Steve had gone out side i found out later and slowly walked away from the crowd of smokers and partygoers as she took him to darker areas and then moved to our car supposedly. 

MLB knew that I had demoted Steve, once they had got too our car they were making out and getting frisky and feeling up each other to various degrees, she then pulled away for their passionate kiss and asked Steve if he wanted to get some revenge on her panty wearing tiny dickless husband.

Well you don't really need me to tell you all, but needless to say he excitedly said "FUCK YES!" and ofcourse he was more than willing to some how get back at me and bet overly excited about get a to have a peice of my beautiful sexy wife.

Seems my wife wanted to humiliate me in general in front of my co-workers this evening somehow.  at this point i was unaware of all this or how devious she wanted to push it that evening.

My wife filled him on her plan for fun tonight by telling him that after he helped her with this little game of humiliation his "Grand" prize would that he would be able to take her home and fuck her all night long if he wished in our matrimonial bed and defile her and it. 

With the plan agreement verbally sogned, my wife took Steve’s cock out of his pants and started to suck his very long and thick white cock. 

MLB then removed steves pants and told him she wanted to have him extremely excited in order to work up a really large load to deposit in the drink glass she had brought out to the our car with that she started to edge him. 

He was enthralled in his pleasure and moaning as my wife licked his shaft and balls and then she held up the glass to him and told him to get ready to deposit hopefully a nice large load into the glass. 

Just as she was pulling and rubbing his balls my wife stopped for a second to ask Steve if I was really a company ass kisser and Steve replied; "Fuck Yes" and then my wife added; "then Steve I’ve got an extra surprise for you and my pathetic husband". 

MLB had Steve get up on back seat on all fours with the glass below his large cock and then she moved closer to his balls but instead of sucking on them she started to rim his asshole. 

MLB said that it drove Steve absolutely crazy as she started too push her tongue in and out of his asshole and finally he couldn’t take it anymore and exploded into the tumbler screaming "Fuck Yeah!" emptying his pent up load into the bottom of the glass tumbler. 

Totally spent for the time being Steve, moved off the back seat and out of the car, then started pulling up his pants and then asked my wife what the hell was this exact plan for my humiliation. 

The first part, the wife said "Steve that the taste of your ass was all over my mouth, tongue and breath and that I want you to go back into the club and tell your friends about what just happened and how you got me to tongue fuck your ass and to let anyone you wish too inform, know that when i come back into the club, I going to go over to my pathetic husband and give me a passionate deep French kiss.   

(Isn't my wife was crazy imaginative at humiliation!)

Then she continued with; "The second part will be, after everyone witnessing the passionate ass aroma/taste kiss from me, your too let your friends that I would be in the men’s restroom and would be sucking any cock of anyone that wanted to add to this glass that i wish to fill with cum collected from the men, that my husband would eventually be drinking at the bar."

Part. 4 to follow. 

Meme of the Week!

Meme of the Week!

Part. 2 Cuckold Huimilation Saga.

Part 2 - Sinking fast due to cuck's Desires. 

The feeling at that moment and of the humiliation of her comment and the thought of licking up my wife’s freshly fucked cum filled pussy was overwhelming me like crazy and I would of agreed too anything as i was in suck a submissive headspace.

After more discussion on the matter, which taking my focus off of things an focus on what how she wanted to celebrate this, we she/we ended up coming up with some truly humiliating ideas for the ceremony.

MLB said before we’re to start with this little ceremony she wanted some kind of ironclad insurance that I would actually go through with the full ceremony. 

She also felt the need to remind me if I didn’t go threw with the ceremony, my creampies would come to an end for the rest of my life. 

It was Wednesday evening and MLB wrote up a list of items that I was to get as well as help provide the humiliating and self incriminating evidence she wanted as too keep me in line forever.

She gave me the list, I proceeded to head out to the different stores to purchase the items on the list.  As I was leaving MLB informs me she’s had been flirting with a lot of men lately and a quite a few of them have been asking for dates for some time, so this Saturday would work out for celebrating our little ceremony. 

MLB stood 5 foot 10 inches tall at made for a beautiful woman so I really wasn’t surprised at how fast she could find a man ready to fulfill her needs and fresh cum.

The thought of those her legs wrapping around another man and her using those legs to pull him deeper into her, always drove me crazy so did my best about buying a real life looking large dildo, some guy on guy magazines, as well as DVD.

When I finally came home from purchasing materials i was asked to for the photo shoot, I found that MLB had laid out a outfit for the photos as well.

My wife then demanded me to get into my the outfit and when I was dressed to her liking, she decided to add and then do me up right with full makeup.

I had quickly put on the items that were laid out for me, which were panties, bra and baby doll gown over my head and now sat in the bathroom where my wife had set up lot of her makeup.

MLB, quickly finished quite quickly my makeup and then left towards livingroom and told me to bring both our cellphones as she wanted to use one for video and the other as a camera.

Once i had enter the room my wife told me to give her both fully charged cellphones and then told me to unwrap the dildo and to pose with it in all sorts of poses and I was to be very creative.

I took this 9 inch life like cock in my hands and started to play with it as my wife started taking shots for different angles.

Finally, MLB said stop being such a fucking fool and pussy and start sucking on that cock like it was my favorite ice cream cone and as I started to get more i to it i found myself enthusiastically sucking the dildo, which made her take many more shots.  

MLB then told me for a good finsl finish to the shoot, she would video me looking through the guy on guy magazines with the porn DVD i purchased also playing on the big TV screen in front of me. 

I was told to start masturbating as i looked at the magazines and TV, and to talk about the men and their cocks in the magazine and on the TV in front on me.  

Finally, MLB told me I needed to really get more into it and give her a really disgusting video she could use against me, of me sucking the life-like dildo. 

I moved off the couch and was now kneeling in front of the coffee table looking directly at the TV, holding the dildo base to the table with both hands i proceeded to suck on it and slid my mouth up and down on the shaft all the time not taking my eyes off the sex scene playing on the TV!

My wife the commented saying "Now that’s better" as I show how i was really getting into the scene on our TV and that’s when wife said "Now do me proud and shove that dildo up your ass with you yelling out how much you really want that cock in my ass to be real!". 

And I did exactly as she asked as i watched the two guys fucking on our TV as i was also getting so hot and aroused as started to sliding the dildo in and out of my boi pussy between my cheeks. 

Finally after some work it was going fight to the base that i was holding onto, looking at these two guys fucking on TV, and I start to speak out in loud voice how much I really wanted a live cock in my ass and with that I exploded across the porn magazine below me with a picture of a large beautiful uncut cock. 

The wife moves in for a close-up of my heavily made up face which was a orgasm face as I was cumming and then she aims down to the cum sprayed male picture below me on the floor.

She then decides to gives me my final humilation instructions, I’m told to lick my cum off of the male dude cock in the magazine and to stat how much I really love the taste of cum.

As my orgasm is done, and my desire is way less intense I reluctantly bend down and moan about how much I love the taste of cum as I lick up every drop of my cum. 

MLB closes in with the her cellphone video and said; "Good Boy, that’s a wrap since you’ve given me all the proof that I will need to keep you in line for the real denied cuckold ceremony that will happen this Saturday."

Part 3 to follow. 

Meme of the Week!

Meme of the Week!

Part. 1 Cuckold Huimilation Saga.

Part. 1 - The Desire, The Wish... The Start of the Journey. 

Once I had convinced my wife, that it was time to cuckold me (not hard to do with a 5.5" dick at the time) and after having several successful Hotwife dates.

My wife had decided that maybe it was time for us to take things up a personal notch and have me become more of a denied cuckold.

I have fantasized a lot about of my wife’s pussy or sexual being belonging to everyone but me for sometime, but in waves not just fixated on that.

I find it would be crazy humiliating for me,but so I could see myself enthusiastically agreeing to the prospect of becoming a totally denied cuckold. 

MLB then told me she wanted to really discuss having me a denied cuckold and making ceremony out of it in someway, that would allow her to permanently mark me into a denied cuckold relationship with her.

The sound of this to me was so erotic and exciting so I was already to sign on the dotted line with out even reading or asking any questions, little did I have any idea what that dotted line would end up looking like. 

MLB asked me to come out on the back patio deck and sit down and then proceeded to tell me I really better think hard about what becoming a denied cuckold will mean. 

Then politely threaten me, that i really should go along with this celebration act and told me that if I was to back out of the ceremony she would deny me any further cream-pies in the future and/or any visual sights. 

As i really didn’t want to give up any of those wonderful humiliation acts, I was starting to feel a bit trapped with only one way to decide. 

I spoke up saying i have a good idea what I believe a denied cuckold marriage might be, it's never getting to fuck you ever again, that I’ll will be permanently replaced by a real man that could satisfy her.

MLB said that’s pretty accurate but for her it meant a more than that to her. 

My wife then asked or really spoke to me; “What kind of husband would beg his wife to go have sex with other men or man and then when she comes home, want or should i say crave too eat the other man/men's cum out of her freshly or not so fresh pussy”?

I was speechless, but i was also so fucking hard in my micro chastity cage and was leaking at the thought of another man’s cum streaming out of my wife’s well fucked pussy all I couldn't think what to say to that but; "I’m sorry!".  

My wife then outlines that one of the rules would be that i would never see her fully naked again while they were alone, and when we go to bed sleep in the same bed I’m to be naked or wearing only a panties to remind me of what a pathetic useless of a man I truly am.  

MLB’s final conditions are that if she wishes to go away on weekends she will do it without any questions or if she wants a weekend home alone or with her lover fucking in our matrimonial bed then I’ll have to check myself into a cheap truck stop motel or go stay at a friend's.

With that she turn her head and looked at me and says, “So what’s it's going to be ch. Are you ready to give up you wife’s tits and pussy forever to keep getting your fresh or some what fresh creampies?”  

With my little 5.5 inch penis hard as a rock I spoke meekly; “YES Mistress, i’ll do anything so you can have the pleasure from a real man sexually!"

She replied "Oh don't fucking kid yourself, that still going to happen, you started this but you're not ending it!"

"Oh!" I replied.

"So, that the only reason you want to say yes to this cucky?" She asked.

"WELL, i asked a god damn question!" She almost yelled so it was loud enough for our closet neighbors to just make out if they were outside.

I meekly in a lower volume than before said, "well Mistress's, also to be able to taste another man’s cum streaming out of your hot beautiful pussy".

MLB face broke into a big shit eating grin and says "you are so fucking pathetic and easy to read ch, well let’s put a ceremony together then. 

Part. 2 To Follow.

Meme(s) of the week!!

Long weekend so thought i would do 2 memes!!

the cuck's Denied Agreement!

Note: This is the start and Part 1.

I often think or guess really fantasize that my wife will or would exercises many of these rights written below and make me a denied cuckold within this fake made up agreement for my wife.

I ch agree that my wife MLB has every right too:

01. Having sex with any man that she so desires or wishes at any time and as often as she may desires.

02. To never have sex with me again as long as were married, since my 5 inch cock could never satisfy her.

03. To never let me see her naked again as i'm not worthy.

04. Insist that my little penis is to be kept locked in permanent chastity and to only wear bright color and/or frilly panties at all times while in her presence.

05. Never allowed to sleep in the same bed with me, her husband, ever again.

06. Have me throw out all of male underwear and only have panties and thongs in my drawers.

07. Have me wear panties each day, this includes wearing them too work, visiting friends, and family.

08. Expose me as a pathetic submissive cuckold husband.

09. To spend nights away from home in the bed of other men whenever she desires without prior notification to me, her totally inadequate and worthless husband.

10. Spend our anniversary on dates away from me, maybe romantic getaways with a real man that can satisfy her sexually and more deserving of her.

11. To be driven around on dates by me whenever she desires any time or day.

12. Have me wear her used panties after she returns home from a night out of hard fucking.

13. Order me to spend the night at her lover’s house or at anothers home ir hotel, so that she and her lover can spend the night in our home and our bed (her bed) for long hard fucking sessions without a panty wearing tiny dick husband hanging around.

14. Drop me at her lover’s house in panties and locked chastity cage without any other clothes.

15. Order me to clean her lover’s house or personally detail his car while I’m staying at his house while they fuck day and night in our marriage bed.

16. Inspect the cleaning of her lover’s house after MLB and her lover return to his house while i'm sitting at the door in a submissive state.

17. Order a final cleaning of her lover’s toilet, before or after he takes a piss in the toilet.

18. The choice to not to use any form of birth control when fucking other worthy men.

19. To be impregnated by an alpha man of her choice in order to satisfy her need to be a mother of a future Hotwife or Bull, something I could never do.

20. Not to ever have a child with me since the thought of having a child with me scares LBM of berthing a inferior specimen and she doesn't want that to ever happen!

21. Have me fluff her lover if he wants me to suck his cock hard before entering my wife.

22. Have me give her lover a rim job in order to ensure that an extra-large load of cum will be dumped into LBM's hot pussy, and put me in my rightful useless position.

23. Have me clean her hot well fucked pussy or ass ensuring every drop of her lover’s cum has been licked up by me.

24. Have me clean her pussy juices and cum from her lovers cock.

25. Have me tongue out every drop of cum from her well fucked asshole, something MLB has never shared or given up to me.

26. Have me only kiss her after giving a blow job to her lover and have me take the cum from her mouth so she doesn't have to swallow if not in the mood.

27. To divorce me at any time and take all that she wishes in our divorce settlement since I’ve begged her too cuckold me and to replace me with other men that can satisfy her in ways I’ve never been able to do. If I refuse all her request all the pictures of me and videos of me sucking cock and dressed in panties and locked in chastity will be sent to my parents, employers, and friends.

28. The right to add to this list at any time!

ch

The Art of overthinking during this Pandemic.

So like so many of us who got sent home from our jobs, i've/we been doing some work around our home that we wanted to do for the last 5 years but we been so busy they just never really got done.

So as i work on these and having the bluetooth speaker keep me company when i don't need anyone help! I've had plenty of time think of sexual stuff. 

Most times i been locked in chastity as i work, but there has been sometimes when i just can't as we had a crazy amount of heat waves in the Ottawa valley. 

The Mrs. by way is working from home during this, so she having fun teasing me and keeping an eye on me as well which i am truly enjoying overall!

It's funny how our minds work or go to specific things. Lately I've had a overwhelming desire for total denial, which deep down i love but reality don't want even though i get little sex as it is.

So next few post other than the Mewe fun ones will be on the fantasy post story... so I'm writing them as reality but they are not! 

Hope you enjoy them, please let me know what you think or if you have anything to add. Keep in mind... I'm not writer and also Dyslexic so please feel free to let me know if i fuck up!! 

Ch

Meme of the week !

Meme of the week!

Sph Theme this week. 

ch.

My conundrum of the P.A. piercing & Chastity Cages!

So as you cab tell from some of my Diary writing that i’m in a D/s relationship not 100% of the time as we have a vanilla life and one with kids and other family members.

So i’m not submissive around the clock physically, but mentally i would say 75-80% of the time i am, either way my Femdom wife owns my cock always.

 The Mrs. bought and gave me my first chastity cage for Christmas one year a Chrome CB6000 from a store in Montreal called "Priape". Loved it and used it often, actually wore the chrome off the inside of it, partially from use and my P.A. piercing at the time i would say i was wearing a 12 gage.

Now that is funny, sounds way more impressive than it actually is! LoL.

So at this time i was a proud man with length of 6" with a semi thick girth. But that changed for many reasons not a scientist or doctor.. so not going to make assumptions, just tell you or anyone who might read this, if any.

We’ve purchased several male chastity devices since for a number of reasons, i should really state i purchased these. Even if my Mrs. was aware i felt it was my duty to.

I can tell you i've never tried or found my cock easily getting out of them, meaning escaping from their confines, but i never wanted to either. Our next one was a cheap Chinese one, supposedly stainless steel version but not.. just chromed.

 It was a CB6000 version, the only thing i can tell you about it that was good, price and found out i much more preferred the weight of the metal ones.

The next one was e-stim version of the CB6000 as well. But the ring which is one with clicking lock.. which i would highly recommend you to stay the fuck away from these.. it gave me more nicks and pinches than any of the other's...still to this date.

 The e-stim was fun, very fun specially when learning. Mrs gave me quite a few high voltage jolts by accident.. lol.

Then later i found my actual favorite chastity cage. This would be years later. It was a micro chastity cage with a urethra tube that removable.

 What i loved and still love about to this day is weight, the choice of the urethral play and the diminished look of my penis. Which then gave me a craving for SPH and further humiliation as well as pushing me mentally further down into a submissive role.

As my ring size had been large by this time i could still wear it with this cage, but had to get the ring taken off if i wanted the urethra tube in.

The tube when purchased was around 3 to 4 inches in length. I found it to short for me personally for longer wear. With this tube in i would last may 3 to 4 hours max.

Went to Home Depot and bought a small amount of food grade silicone tubing, usually used for water supply. I cut a 8" peice roughly heated the edges to make sure round smooth... do not burn it, just heating it up.

Now i can wear it for days. But keep in mind a couple of things. One hygiene is extremely important in the first place, but with urethra play extra care always.

Used plenty of safe hygienic lube always. Remove the tube a minimum of once a day and clean well with soap and hot water. I've worn mind up to 3 weeks with no issues, but a cleaning regiment was being done.

No we've just recently up the gage to the 2nd last size we wish, well to date anyways, so my micro chastity cage won't work with this one at all. So had to do more research and found one that would work. But it's not a micro cage.. and had just found a new ultimate micro cage i wanted... might still get later.

 A note to the many who ask why chastity play or a P.A. piercing.

 So for many male (and Female) subs and their Domme's and/or Dom's, the symbolism of a male(in my case) chastity device is what matters most, not its inescapability but that is the preferred preference to many of us . And as with other forms of sex play and most aspects of healthy relationships, the honour system is what truly makes it work.

As in any negotiated relationship or contract, you can find ways to cheat. But really why cheat? They’re easy to keep on if you’re genuinely interested in keeping your commitment as well as submitting.

Fun fact: Locking a guy’s cock in an inescapable device doesn’t prevent him from coming if he truly wants to, he would just have to get very creative about it. But keep this in mind you would be only cheating on yourself and lying to yourself. A Domme(in my case) will know by your mood, attention to her or lack of it, and the amount of ejaculate you produce. 

This is the one i wanted next, called a few names, to Ultimate Micro, Eunuch or Castrate Cage.

Another note: longer locked in and stimulated by my wife/Domme i often release ejaculate when going to the washroom, never knowing till i stand up to wipe my cage area and fush.

I’ve yet to discover after taking to many fellow submissives in chastity in as many kinds of device's that if their mindset wants to achieve a stolen orgasm they can achieve this orgasm if they're holding a powerful wand massager against it.

So if your Dominant is locking up your cock to prevent you from coming, she’ll also need to lock up her vibrators or remove them so you won't have access to them.

Lots of men are shy or lie to themselves about being a true submissive in my opinion, so they’ll say all kinds of things like.

I just wanted to make sure you all understood that chastity is a long-term gamefor many, and you cant think off the bat you can do a week or more, it takes time to grow into the longer term.

For most of us in chastity devices, it’s a 24/7 affair—literally around the clock. But if you can't or not capable of remaining in a submissive headspace for more than a few hours, you’ll need to talk to your partner, before the padlock clicks shut, just how long she intends to keep your cock locked up.

Being locked also has another side effect that you wouldn’t perhaps think about or even anticipate, Whenever you become aroused, you will feel your cock on the cage. It can be anything from a gentle reminder to a vice-like grip, depending on your arousal levels.

And whenever this happens, your mind automatically will always turn to your key holder, even if they’re not around.

These are my opinion and thoughts.

ch

Meme of the week!

Sph Theme this week. 

ch.

watch me fuck another man

This story is mostly all true. It happened approximately 25 years ago, and would eventually lead us to swinging and then to our current lifestyle.

I'm telling it as a story, rather than a diary post, as obviously we can't comment on the thoughts of my actual lover, but can comment on the thoughts of my fiance's (now husband and better yet cuckold husband).

After the night in question, Jason never actually fucked me again, but I have given him a couple of very discreet blowjobs in secluded spots in the club we originally met at. anyways here's the story.

Mike and Louise had been a couple only a couple of years. And they've enjoy a very imaginative sex life up to this point, but
what Mike proposed as a new sexual adventure did mildly shocked even the broad-minded Louise.

He had brought up that he really wanted to watch her being fucked by another guy, although Louise was a little apprehensive, she agreed as she loved sex as well as a good fucking, being a couple who like too "strike while the iron is hot", they set about the task in matter of a few days later over a lot of open communication.

They agree that easiest was for Louise to go to a nightclub, and be pick up a suitable suitor she found to her liking and attraction then bring him back to their place, where Mike and  Louise both moved in together just recently.

Mike thought  it would be best to discreetly watch them, and figuring that secretly watching his girlfriend and her new lover fucking while this "said" lover was totally unaware as he was the part of the main attraction of a live sex show, was quite a new kinkiness for them. 

And also he figured it may be difficult to convince a guy to go along with this little sex game while being watched by her boyfriend/ fiance.

So in the days ahead Mike fashioned up a 2-way mirror from one of our picture frames and a roll of mirror tint for cars, using a jigsaw cutter and some lumber, and some DIY he had cut a hole in the our door of the walk in closet which was to be his best and safest viewing point.

The door was then fitted a oversized 2-way mirror onto the door with a decorative old picture frame so to the unaware it looked nothing more than a mirror hung on the door, but from within it was one's personal HD movie screen to hopefully watch the live porn show he was anticipating Louise would be putting on soon with a lover on their bed.

When that friday night came she dressed in a red corset to enhance her beautiful breasts, and black stockings with no panties, and some slightly high heeled shoes, topped with her favorite long coat.

She had taken care doing her makeup and hair, making herself look even more appealing than i ever remember her wearing, deliberately looking on the verge of slutty but not if that makes sense.

Soon they were both ready to head into town to a popular nightclub. Mike followed her into the club, but kept a discreet distance, the agreement was being that when she had found a suitor she would text Mike to let him know she was "caught', and Mike could make himself scarce and head home and await her further instructions. 

Within 30 minutes Louise had indeed found one. A young man had Louise by the hand as he led her to a table in a dark corner. Thats when Mike recognised the young man and fear came across him.

It was Jason for fuck sakes. Mike and Jason were not really friends nor hated enemies, but not friendly by any means. Louise then texted Mike one word "BINGO"! Mike then replied, "Meet me near the washrooms,  please".

She did so a minute or so later. "Jason? You know I dont like him, i can't even stand that mother fucker!"

"Exactly," She replied. "He wanted to fuck me since he met me. Always has and has told me often every chance he could when you weren't around. And if he thinks he's getting one up on you, He'll put in a hell of a performance for you and me!"

Fuck she had a point. And he knew she was right about Jason, he was always giving her the eye.

Mike left, driving the couple of kilometers back their home with all kinds of different emotions he never thought he would have.

The instructions were to await by his phone to ring and then a hang up, and repeated again after a few seconds. Louise cue to him that
she was on the way home with her new lover.

Just over an hour had passed, Mike consumed with nervous excitement and over productive dirty mind, wondering what was happening a that very moment.

His mind was consumed with vision he last saw his girlfriend/Fiance and she was in the arms of another man being passionately kissed by him and was a man he did not like.

Mike nearly jumped  out of his skin by the sudden ring from his phone, it rang once, stopped and then again, and then the sudden silence of the house. He did a check on his phone, and yes it was  missed call from Louise. 

This game was definitely going to the next level. This gravity then really dawned on him... Louise was with another man in his car doing or talking about who knows what. And she was bringing him back to their place for the sole purpose of fucking in their bed, which that fact really hit him hard, this was their bed that they picked out together for sleeping and making love.

She was now going to take him to this bed, to their bed. She was going to fuck another man in their bed, yes this wasn't cheating but somehow felt like it a bit. And was going to be watching as he fucks her fir all their both worth and he could do nothing about it once they started as it would get around their circles about this kink, as well as make Louise a target for questions and ridicule comments.

And even with alI that couldn't wait to watch him fuck her good.

Mike set up his little haven within his personal perverted closet space, even grabbed at the last moment a sleeping bag and some cold water bottles, he then stood watching from the window in the darkness of the home waiting for the lovers to arrive.

Mike was caught off guard when he saw a cab pulled up outside their home as he thought for sure Jason would be driving her home in his car, but with that thought he moved fast as he made himself scarce for them.

He had previously while waiting for the text from Louise switched the radio on low in their bedroom in case he needed to mask any movement noise he might make within his time in the closet, and had entered and waited till he heard the sound of the front door and their voices.

He heard some murmured chat but it was clearly to far for him to hear clearly. Louise and her lover had gone to the living room
as Mike waited for the show to begin.

After what seemed an like an eternity, but was actually about 20 minutes or so i believe, Louise entered the bedroom first. Her corset was gone, as was her skirt. Only her stockings, and garter belt, as well as her heels were left.

The (Jason) lover followed her into the sanctity of our bedroom, funny enough he was still fully dressed. She had stopped in front of the closet door shielding Jason, and began to disrobe this asshole of young man. When he was down to no more than his boxers, Louise then drops to her knees before him and tugged down the shorts, allowing his much bigger and thicker uncut hard cock to spring free.

His cock was a not average by any means, but it was way more than i had ,and clearly
rock hard for her as i was as wellwatching this unfold infront of me within feet. Louise then took his cock into her mouth almost immediately but i couldn't see her doing so as she had her back to me. 

But i could hear her clearly as she was sucking on it greedily, and i could see the motion of her head and arm as she expertly pushed and pulled on the longer shaft at the same time.As i had a clear view of his face and chest i saw the look on the his face, letting me know Jason was fully and clearly what she was doing.

After a few moments of her talents he suggested they move onto the bed. Louise complied and accompanied her new lover
into the turn down bed she shared usually with her boyfriend/ Fiance, who she knew was watching her with this man and how much more it excited her than she ever thought. 

An that moment she really had no idea if Mike was enjoying it, or hating this and wanted it to all stop. All she knew was she feeling a mixture of naughtiness, for what she was doing and about to do, with a very small pang of guilt.

It she knew she was cheating but it also knew it wasnt. And she had to admit to herself she was having lots fun. For as much as Jason was a self centered and arrogant asshole he had the nicest cock she ever seen or had, and it tasted so damn great as well. 

She had been enjoying sucking his cock and balls, but by now was looking craving to having his cock inside her, actually deep inside her.

When they had gotten on the bed and Jason maneuver her into a 69 position, and now was tongue deep into her pussy as she returned to engulfing on his cock. 

Mike was mesmerised beyond belief as he watched his fiancee sucking on her Jason's cock and from his vantage point could see this young man flicking his tongue over Louise clit as her hips twitched and moved in delight.

Louise looked and sounded like she had just reached a shuddering orgasm as Jason tongue was doing it majic on her pussy and her clit. She did her best to stifle her orgasm though, as she still wasnt sure how Mike was coping from all this, within his room in their closet.

But she knew she was certainly ready for Jason cock and to fuck her hard, as Mike always made passionate love to her.

Mike's nervous excitement to the sights  of his fiancee girlfriend was showing in his own cock as it stood very rigid as he watched the unfolding action.

He resisted from touching his cock as he so wanted to save it for later to reclaim his fiancee if he didn't understand this term ar the time. 

Then the show took another chapter further into their sexual adventure as Louise had dismounted and then laid on her back. Mike's nerves twitched again as it was very clear Louise was informing her new lover she was now ready about to be fucked foreplay was over.

She spread her legs open, totally saying and inviting him to enter, to fill her. Jason moved himself into positioned between Louise's legs. A new condom box lay on the nightstand that Mike had placed before going to the club, but Jason just ignored it, as he placed his hard cock at her fertile entrance and slowly slid all the way inside her.

She moaned out loud and then they embraced and kissed deeply and passionately as he fucked her hard and deep. She wrapped her stockinged legs around his waist allowing him to enter her fully and deeply as possible,which he eagerly took advantage of, thrusting his hard cock deep inside her as Mike could hear Jason balls slapped against her ass.

Mike watched with eager lust as his fiancee lay and was getting laid, just a few feet away in their bed with this other man whose cock is buried in her wonderful pussy and her legs wrapped tightly round him.

The pair fucked like that for some time, as Mike continued to watch as Jason's ass cheeks flexed as he continually thrust his hard cock into Louise's tight wet pussy. Mike realizes that because the lovers had forsaken the condoms altogether, that seemed to have fueled his excitement even more. 

For Louise, the whole act of this is a taboo situation, the new lover, a adversary of her own sexual partner her fiance, being watched by him while her lover was completely unaware.

Putting on this erotic show for Mike, combined with her re-calling how turned on Mike has gotten just at the thought of
seeing her with another man, which has helped her to be as intimate as possible with Jason.

Holding him as close as she possibly could, kissing him with as much passion as possible, and allowing him to fuck her bareback. 

She knew that Mike wouldn't approve. In fact that these lovers before him were so caught up in their intimacy that he had already acknowledged to himself that their sexual tryst looked more like lovemaking than just merely fucking.

He even felt a little bit pang of guilt for his voyeuristic viewing of them, and in a weird strange way wished he could afford them some privacy to continue their lovemaking alone.

Jason then ordered Louise to straddle him, which she did, feeling a sexy little erotic pang within her at his sudden dominance in his voice turned her on even more.

Still aware of her own partner hiding and giving him hopefully a visual feast, she was nevertheless at this moment, the lover of Jason, and was busily enjoying the moment fully.

She straddled Jason as he ram's his cock home from below her, man handling and mauling as well as sucking her nipples as he continued to fucked her with all he got, then orders her onto her knees on all fours.

He is now knelt behind her and pushed his glistening cock once again deep into her. This time he now really fucked her hard, spanking her ass hard on each cheek as he rammed
hard into her, she moaned and screaming out in ecstacy as he fucked her fast, thrusting hard into her as wave after wave of orgasm washed over her.

All thoughts of Mike were almost gone as Jason pounds his cock into her repeatedly almost viciously. Mike then like a flash enters her mind, thanks to Jason.

"So does your Mikey know you fuck other guys when he's at work?" He asked, as he slammed his hard cock in her repeatedly, up to his balls.

"No, of course not." she pants.

"You hot little Slut!" he growls, smacking her ass hard and leaving a visible red welts. He then yanks her hair back as he rammed into her.

She clearly responds by bucking against him hard. Mike could see that she was getting more turned on as Jason demeaned her more.

"Your loving this, you fucking whore. Your fella nowhere to be seen and your in his bed, letting me fuck you, own your sweet ass"

"Yeah, well right now I'm your fucking whore, so fuck me harder, ruin my pussy for days"
And that he did.

He fucked her harder, spanked her harder, pulled her hair harder, and made her come harder, as he continued calling her a slut and whore.

The more he called her names,the louder she moaned, the harder she came and faster she came. Her cumming from this, the harder he spanked her.

"He's gonna know you've been fucked, Your ass cheeks will be all bruised and your tits will be covered in my love bites, your cunt will be full of my cum and your tits and face will be drenched in it as well."

If only he knew. Mike and Louise both thought that. His breathing was becoming more urgent as it was becoming obvious Jason was nearing his orgasm.

Jason huskily growled that he was close to cumming. Louise closed her eyes and pushed back onto him and grinding her pussy, letting him know without speaking that she wanted him to fill her with his seed.

He took the hint and came hard, immediately erupting jets of seed deep into her womb until, spent he withdrew his softening cock from her cum filled pussy.

Louise and Jason lay side by side on the bed, kissing and touching each other through heaving chest, Louise gently playing with his
soft cock which looked still longer than Mike's cock when hard, glistening from their collective juices, until Jason's cock was now showing signs of recovery.

Mike,from his hiding place couldnt wait to take Jason place and bury his raging cock in Louise's well-fucked filled pussy, but he knew
he was going to be in this little small closet for a while yet to come. 

He kind of expected that the lover would just fuck Louise and then be gone, but it was looking like this unaware bull wasn't quite done with her just yet.

Jason continued to kiss Louise deeply as his fingers found her entrance, and sought out her clit with ease as she opened her legs easily for him.

He began to move his hand faster frig her clit, bringing her to climax in a matter of seconds, her response was by jerking him to full, proud hardness once again.

He then brought up the pieces of fabrics  looking like ties, house coat belts  and draped around the corners of the headboard. He then proceeded to wrapped one around each of her wrists and tied her down onto the bed. 

He  then got up and removed her stockings from her garter belt and off her silky legs anf proceeded to tie her ankles to the foot, restrained her now completely to the bed.

If it hadnt been for Mike, safely hidden
nearby there was no way she would've allowed Jason to do this, but was finding his Dominance over her quiet hot, and she was love being tied down at his mercy. Now, though, she was at Jason's mercy, tied to her bed, helpless in an X formation and exposed to him and Mike hidden away in the closet.

He then mounted her and fucked her for all he was worth again with out any use or even thought of a condom, intermittently taking her boobs, and leaving some serious love-bites
all over them.

She was moaning, panting, and crying as he furiously fucked her like a man even more possessed, then suddenly would slow down and fuck her more gently kissing her so passionately, then would fuck her hard again, covering her 36 C breasts in even more love-bites.

Once again he withdrew, and this time untied her from her bindings, ordered her onto all fours and then entered her doggy style, spanking her ass as well as grabbing her
long and pulled hard as he thrusted.

These lovers fucked hard for quite some time in that position until Jason withdrew his cock, hopped off the bed, and then ordered Louise to get on her knees before him.

She did so and then Jason proceeded to get
himself off, with full intent on cumming over her face, but Louise had other ideas.

She took his cock into her open mouth and sucked him expertly, as he grabbed at her hair and thrust his cock into her willing mouth, more really like he was face fucking her mouth until finally he came, look liking even more cum as he erupted, this time she swallowed his seed. 

She looked like she was totally savouring every drop of his fresh load, slowly winding down as she milked his cock for every last drop of seed.

Jason finally collapsed on the bed as he tried to regained his composure as Louise stared intently at the mirror on the closet door with a naughty grin on her face hoping Mike was looking at her and happy about the evening.

Completely satisfied, Jason dressed called a Blue Line Cab and after some small talk, he really looked like he was try to work this into a regular thing, in the end they end up thank each other for an amazing night and another passionate kiss, knock on the front door broke it then he actually left.

Mike came out the hidout like a man possessed. He was completely consumed by lust as he grabbed Louise and pulled her to him to kiss her hard and deep, now eager to taste Jason cum lingering in her mouth. 

Mike then gently laid on her back on the edge of the bed and start to go towards eating her pussy, she pushed her hand on the forehead of Mike and stated "Really?, you do know i have washed and am full of Jason sperm!"

Mike replied "i don't care, i crave you... you were fucking so unbelievable and erotic!, please let me!!".

Mike licked her cum soaked pussy, and found he actually loved it and was savouring her cum filled pussy and her juices, licking as deep as he could, tasting Jason's loads.

It turned Mike so much to know that Jason was probably heading home right at that moment with a real spring in his step, after a sinful night of amazing and passionate sex with someone else girlfriend as he wasn't even aware of their engagement to each other, but as well unaware that he was being watched by the other half that lived at the home the whole time.

That this lovers he just had sex with, boyfriend/fiance was now licking her pussy clean of all his cum almost scooping it out with his tongue.

Mike licked Louise clean of every drop of Jason's cum and then slid his own cock into her freshly used pussy. Sadly he only lasted about 12 to 13 strokes until he lost his load into her. 

She then told him to clean her up again and then they would cuddle and fall asleep. Mike moved down and cleaned her up with his tongue and then they cuddled and fell asleep. 

Mike found himself early the next morning... well still nighttime he woke hard and horny, and found himself moving forward towards Louise and then grinding on her till she opened her legs to except his hard man hood.

She turned around and he entered her as she wrapped her legs around him, and the just made passionate loved until they both came again and both drifted off to the sleep entwined. 

Louise was the first to wake up, climbing quietly out of the bed and the room, head to the kitchen put on the coffee pot, poured herself a nice glass of orange juice, the whole time in the kitchen she was thinking of the sexual adventure she had an the sex, and before the first drop of coffee dripped into the pot, she realized she was not only excited, but horny and very aroused. 

Went back to the bedroom and climbed onto their bed as well as cuddled up to Mike and stroked his cock till it became stiff and his breathing became deep, and then she mounted him and grinding herself till he became active and the fucked.

They moved from the bed that day for nourishment, bathroom & shower breaks, but they basically talked and fucked and slept mostly. 

They did get married and still are 27 plus years later! And still in love and sexual active, even if not the same as when they started.