wearing a butt plug at work right now for the first time.

I wrote this a bit on my Samsung notes, trying to remember to capture how i was feeling this morning while it was fresh in my head and Desires.

I’ve been a little  extra needy lately and wanted to push my kinkier side of my sexual submissive role. I’ve desired a love for anal play which comes in many forms, one being butt plugs and so we bought a set of 3 different sizes silicone ones. 

So i thought it would be kind of fun to put one in this morning, and then decided to wear it into the office this morning. So here I sit, butt plug in while I sit at my desk for looking at some supplies i need to order.

I absolutely feel so incredibly submissive and naughty or should i say nasty and of course very firm in my micro chastity cage.

It’s been a good thing I’m currently alone at my desk, because i have wiggling to feel the plug move around and go deeper into me. I already had to go to the washroom outside my office to wad a buck of tissues as i can feel the lube as it moves around.

I’ve seem to feel wet this morning like if i actually had a pussy, and I do know I’m going to have to sneak off to the bathroom to clean up clit leaking self and maybe pull hard on my balls to relieve some of this intense horniness I’m feeling.

I so wished i had the forethought to bring a dildo i would have snuck off later to try and give myself a anal orgasm, I can barely concentrate on what I’m actually supposed to be working on.

When i realize i had found inadequate (my first sexual) fetish!

When I was about 17, i was out drinking with some friend's, a girl there was taken by me and we chatted and due the fact i was drinking I told her i thought she was really hot. Later on she had to head home and asked if she want company to walk her home, she took me up on it.

As we walked the 3 blocks to her home we past a park and a wooded area, she pulled me into it and we started kissing again and then asked if she could suck my cock.

But unfortunately for me and guessing for her as well she didn't like what she found. She did played with it a little bit and jerked me off till i came. Then we continued to her home, before heading inside she said that though she wouldn't tell anyone about my small cock, there was not a chance in hell she's wanted to suck it ever. It was so deflating, but I stayed outside  her door in shock and humilistion and found i was hard again and while i was walking back to the party i stepped back into the woods roughly in the same spot and jerked off and came with absolutely incredible and euphoria of emotions and load at least.

At least none of my friends found out about my small dick and my friends, but they were jealous of me as she picked me over them all.

Does anyone remember when they felt lkke this or ran into someone they were disappointed in?