When i realize i had found inadequate (my first sexual) fetish!

When I was about 17, i was out drinking with some friend's, a girl there was taken by me and we chatted and due the fact i was drinking I told her i thought she was really hot. Later on she had to head home and asked if she want company to walk her home, she took me up on it.

As we walked the 3 blocks to her home we past a park and a wooded area, she pulled me into it and we started kissing again and then asked if she could suck my cock.

But unfortunately for me and guessing for her as well she didn't like what she found. She did played with it a little bit and jerked me off till i came. Then we continued to her home, before heading inside she said that though she wouldn't tell anyone about my small cock, there was not a chance in hell she's wanted to suck it ever. It was so deflating, but I stayed outside  her door in shock and humilistion and found i was hard again and while i was walking back to the party i stepped back into the woods roughly in the same spot and jerked off and came with absolutely incredible and euphoria of emotions and load at least.

At least none of my friends found out about my small dick and my friends, but they were jealous of me as she picked me over them all.

Does anyone remember when they felt lkke this or ran into someone they were disappointed in?