A Cuckold living in Ottawa, Canada
a real cuckold husband's diary.
Friday 4 November 2022
Listening
My wife/Mistress and i have been together for over 40 years now. We met when I was 18 and she was 16.
Our relationship has had its very few of fight or issues, as we were so young i think what help was we had always been open, upfront and honest which is why we probably have had way more ups for us.
This was to be the first in a series of stories or sexual adventures that go through our personal sex life, they maybe in no particular order at all or some how end up follow some type of sequence of our events.
We hope you enjoy them as much as we enjoyed living them!
My wife is a brunette, 5'9", has beautiful brown eyes, 36 C tits, and a smile that lights up a room and gets the males attention and of course has curves in all the right spots. i am 6 feet, and have a 6 inch cock and deeply in love then and still to this day.
This has a bit of cheating in it. We don't condone this practice or promote it. It can ruin many people's lives. So we say this so you don't have to read and be upset or offended.
Me and my wife have a "old close friend" she has been seeing sexually for close to 10+ years. Let's just call him Michael. Mike's wife does not know and she probably wouldn't care as she was so self absorbed, and he personally isn't the type of guy to engage in a tyoe of play with another guy in the same room, so she sees him alone and in the beginning he thought she wasn't getting what from me.
The wife has seen Mike more times than I can count over the years, and i'm always aware of every detail before and after, which almost always leads to so fantastic sex for us afterward.
Mostly she comes home right away, and I get a rare treat and get to go down on and/or fuck her sloppy loosen pussy. For any of those who have done this know just how amazing it can feels. Considering he is larger and thicker than I am, her pussy always feels stretched out and well-fucked and she looks truly exhausted and has this euphoric glow.
Very rare times she has spend the night with him at a hotel or our own home and will give me all the details the following day. Those times to me are the worst and exciting because early day i would jerk off 2 or 3 times just waiting for her return and this also with me trying too take my mind off what they might be doing.
One peticular he sent her message'd and wanted to fuck her badly. She lied to hime and told him I was out with some friends for the evening, so our place was free and good to go. What he never found out is that I was just upstairs in our my work studio.
When he did arrive, the wife went downstairs to greet him while I laid on the cool wood floor as figured the least amout of chance to make any noise with my cock in my hand. I couldn't hear much mostly, i was guessing a sign that they were making out or the Mrs. was working her magic and had her mouth over his 8.5 inch, thick cock. She always told me she loves to suck on nice cocks, and i personally think she incredible at it.
After several minutes which in my excitement felt like hours, i was just able make out her moaning. Mike i guessing had obviously stuck his big cock deep inside of her. As i could hear her moaning constantly, telling him "Oh fuck me, I so need and miss it" and "your cock feels so damn fucking good."
I really wasn't 100% sure if this was her normal reaction when they were alone together or was she was putting on a bit of a show for me, as she knew I could proactive hear almost every singlr word while I was upstairs stroking my cock. He actually wasn't very vocal which surprised me, just few moans here and there.
This whole time I am slowly stroking my cock, not wanting any release yet and it was excruciating on me. But i believe i was worried i would somehow get some kind of remorse as this was the first time ever listening to them fuck.
"Oh yeah, that's it fuck my pussy!"
Every single time she said something like that while they were fucking, I really had to stop stroking just so I wouldn't cum i actually realized i felt like i was overheating in some way. My wife is almost always very proper and together around people, but when she aroused and she is engaged in sex, she can really open's up, so to speak and i it one of my biggest turn on seeing or in this case just freely being herself.
I'm not sure but will guess 20 minutes later, she really starts to moan louder, telling him to cum inside of her and I can hear him moaning as he does as he's told, pumping his cum deep inside of her tight pussy. (Which funny enough it had never entered my mind they were fucking bareback all this time.)
After sometime of what seemed like total quiet, I could hear some muffled conversation, and then think i heard him leave.
I just lie there quietly as not even sure if he actually left or not and i don't want to ruin this for either of them and of course me selfishly. But then i think i also hear someone coming up the stairs. The door opens and she still naked as she comes into the room and smiles at me.
Then she turns around and i just stare at the rosey glow and the sheen of mild perspiration for her sexual activity and as she passing through the doorway she say "are you going to join me in our bed you pervert?"
As i enter our bedroom i lay on the bed beside her, and as we kiss patiently she moves her legs and spreads them. As i kiss her and i can taste the cum on her. She had obviously clean his cock after dropping his load insider her. Wow, i feel so lucky to have this woman in my life.
For the first time ever as i look down at her bare mound she states openly "eat me". At no point ever had we discussed this or even chatted in the past about doing this. Not sure if it because of the close by show that i had just listen on or the fact i had yet to orgasm or jsut everything.
I move down and then knelt and could see Mike's cum at the entrance of her rosy pounded vagina. Pushing my tongue out ever so apreslivy almost scared, I push it inside, coating it with his sperm. After swallowing my first ever taste of their cream, I dive in, licking her cum-filled pussy like a starving zombie.
"Wow, that's it taste his hot fresh load of cum. I hope you really like how he tastes? As this feels heavenly, I could so get use to this". She states. I found myself only being able too respond by licking her more. OMG he shoots huge loads, and now giving me plenty to eat for my first sexual meal.
By the time I believe i got most of it out, my cock was throbbing in need of its own release. I moved away from between her legs and climbed up and easily slid right in her. She was so absolutely soaked and definitely stretched out by his much larger cock that there was absolutely no resistance.
As I'm starting on my thrusting, she asked "do you like fucking me with another Man's cum in my pussy, or even better knowing this is your best friend?".
That was it for me, all I could do was let out a groan and shoot my load in her. As my cock slid out, let correct that in reality it fell out easily and it was now covered with the sperm of two men. She then took me into her mouth to clean it, then giving me a deep, wet cum tasting kiss afterward.
Once my cock was clean and now soft, she looked into my eyes and then glance to her well used pussy and then lightly but forcefully pushed my shoulders down so I as too clean her pussy again. This combined taste of our cum in her pussy was amazing.
That was a one fun night. Thanks for reading.
Monday 18 April 2022
a (Past) true Cuckold Dream
Tuesday 15 March 2022
Snowy night in the Shoppers Parking lot.
Tuesday 25 January 2022
Male Chastity Day - January 14 th. 2022
This happened on January the 14th. (aka "International Male Chastity Day"). It took me longer to post due to me being dyslexic and trying to capture as many errors i could fine. I'm sure there are still and sorry part of reason this written is to help me. As well as capture my thoughts, feelings and of course a glimpse of my/Our life.
My wife and I have dabble in chasity for quite some time and as well many different lengths of time being lock up.
This morning she called me back into the bedroom and in no certain words told me strip. She the proceeded to lock me up in chastity with a big smile on her face and it was our smallest one.
She then slowly removed her bathrobe and was given a beautiful sight of her in a sexy matching bra and panties and then told to watch as she laid back on our bed and started to play with herself first over her panties then inserting hr hand into the waist band.
I would like to tell uou that uy cock started to get as hard as it could in the cage but that a lie, it was already firm after being surprised by being locked in chastity and got tighter when she disrobed.
But i did twitch and sure think i was leaking as I heard myself let out a moan. She then abruptly stopped and told me to get the inflatable gage. After retrieving it I then handed it to her, which she pulled her crotch of the panties to the side and rubbed it over her slit and almost pushed it inside her till it was covered in her heavenly juices then told me too place it in my mouth.
As she leaned forward she started to squeeze the inflation bulb to fill my mouth cavity now the pressure was overwhelming the smell and taste of her made me feel like i was definitely at my hardest and i could feel precum sliding down my upper thigh.
She the leaned back and went back to playing with herself. It was truly a sight to behold as i couldn't actually see you fingers working of her womanhood but she must of least cum twice.
When she came down from her last orgasm she looked at my cage then said "hmm I realy could use some cock right now shame you are locked up"!
She then told me to go fetch the lube and hollow plug and strap-on.
Now i know if the hollow plugs being pulled out, she want to use the strap-on hard like no mercy hard.
When i returned with the items, she had her phone in hand and placed it down and got off the bed. She then told me to bend over and she lubed the plug and started inserting it. Now it not a full hollow plug it real called a tunnel plug made of tpe. Not as easy as just push and insert very bendable.
Once in she then proceeded to cimb into the spare part harness and once one lubed up the 8.5 thick life like dildo and placed pushed it into the gaping hole in the tunnel plug. Once the head was in she pushed slowly to get me comfortable and use to this as it had been sometime.
As i feel her grab my hips, i close my eyes and try my best to relax and prepare for the violation that seems to be coming my way.
"DING" a sound of a text coming in one one of our phones.
She pauses and hard to explain but you could almost feel her smile from reading it. Puts her phone down after she sends her response.
And then reaches next to her on the bed stand and grabs something. I find out in seconds as i heard the sound of the vibration from her bullet vibe. I then feel the dildo in me move weirdly as i figure out later she places it in her panties guess around her clit and the harness.
And then re grabs my hips and starts the violation. It felt a little uncomfortable as i felt my hole being gapped due to her cock. But in no time it was very enjoyable and i felt like it was something i have missed for sometime.
It took her no time before i heard her start her 1st orgasm and she did it like a champ. All the signs and action of how a man fucking a woman and cumming deep inside them. That final balls deep move.
As guess her orgasm started to subside she slowly pulled out, believing she had her fun and nowit over. But she stopped short of pulling fully out and then i heard the sound of more lube from the bottle.
She then restarted fucking me building speed, i was now getting actually aroused and felt i would be able to cum, which i have never been able ro do the few times we did pegging while i was in chastity.
But her motion, her breathing and feeling of perspiration droplets falling onto my back from her was intoxicating. I could hear her orgasm building again. I felt like i was getting close as well. The bedspread was becoming really wet and my face was getting bounced around that my whole face was covered in my drool.
Then her orgasm was peeking and hammered into me with so much force, almost felt like the cock grew as it was so deep. I was just about to cum i believe still as write this down hour later.
She then pulls out grabs a large glass penis butt plug on the dresser which i never noticed before. Slaps my ass and says "thanks bitch, i need to freshen up as my boyfriend on his way. Get dress and strip the bed and put fresh sheets on and make a pot of coffee and light a scented candle i like and get out of the house till after 5pm.
I as i stated i still have not cum yet.
Note: this was not a planned thing from my knowledge. Our sexual life has been almost none existent for quite some time, so hope this it a new Awakening for her/us.
Like i mentioned been pretty much PIV free since August 2019 and in and out of chastity, thank god more in than out. Due to so many different factors in our household!
Wednesday 25 August 2021
Overdue Update Part 2 August 2021
So i left off in December of 2020, the world in a complete new world compared to the Last December pre Covid.
Our family life was hard due to so many emotions, the Mrs, her Siblings, our children and even the side effects i would hit me in so many ways.
Yes our lifestyle pretty well stopped when Covid hit. But that I'm sure hit many, some I'm sure ramped up but many of us it went stagnant. So have a close death would only make it more. And to be truthful really not the most important thing at that moment.
January was dealing with emotions as my wife was now dealing with "the Will" and estate. It was a daily struggle for the Mrs, but I listened and tried my best to be supportive with out over stepping a boundary.
Then February came and it was a continuation emptied some of the contents of the mother in laws condo. To paint and tidy up so we could put it on the market. Then "BANG" one of the close brother in-laws passes away, another hit to the family.
None of the deaths were due to Covid but due to age and health issues, just so you all know.
So this was so hard on our family as they were still emotional about their grandmother. Now loosing a close Uncle just wasn't fair to them, sure it hit me hard as well. But i grew up almost in a funeral homes as a child. But this was all fresh wounds that hadn't yet healed for them.
And i being in a new job and position with more on my shoulders. It was tough on us, but all i could do was be positive and be supportive to her / them.
Will continue later.
Tuesday 17 August 2021
Overdue update Aug. 2021
So let's start off with the start of the Pandemic, for all of us this really changed most of our lives from personal to financial and daily jobs.
So as most in Ontario Canada, were we live march was the day we were sent home because of the situation in the world. At first it was fantastic as my wife ended up working from home and never missed a day so a steady income was still flowing for us. I know this was not the case for many and i know this was rough for you, I'm sorry!
This for me was a opportunity to get some work done around the home we wanted to do for the last 5 years. Also got to wake up and have coffee and breakfast with the Mrs everyday. Now not the main issue but our sex life and lifestyle flatlined. Sure it was partly the unknown future and oh did i mention 2 of our 3 children were not living with us 24/7.
So as you can guess no private time for adult play, no place to disappear or go to, so it was great family time focus which we both love. Then came September.
So my job called me and wanted me to come in an talk, as i was there for over 20 years. The meeting was about as we were part of the tourism industry and it was looking like it was not going to be bouncing back anytime soon they wanted to place me in another part of the company as not to loose me.
But it ended i was offered a great new opportunity with better pay and challenges, so i quit and was a great decision for sure.
Then December came and changed our family/home life for ever. Early in that month the Mrs. got word her mom passed away peacefully but suddenly one morning! And was not expected as she was supposed to be released that week. So that ruined the upcoming Christmas a bit, but we (our household only) managed to due a tribute as we all talked about some of our past favorite memories of her.
Dont want to make this super long so will continue it later.
Friday 9 April 2021
wearing a butt plug at work right now for the first time.
I wrote this a bit on my Samsung notes, trying to remember to capture how i was feeling this morning while it was fresh in my head and Desires.
I’ve been a little extra needy lately and wanted to push my kinkier side of my sexual submissive role. I’ve desired a love for anal play which comes in many forms, one being butt plugs and so we bought a set of 3 different sizes silicone ones.
So i thought it would be kind of fun to put one in this morning, and then decided to wear it into the office this morning. So here I sit, butt plug in while I sit at my desk for looking at some supplies i need to order.
I absolutely feel so incredibly submissive and naughty or should i say nasty and of course very firm in my micro chastity cage.
It’s been a good thing I’m currently alone at my desk, because i have wiggling to feel the plug move around and go deeper into me. I already had to go to the washroom outside my office to wad a buck of tissues as i can feel the lube as it moves around.
I’ve seem to feel wet this morning like if i actually had a pussy, and I do know I’m going to have to sneak off to the bathroom to clean up clit leaking self and maybe pull hard on my balls to relieve some of this intense horniness I’m feeling.
I so wished i had the forethought to bring a dildo i would have snuck off later to try and give myself a anal orgasm, I can barely concentrate on what I’m actually supposed to be working on.