How chastity started for me/us.

 I introduced this lifestyle to my wife, we had done swinging before this lifestyle, and more than once during our time of swinging i found myself enjoying watching my lovely wife freely enjoying herself to the fullest more than playing with the other wife/wives. No fault on their part at all.

More than once during these events, I would just sit back and stay out of the way so I wouldn't be distracting her. I would watch and get her and her partners a water or a towel. Funny I had never jerked off and our finished while watching them, but I was always hard and often leaking.

In the beginning  we would have sex when we got home almost a reclaim of sorts. Ovwr time that stopped.
The tipping point. I thought, "Let’s see how it would feel if I just lock it up; when she wants it, she can unlock it get it." She didn’t know anything like this at all, but that we sat down talked and showed her some photos off the internet. That Christmas i received a private gift from her, a purchase she made online from a store out of Montreal Quebec called priape— I was going to wear my chastity cage proudly, and I did.

It was short spurts in the beginning like a couple of days here, a week there. No real rhyme or reasoning, after a while and feeling comfortable 1st rule was when the Mrs. Had her period i had to wear it the whole time.

Also when she made plans for time with her lover I had to wear it for 2 weeks prior to her sexual activities.

Will stop here as this turned out longer that planned.

Once a cuck, always a submissive/cuck now?

Once a cuck, I seem like I will always be a submissive/cuck now.

So as we are no longer in the Hotwife lifestyle and as much as I hope it could turn around, I feel like the odds it really won't. This isn't a woe, is me posting.

We had some great times and I have some fantastic memories that I hold dear to my heart. My wife on rare occasions will tease humiliate me and get me heart pumping... lol such a loser.

But truth is her health is and always be #1 to me. We have a great loving relationship and household and don't read that as perfect we are a normal couple and we have stressful (not really the correct wording) moments. But we work as team to get through these. 

Anyways... blah, blah... I left the track of the post. Haha

So as I know I'm no longer a cuckold as the lifestyle dictates but I still feel in my soul a cuckold aka submissive in a big way. And this brings a bit of joy to my heart and soul.

We openly talk and a couple of years ago we tried to keep some kind of aspects of sexual kink going on. One was chastity and tease and denial. As of February 25th today as I write this I have been locked continueslly for 2 years, 1 month and 15 days.

This does feel natural to me and ot in any rush to change it either. I feel if is a tight bond between us like she almost always holding what hers. 

Now nothing to do with chastity so please don't comment or be scared of chastity. But do to age and weight I'm sure I also have ED aka Erectile Dysfunction.

Note: it is taken off often for cleaning and trimming an on occasions to switch to a different style or type of cage.

And that's today's post.

Be happy, live life and be good/kind to those you meet along the way.

Ch

If you read this far. 🤣 please let me know your thoughts, would love to hear other views if any.

A Update.

 So let me start with the fact I'm sorry for not making a post for over 4 years.

So many reason why and so many things have happened in our lives public and private. 

So what not changed. Still living in Canada 🇨🇦 and happily married, as well as still in chastity and Pussy Free.

What not the same. We no longer living the lifestyle as my wife has some health issues. So I still feel I'm a cuckold but reality is I'm more of a submissive male.

Will try to post how I feel and going through in our journey as well as past real life stories we never posted when we were in the lifestyle. These might have some fictional part as I'm old 😂🤣😂 and we're talking over 4 years ago, but will do my best to keep to the facts. 

I will make sure to post a heading with a statement stating the facts of the post. This is still my life diary but not here to lead people on if anyone is reading still.

Old CH

Okay back to watching the Men’s Olympic Gold Hockey Game. Go Canada Go

Listening

Originally written in 2018 for our old orginal Blog.

My wife/Mistress and i have been together for over 40 years now. We met when I was 18 and she was 16.

Our relationship has had its very few of fight or issues, as we were so young i think what help was we had always been open, upfront and honest which is why we probably  have had way more ups for us.

This was to be the first in a series of stories or sexual adventures that go through our personal sex life, they maybe in no particular order at all or some how end up follow some type of sequence of our events.

We hope you enjoy them as much as we enjoyed living them!

My wife is a brunette, 5'9", has beautiful brown eyes, 36 C tits, and a smile that lights up a room and gets the males attention and of course has curves in all the right spots. i am 6 feet, and have a 6 inch cock and deeply in love then and still to this day.

This has a bit of cheating in it. We don't condone this practice or promote it. It can ruin many people's lives. So we say this so you don't have to read and be upset or offended.

Me and my wife have a "old close friend" she has been seeing sexually for close to 10+ years. Let's just call him Michael. Mike's wife does not know and she probably wouldn't care as she was so self absorbed, and he personally isn't the type of guy to engage in a tyoe of play with another guy in the same room, so she sees him alone and in the beginning he thought she wasn't getting what from me.

The wife has seen Mike more times than I can count over the years, and i'm always aware of every detail before and after, which almost always leads to so fantastic sex for us afterward.

Mostly she comes home right away, and I get a rare treat and get to go down on and/or fuck her sloppy loosen pussy. For any of those who have done this know just how amazing it can feels. Considering he is larger and thicker than I am, her pussy always feels stretched out and well-fucked and she looks truly exhausted and has this euphoric glow.

Very rare times she has spend the night with him at a hotel or our own home and will give me all the details the following day. Those times to me are the worst and exciting because early day i would jerk off 2 or 3 times just waiting for her return and this also with me trying too take my mind off what they might be doing.

One peticular he sent her message'd and wanted to fuck her badly. She lied to hime and told him I was out with some friends for the evening, so our place was free and good to go. What he never found out is that I was just upstairs in our my work studio.

When he did arrive, the wife went downstairs to greet him while I laid on the cool wood floor as figured the least amout of chance to make any noise with my cock in my hand. I couldn't hear much mostly, i was guessing a sign that they were making out or the Mrs. was working her magic and had her mouth over his 8.5 inch, thick cock. She always told me she loves to suck on nice cocks, and i personally think she incredible at it.

After several minutes which in my excitement felt like hours, i was just able make out her moaning. Mike i guessing had obviously stuck his big cock deep inside of her. As i could hear her moaning constantly, telling him "Oh fuck me, I so need and miss it" and "your cock feels so damn fucking good."

I really wasn't 100% sure if this was her normal reaction when they were alone together or was she was putting on a bit of a show for me, as she knew I could proactive hear almost every singlr word while I was upstairs stroking my cock. He actually wasn't very vocal which surprised me, just few moans here and there.

This whole time I am slowly stroking my cock, not wanting  any release yet and it was excruciating on me. But i believe i was worried i would somehow get some kind of remorse as this was the first time ever listening to them fuck.

"Oh yeah, that's it fuck my pussy!"

Every single time she said something like that while they were fucking, I really had to stop stroking just so I wouldn't cum i actually realized i felt like i was overheating in some way. My wife is almost  always very proper and together around people, but when she aroused and she is engaged in sex, she can really open's up, so to speak and i it one of my biggest turn on seeing or in this case just freely being herself.

I'm not sure but will guess 20 minutes later, she really starts to moan louder, telling him to cum inside of her and I can hear him moaning as he does as he's told, pumping his cum deep inside of her tight pussy. (Which funny enough it had never entered my mind they were fucking bareback all this time.)

After sometime of what seemed like total quiet, I could hear some muffled conversation, and then think i heard him leave.

I just lie there quietly as not even sure if he actually left or not and i don't want to ruin this for either of them and of course me selfishly. But then i think i also hear someone coming up the stairs. The door opens and she still naked as she comes into the room and smiles at me.

Then she turns around and i just stare at the rosey glow and the sheen of mild perspiration for her sexual activity and as she passing through the doorway she say "are you going to join me in our bed you pervert?"

As i enter our bedroom i lay on the bed beside her, and as we kiss patiently she moves  her legs and spreads them. As i kiss her and i can taste the cum on her. She had obviously clean his cock after dropping his load insider her. Wow, i feel so lucky to have this woman in my life.

For the first time ever as i look down at her bare mound she states openly "eat me". At no point ever had we discussed this or even chatted in the past about doing this. Not sure if it because of the close by show that i had just listen on or the fact i had yet to orgasm or jsut everything.

I  move down and then knelt and could see Mike's cum at the entrance of her rosy pounded vagina. Pushing my tongue out ever so apreslivy almost scared, I push it inside, coating it with his sperm. After swallowing my first ever taste of their cream, I dive in, licking her cum-filled pussy like a starving zombie.

"Wow, that's it taste his hot fresh load of cum. I hope you really like how he tastes? As this feels heavenly, I could so get use to this". She states. I found myself only being able too respond by licking her more. OMG he shoots huge loads, and now giving me plenty to eat for my first sexual meal.

By the time I believe i got most of it out, my cock was throbbing in need of its own release. I moved away from between her legs and climbed up and easily slid right in her. She was so absolutely soaked and definitely stretched out by his much larger cock that there was absolutely no resistance.

As I'm starting on my thrusting, she asked "do you like fucking me with another Man's cum in my pussy, or even better knowing this is your best friend?".

That was it for me, all I could do was let out a groan and shoot my load in her. As my cock slid out, let correct that in reality it fell out easily and it was now covered with the sperm of two men. She then took me into her mouth to clean it, then giving me a deep, wet cum tasting kiss afterward.

Once my cock was clean and now  soft, she looked into my eyes and then glance to her well used pussy and then lightly but forcefully pushed my shoulders down so I as too clean her pussy again. This combined taste of our cum in her pussy was amazing.

That was a one fun night. Thanks for reading.

a (Past) true Cuckold Dream

So this is a actual dream i had years ago that i can still remember mostly still to this day and it had to have happened almost 18 years ago or so.

I'm standing alone at the alter waiting for my beautiful bride to be in this grnd church where we actually got married in. i'm completely naked and only have a chastity cage, huge butt plug and paisley bow tie on.

Everyone is dress to the gills like at any normal wedding, after quite some time the best man and 4 groomsmen start showing up full dressed in their tuxedos. But their manhoods are all hanging out.

Now you would think that's the weirdest part but nope, there all soft and larger and they're all various cuts and shapes and thickness than me when in a firm state as well.

They're cocks all seemed to be glistening for some reason i and can't fathom at this point in the dream! Then walks in the bridesmaids and the church all rises as my bride to be glowing stars walking down the aisle to canon by pachelbel.

The Father of the Bride leaves her at the alter shakes my hand looks down and as he turns to take his seat i hear him snickering. The best man comes forward and ties this chain like leash to the chastity cage and then hands it to the priest... wtf.

The service goes like any regular marriage does in a catholic church and probably other religious denominations other than the weird sexual tones I've already mentioned. Every time the priest has to move to do parts of the mass i have to follow him as he has the leash attached to his waist.

When it's time to say our vows they are said a bit more erotic and kinky but to be honest can't remember what was said so won't even try. (Feel free to let your minds wander what might have been said, if you feel like it share with everyone in a comment below! Have fun)

As were finishing the vow i catch the made of honour pull up behind my bride a lounge chair. The priest says you may now kiss the bride, when i lean into she falls back onto the lounge and the bridesmaids go to the side so their backs are to the crowd and lift her hem of the wedding dress and so only i, the groomsmen and bridesmaids and the priest see she not wearing panties has a black and red garter on her left thigh. 

I drop to my knees and as i go into kiss her lips she spreads and her cunt is wet and cum is being forced out! Her inner thighs have remnants of semi dried sperm that guess leaked down during the ceremony.

Made to eat it all, then pushed aside to watch the best man do her on the lounge. It was done very fast action and i don't remember if their was moans or anything. When he done he stands up and hold out his hand to help her as the bridesmaids help as well. When standing she directs me to clean the best man which i remember feeling humiliated and do.

Then they help me up. And the priest states i would you all to congratulate the new couple in their new life. It and honour to welcome Hotwife and couckold to their new journey!

Clapping.... and then woke up.

70to 80% of this was from what i remember of the dream, some was filled in what i thought might of happen but couldn't remember 100%. I really did my best not to add anything to glorify the dream as i found it really erotic already from what i could remember!

Snowy night in the Shoppers Parking lot.

This post was really very hard for me to commit to hit that official "Post it" button.

Not 100% sure why but was definitely conflicted for quite some time. But as you can tell i finally did not sure if it was a good or bad thing to do but guess we'll deal with the fallout. 

This happened almost a month ago just so your aware of the time line.

Dear Diary,

     I met this guy from chatting  on a adult online source at Ottawa Area Shoppers Drug Mart driving distance to our area. I had pulled up close to his truck and sat there really contemplating if i should leave or get out of my tiny little car. Here i was in pink lace panties and locked in my micro chastity since January the 14th and my beautiful wife was often at a sunny resort with a friend in the Dominican Republic.

Before you write cheating hate messages, she knew exactly where i was as i can't make any sexual decisions on my own. Just not allowed in our home.

I finally worked up the courage to shut the car off and get out! I walked towards the truck and as i got closer the driver signal me to the passenger side a of his big black Dodge Ram Hemi. As i got closer and started to reach the passenger door handle he said and motion to the back door. 

As i open i looked to see if the child lock was off, so if i needed to get away i could. It was was in the unlocked position so that was a sigh of relief for me.

 I then climb into the back seat of his pick up truck which he turn and made some small talk which made me feel at ease. He said he was really surprised by how i looked as he had a vision of me more feminine for some reason, which surprised me and made me chuckle. I asked him why he thought this?

He said because you said you were locked in a chastity cage and pink panties. I said but i am. He asked me if i could show him before he climbs in the back. I responded by pushing my ass forward and undoing my belt and then pulling down my zipper. Lifting my ass i pulled my pant to show him. 

He smiled and then asked to see the cage as he couldn't really tell because of the little amount of light. As i pulled the side of the G string to show him the cage, he said "You must be tiny to fit in that tiny thing!"

I told him I was 6" before chastity and weight gain now I'm around 5.5" i believe. He laughed and asked me how i felt that i was going to be sucking his fat 5" cock which has cum since for a few days it must be quite humiliating to suck one so small on a more Dominant male. I replied nervous and excited as I'm a submissive basically. I've known this in my heart and mind for years.

He turn around and got out of the driver's seat and climbed into the back with me. While he closed the door told me to put that away as he had no care or desire for it locked or unlocked. 

He took his cock out and said he just wanted to cum with a wet mouth. His brutal honesty made hard instantly.  As i was excited and humiliated seeing his semi rigid uncut cock with his pants now around his ankles i got down on the floor and held his cock guess i bit longer than i realized as i heard him say, "Are you going to hold onto or actually do what your supposed to do?

I leaned in and as i moved towards his crotch i could smell the smallest hint of sweat but mostly a nice bodywash sent. As i wrapped my mouth around his organ and moved my tongue around it, i could feel him getting excited and firmness setting in.

Which then made me get straight down to sucking on his cock. It had been literally years since i sucked on a real cock and i was really enjoying the texture and act, but mostly i loved the taste of the pre cum that i was getting. It wasn't too long i heard him moan which made me feel proud of my accomplishment due to the little actual experience i have.

I felt him then grabbed my hair on either side of my head and just started slowly forcefully fucking my mouth and building a tempo. He kept at while i was gagging and choking somewhat as i was not used to this but it made me very excited for so many different reasons i probably could never probably explain to another.

He hardly let me up except for the shortest of a breath break and of course oxygen. After a bit of time he suddenly came as deep as he possibly could down my throat. He ley go of my head and told me to continue to lick and suck. 

I did my best licking and sucking on his cock with my minimum experience and told me to suck his balls. This actually something i have never done, but i have watched my beautiful wife do it with her lovers so did my best by memory to do what I've seen he do.

I guess while doing so my tongue swiped below his ball not intentionally but was just getting carried away. He moaned and said yes thats is go lower and rim me. 

I have never had any desire to rim any male or woman other than my wife on extremely rare occasions which i could count on one hand in our 32 years of marriage.

Having his one foot up on the back of the center console and the other on the bench seat he was on. I guess because i was still in a erotic state do to horny i went for it. Licking and slowly diving my tongue around his anus hole.

I was quite surprised that i wasn't grossed out and it seemed to taste clean. I was still a bit hesitant to push my tongue into this forbidden area. But he said "What the fuck do you think your doing get your submissive tongue into my Asshole NOW!"

I in my submissive state did what i was told, as i was pushing my tongue in and out not sure if i was doing anything right... but hoping.

I could feel his big balls move and at times they touch my forehead as open my eyes i could see him jacking off as i rimmed him in the parking lot lights rays, his breathing became heavier i finally heard him moan as it made me desire to push my tongue in as deep as i could.

He then came again and i felt it spray on my hair mostly and over my face and glasses which was really what i want in the first place when chatted online. By this time it was now about 1am. 

He reached over on the console to hand me some kleenex, which i declined and told him i was going home like this to bed. Called me one submissive dude, i asked if he could take a photo with my home so i could send to me wife. 

He said sure, as i passed him the phone after opening the camera app he took some shots and a check to make sure they were good and clear. 

I said thank you and got out of the truck and went to my car. As some snow fell i was brushing it off as a couple came out of the shoppers past mine to their car. Not 100% if the notice my messy face but still gave me a submissive perverted thrill and drove off towards our home. 

ch

Male Chastity Day - January 14 th. 2022

This happened on January the 14th. (aka "International Male Chastity Day"). It took me longer to post due to me being dyslexic and trying to capture as many errors i could fine. I'm sure there are still and sorry part of reason this written is to help me. As well as capture my thoughts, feelings and of course a glimpse of my/Our life.

My wife and I have dabble in chasity for quite some time and as well many different lengths of time being lock up.

This morning she called me back into the bedroom and in no certain words told me strip. She the proceeded to lock me up in chastity with a big smile on her face and it was our smallest one.

She then slowly removed her bathrobe and was given a beautiful sight of her in a sexy matching bra and panties and then told to watch as she laid back on our bed and started to play with herself first over her panties then inserting hr hand into the waist band.

I would like to tell uou that uy cock started to get as hard as it could in the cage but that a lie, it was already firm after being surprised by being locked in chastity and got tighter when she disrobed.

But i did twitch and sure think i was leaking as I heard myself let out a moan. She then abruptly stopped and told me to get the inflatable gage. After retrieving it I then handed it to her, which she pulled her crotch of the panties to the side and rubbed it over her slit and almost pushed it inside her till it was covered in her heavenly juices then told me too place it in my mouth.

As she leaned forward she started to squeeze the inflation bulb to fill my mouth cavity now the pressure was overwhelming the smell and taste of her made me feel like i was definitely at my hardest and i could feel precum sliding down my upper thigh.

She the leaned back and went back to playing with herself. It was truly a sight to behold as i couldn't actually see you fingers working of her womanhood but she must of least cum twice.

When she came down from her last orgasm she looked at my cage then said "hmm I realy could use some cock right now shame you are locked up"!

She then told me to go fetch the lube and hollow plug and strap-on.
Now i know if the hollow plugs being pulled out, she want to use the strap-on hard like no mercy hard.

When i returned with the items, she had her phone in hand and placed it down and got off the bed. She then told me to bend over and she lubed the plug and started inserting it. Now it not a full hollow plug it real called a tunnel plug made of tpe. Not as easy as just push and insert very bendable.

Once in she then proceeded to cimb into the spare part harness and once one lubed up the 8.5 thick life like dildo and placed pushed it into the gaping hole in the tunnel plug. Once the head was in she pushed slowly to get me comfortable and use to this as it had been sometime.

As i feel her grab my hips, i close my eyes and try my best to relax and prepare for the violation that seems to be coming my way.

"DING" a sound of a text coming in one one of our phones.

She pauses and hard to explain but you could almost feel her smile from reading it. Puts her phone down after she sends her response.

And then reaches next to her on the bed stand and grabs something. I find out in seconds as i heard the sound of the vibration from her bullet vibe. I then feel the dildo in me move weirdly as i figure out later she places it in her panties guess around her clit and the harness.

And then re grabs my hips and starts the violation. It felt a little uncomfortable as i felt my hole being gapped due to her cock. But in no time it was very enjoyable and i felt like it was something i have missed for sometime.

It took her no time before i heard her start her 1st orgasm and she did it like a champ. All the signs and action of how a man fucking a woman and cumming deep inside them. That final balls deep move.

As guess her orgasm started to subside she slowly pulled out, believing she had her fun and nowit over. But she stopped short of pulling fully out and then i heard the sound of more lube from the bottle.

She then restarted fucking me building speed, i was now getting actually aroused and felt i would be able to cum, which i have never been able ro do the few times we did pegging while i was in chastity.

But her motion, her breathing and feeling of perspiration droplets falling onto my back from her was intoxicating. I could hear her orgasm building again. I felt like i was getting close as well. The bedspread was becoming really wet and my face was getting bounced around that my whole face was covered in my drool.

Then her orgasm was peeking and hammered into me with so much force, almost felt like the cock grew as it was so deep. I was just about to cum i believe still as write this down hour later.

She then pulls out grabs a large glass penis butt plug on the dresser which i never noticed before. Slaps my ass and says "thanks bitch, i need to freshen up as my boyfriend on his way. Get dress and strip the bed and put fresh sheets on and make a pot of coffee and light a scented candle i like and get out of the house till after 5pm.

I as i stated i still have not cum yet.

Note: this was not a planned thing from my knowledge. Our sexual life has been almost none existent for quite some time, so hope this it a new Awakening for her/us.

Like i mentioned been pretty much PIV free since August 2019 and in and out of chastity, thank god more in than out. Due to so many different factors in our household!

Overdue Update Part 2 August 2021

 So i left off in December of 2020, the world in a complete new world compared to the Last December pre Covid.

Our family life was hard due to so many emotions,  the Mrs, her Siblings, our children and even the side effects i would hit me in so many ways.

Yes our lifestyle pretty well stopped when Covid hit. But that I'm sure hit many, some I'm sure ramped up but many of us it went stagnant. So have a close death would only make it more. And to be truthful really not the most important thing at that moment. 

January was dealing with emotions as my wife was now dealing with "the Will" and estate. It was a daily struggle for the Mrs, but I listened and tried my best to be supportive with out over stepping a boundary. 

Then February came and it was a continuation emptied some of the contents of the mother in laws condo. To paint and tidy up so we could put it on the market. Then "BANG" one of the close brother in-laws passes away, another hit to the family.

None of the deaths were due to Covid but due to age and health issues,  just so you all know.

So this was so hard on our family as they were still emotional about their grandmother.  Now loosing a close Uncle just wasn't fair to them, sure it hit me hard as well. But i grew up almost in a funeral homes as a child. But this was all fresh wounds that hadn't yet healed for them.

And i being in a new job and position with more on my shoulders. It was tough on us, but all i could do was be positive and be supportive to her / them.

Will continue later.

Overdue update Aug. 2021

 So let's start off with the start of the Pandemic, for all of us this really changed most of our lives from personal to financial and daily jobs.

So as most in Ontario Canada, were we live march was the day we were sent home because of the situation in the world. At first it was fantastic as my wife ended up working from home and never missed a day so a steady income was still flowing for us. I know this was not the case for many and i know this was rough for you, I'm sorry!

This for me was a opportunity to get some work done around the home we wanted to do for the last 5 years. Also got to wake up and have coffee and breakfast with the Mrs everyday. Now not the main issue but our sex life and lifestyle flatlined. Sure it was partly the unknown future and oh did i mention 2 of  our 3 children were not living with us 24/7.

So as you can guess no private time for adult play, no place to disappear or go to, so it was great family time focus which we both love. Then came September. 

So my job called me and wanted me to come in an talk, as i was there for over 20 years. The meeting was about as we were part of the tourism industry and it was looking like it was not going to be bouncing back anytime soon they wanted to place me in another part of the company as not to loose me.

But it ended i was offered a great new opportunity with better pay and challenges, so i quit and was a great decision for sure.

Then December came and changed our family/home life for ever. Early in that month the Mrs. got word her mom passed away peacefully but suddenly one morning! And was not expected as she was supposed to be released that week. So that ruined the upcoming Christmas a bit, but we (our household only) managed to due a tribute as we all talked about some of our past favorite memories of her.

Dont want to make this super long so will continue it later.

wearing a butt plug at work right now for the first time.

I wrote this a bit on my Samsung notes, trying to remember to capture how i was feeling this morning while it was fresh in my head and Desires.

I’ve been a little  extra needy lately and wanted to push my kinkier side of my sexual submissive role. I’ve desired a love for anal play which comes in many forms, one being butt plugs and so we bought a set of 3 different sizes silicone ones. 

So i thought it would be kind of fun to put one in this morning, and then decided to wear it into the office this morning. So here I sit, butt plug in while I sit at my desk for looking at some supplies i need to order.

I absolutely feel so incredibly submissive and naughty or should i say nasty and of course very firm in my micro chastity cage.

It’s been a good thing I’m currently alone at my desk, because i have wiggling to feel the plug move around and go deeper into me. I already had to go to the washroom outside my office to wad a buck of tissues as i can feel the lube as it moves around.

I’ve seem to feel wet this morning like if i actually had a pussy, and I do know I’m going to have to sneak off to the bathroom to clean up clit leaking self and maybe pull hard on my balls to relieve some of this intense horniness I’m feeling.

I so wished i had the forethought to bring a dildo i would have snuck off later to try and give myself a anal orgasm, I can barely concentrate on what I’m actually supposed to be working on.

When i realize i had found inadequate (my first sexual) fetish!

When I was about 17, i was out drinking with some friend's, a girl there was taken by me and we chatted and due the fact i was drinking I told her i thought she was really hot. Later on she had to head home and asked if she want company to walk her home, she took me up on it.

As we walked the 3 blocks to her home we past a park and a wooded area, she pulled me into it and we started kissing again and then asked if she could suck my cock.

But unfortunately for me and guessing for her as well she didn't like what she found. She did played with it a little bit and jerked me off till i came. Then we continued to her home, before heading inside she said that though she wouldn't tell anyone about my small cock, there was not a chance in hell she's wanted to suck it ever. It was so deflating, but I stayed outside  her door in shock and humilistion and found i was hard again and while i was walking back to the party i stepped back into the woods roughly in the same spot and jerked off and came with absolutely incredible and euphoria of emotions and load at least.

At least none of my friends found out about my small dick and my friends, but they were jealous of me as she picked me over them all.

Does anyone remember when they felt lkke this or ran into someone they were disappointed in?

The Email from my Wife.

Sorry to everyone saying this would be posted on Saturday morning, we had family stuff that became more important to take care of, this was my first free moment.. well other then sleeping! 😂🤣 

***not a photo of the action, from the internet.**

A small recap: So my lovely Hotwife Mistress told me a story of a hotpast moment that i was told about after the fact, like within the hour of it happening. But was never privilege to know the full details till this morning. 

 This happened in the summer of 2014 while i was working and she had a day off. It was in our early days of our newly FLR cuckold lifestyle she was meeting him as potential lover. Enough as i will probably get long winded and give to much useless info. 

These are her words she wrote to me giving the details and not my enterpertation of events. 

the Email read: 

We had met inside the Tim Horton's, I ordered a coffee for him and large chocolate milk for me. We sat at a table and started chatting. At first it was just simple small talk but then we started talking about the lifestyle. Soon it started getting pretty crowded around us to continue taking frankly about stuff, so we decided to take the conversation out to the a car in the parking lot. We opted to sit in our family van. 

I don't recall everything about we spoke about, but I know that I noticed through his white shorts that he was hard. I just had to reach over, placing my hand on his inner thigh and slid it up to feel his cock. It was so big...and thick it was easily twice the size of yours! 

I wanted to see it and asked him if could, but we felt we were to exposed to do so with so many around and the amount of traffic heading to the drive thru. So I decided to moved the van across the street to the back of the Costco parking lot that was empty because they didn't open for a couple of hours. We decided to get in the complete back of the van since it had blacked out windows. We he sat down in the far rear seat he pulled it out and it was so absolutely beautiful, with a nice thick head and oh so long! I just couldn't resist putting my mouth around it. 

At first it was just going to be teaser, but then i don't recall what came over me but I craved more once I had it in my mouth. I actually challenged myself in my head to get the whole thing into my mouth. He went quite deep in my throat and as I was focusing on my breathing to be able to do it for longer. All of a sudden, he moans out, "shit I'm gonna cum!".  

My immediate reaction was to not remove my mouth, but I did but when I saw it spewing out, I couldn't resist trying to catch some with my tongue. Sooo much cum came out! He then informed me that he has never had an orgasm simply by someone sucking him off before. He also let me know he found I was phenomenal at getting it so deep into my throat. 

He cleaned up and we drove back to Tim's where he got into his car and we went our separate ways that day. 

Xxxxx (xxx = her Name) 

That how she ended her email. the day of this act: Just later that particular morning aftet she did some shopping at that very Costco, when they finally opened.opped she made it a point to dropped by my office to give me a teaser of her indiscretion and information on what she had done that very morning. 

As far as i know this would have been her first time playing on her own, and definitely one of my earliest times she officially had cuckold me. 

ch

My Wife/ Mistress sent me a email.

So our sexual lives since last March has declined for various reason, which has put me in a somewhat depression. Now i want everyone reading this it's just a funk nothing so serious anyone needs to worry. ** (But for those who are depressed please don't be afraid to seek help before it too late.)** Now this email that was sent to me is something i did know about but not as detailed as the email. i had got more like a highlight of the morning. Now this is technically a cheating/Hot Past event, so this might be off putting to some. I want to state as much as it is this, as a Hotwife and cuckold lifestyle we live. at no point did i or would i be upset about this or others as we have always spoken freely and honestly about our sexual lives and desires. so if you have any issues don't read the post that will go up this weekend "wife's email to her cuckold husband". and please no hate comments please. ch

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 Locktober and SPH, go hand in hand.

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Sorry been busy lately due to finally back to working after being off for so long due to the Covid Pandemic. 

Will try to get back to normal routine soon.

Here one inspired because of October and in the Kink Community is called Locktober!

Friday Morning A Anniversary Gift

 So i didn't post anything this weekend as i was busy trying to remember and get as much info and detail for my diary post. 

Not being a good writer or even good with grammar, my post do take me a lot longer to do.

This happened on Friday Morning September 18, I found out it was set up between the Mrs. and our friend while the chatted and got into frisky chat talk as i sat beside her watching a TV show a couple of evenings. 

The chatted over the week trying to come up with a fun cool senario. He was also covid tested as we haven't had any contact with him since the world stop being normal. 

We had been tested as well do to a risk of contact through one of our kids job's had been compromised. So that's the insight for you all, here the Anniversary gift.

Friday morning:

A old friend of ours, came over early one morning on his way to work. I had the day off i was sitting in the livingroom have a coffee as i was the first one up and was trying to keep quite so the Mrs. could get some extra sleep in when i saw his truck pull in to the driveway. 

I quietly got up and opened the door anf stepped out and pulled the door behind me and asked " good morning, what's happening, everything okay?" He reply with a shit eating grin.. and Said "Everything absolutely fucking great, just want to drop by and say hello... and unload some needed pressure that's been building up!"

I stood there, in a disbelief almost in shock on that statement, he put his hand on my shoulder as he walk past me, "she up?" He asked.

I felt my head shake in a motion that anyone seeing would understand i just clearly said "NO!", to hear a response of; "thats fucking great, talk to you later and can you make me a cup of that coffee to take with me when I'm ready to leave!" He spoke with excitement and authority in his voice as he entered the house.

I was told what your going to read what happened in our matrimonial bedroom, later on from my Mrs, he walk in to the bedroom and got underdressed and climbed into bed and started snuggling with her, she laughing as she said this part, thinking it was me and she started pushing him away and said "what the fuck are you thinking i exhausted!".

He spoke said "it not the cuckold it me, and i want to fuck you now!"
Not 100% sure she heard correct she reached her hand back and and grab Mike's cock still thinking it was a dream and she would be grabbing either a cock in chastity or a dildo strapped to her hubby's (mine) groin... but to her surprise it was a large flesh real cock.

With that she was now wide awake and turned around and started kissing him and making out, she stopped at one point and asked where i was?

Mike responded by telling her i was in the kitchen making me a coffee to go after i done.. so maybe waiting in the kitchen or dining room down the hall.

Actually i was sitting on the back deck trying to listen to anything i could catch as our bedroom has a patio door off the deck that was fully open to catch the beautiful night air we had last evening, and when i got up this morning there was still a nice breeze coming, in so i left it as is.

And from the little i could hear or catch and let my thoughts fill in the scene, of their sex, and to add to this funny story which was also unexpected to everyone.

So as you read so far i was sitting there, listening to the lovers like a perverted teenager or as you all know pathetic cuckold.

As i was enjoying everything including my hot coffee and the sounds, here i was sipping my coffee, when our good neighbor from behind us came onto his deck with coffee in hand, he looked over and started walking towards his steps to head down and come over like he had 100's of times.

A couple of years ago we had put in pass thru gate between us for easier to keep and eye on each other property and for talking, campfire's and drinks, so i got up as fairly fast and walked over towards him and got to his side of the property before he could get over to our side.

I just told him the wife was extremely exhausted and was trying to let her sleep in longer, as we sat drinking our coffee around the warm embers of his fire pit from last nights fire.

We talked about shit we had to do that weekend and what we wanted to try to get done this year. Regular good neighbors/friends talk about.

Then a scream in the distance of my wife's orgasm broke the quite morning of birds chirping and stopped our talking. I was stuck as my mind ran 10,000 kilometers an hour. On what the fuck i was going to say to him.

I was now fully hard, thanks god for the chastity cage i was wearing. When all of a sudden our neighbor said; "Damn that sounded like a good one, guess she got one of those Hitachi wands i been hearing about."

I was in awe as my neighbor just made it uncomfortable for me, but far less uncomfortable if he knew that the Hitachi wand was my best friend from high school and his large thick wand!

I just said; "Yup, guess so, guess she up know should go make her her smoothie and make another cup of coffee!" As i stood up he said; "Sure, maybe you can get some action as she might still be turned on!"

I replied "i can only hope right!, talk to you later!"

And off i went back home, with a new feeling of being outed of sorts!" As i crossed back halfway across our yard, i heard her say "yeah fuck Mike, make me cum again and fill me up!"

This was not as loud as the first time, so didn't know if Richard heard this one as well as i barely heard that time. In the kitchen i started the coffee pot, and pulled out on of our thermos tumbler, and put in the sugar and cream as Mike loved his double double coffees.

Then put the ingredients together for the wife's favorite morning smoothie, and then sat there waiting in the kitchen till i heard movement down the hall so i could start the ninja.

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Part. 3 Cuckold Huimilation Saga

Im truly lucky having an very innovative wife that can come up with the some of the most humiliating ideas for this particular cuckold is always fun, refreshing and keeps me on my toe's guessing as to how she’s might or going to humiliate me at any given time in front of any of hers/ours/my friends and coworkers. 

I remember this one of her bolder and really humiliating cuckolding experience, that she happened to spring on me at one of my company’s parties. 

I have been made to eat many a creampie out of my wife over the years we been together, but little did I ever know or think of how much cum she would have me engulfing that particular evening.

Like most company parties we had gotten dressed formal to head out to my party with my wife wearing a tight dark plum dress with lacey black thong and no bra that made her hotter, and made me feel like the luckiest son of a bitch with her on my arm. 

Like I said before my wife has some great breasts with pierced nipples, looking at her was an unbelievable site to behold.  I got dressed in my usual cuckolding attire with a bright lace panty, tonight they we're a fuchsia in color under my clothes that kept me in a submissive mindset.

When we got to the party thing's were already in full swing with many people already out on the club dance floor having a great time with a few of the older crowd chatting in various size groups in different areas of the club. 

My wife said we should sit at the bar and then demanded me to order us some drinks.  MLB then started looking like she was dying to get out on too the dance floor as I sat there meekly playing with my drink and taking some sip. 

Before I knew it one of my obnoxious co-workers, Steve whom is single and I had to recently demote as his work ethic was extremely poor in his ladt department, came over to where we were and was checking out my wife and looked at me too see how I would react. 

Once Steve saw I presented no ill towards him, i introduced him to my wife and the two of them ended up chatting up a storm, i saw him really checking out my wife’s body as he was talking too my her. 

Then MLB guess was attracted to him, and then wanted to show him there was really nothing to worry about as she stood up and leaned up against Steve and whispered something in his ear. 

What ever she said to hime, he looked a little surprised by what she said but as she took Steve’s hand and drew herself even closer to him she placed his hand on her upper section of her ass and then i heard a low moaned into his ear. 

MLB then seemed to be whispering something else into his ear and this time, Steve looked my way with a smile that totally said "what a pathetic fucking loser" and then dragged her off to the dance floor. 

I would later find out from my wife that she had told him that I had a tiny limp dicked that hasn't and couldn’t ever satisfy her neededs. 

She had also told him that it has been always okay for her to find a "real man" from time to time to satisfy her sexual needs since I was unable too, which was hundred percent true.

As i watched them out on the dance floor, they danced my wife looking so hot grinding her body into Steve and I was going nervwracked watching them, but the night was just starting for us, after their first dance they came back to the bar and Steve ordered drinks totally ignoring me. 

They had talked for a quite sometime at the bar and he ordered another round of drinks this time even a double for me, my wife was feeling it as i could see she was getting real friendly with Steve, her hand was rubbing up and down his thigh and a few timed up to the bulge that was growing in his pants as they sat on the stools at the bar.

You could see he was getting very excited but also at the same time a little nervous with me still right there, i guess that’s when my wife knew it was time to let him in on our little "dirty" secret.

She leaned over and started kissing him, even gave him a really passionate deep kiss and then whispered supposedly our little "dirty" secret into his ear and this time he shot up and said "you're fucking joking!"

My wife reply was a straight face and matter of fact attitude reply; "Hunny lift you shirt up and she Stevie you undergarment color!" I replied "Right here and now??,but hunny these are my coworkers all around me!".

Her reply was simple "Now or else!!"

I didn't ask what was the what else was or going to be, but put my hand in the front of my jacket like i was going to put my hand in my pocket pulled my shirt up and out of my pants on my right side and reached my fingers into my pant waist and grabbed the thong strap and pulled it out to show them both!

My wife said "see, i told you!" As she was making that comment, i had the urge to cry and was doing my best to hold it back and not let it show on my face as i re-tucked my shirt!

You could see on his face he was so excited knowing this info on me as well as that he had the green light to my wife’s pussy and that he had the goods on the fucking boss that had just given demotion to him recently. 

Steve then looked straight at me and softly said; "I knew you were a company ass kisser but I had no idea what a real pathetic limp dicked loser you are!"  On that cue MLB took Steve by the hand and they both headed out the door of the club leaving me sitting at the bar alone.

I sat there a noticed my wife had taken her drink glass with her, but Steve's beer was still at his spot! A fellow coworker came over to say hi and introduced me to his wife which i said "Hello Barbara, nice to see you again and John were able make it this evening party, attractive and charming woman but not super pretty.

They we chatted polite friendly conversation, he asked if i came alone, before i could answer his wife spoke up saying no he with that attractive couple!

I said "Well the lady is my wife, and the guy is Steve (last name withheld), they were dancing and chatting as i suck at dancing and just stepped out for some fresh air, and i think Steve wanted a smoke!"

I didn't even know if this was true or if Steve even smoked! But it sounded more plausibly to what ever the two of them might be getting up too.

The wife then said "You sure, i could of swear i saw them kissing and making out here at the bar Mr. (last name withheld)

The wife and Steve had gone out side i found out later and slowly walked away from the crowd of smokers and partygoers as she took him to darker areas and then moved to our car supposedly. 

MLB knew that I had demoted Steve, once they had got too our car they were making out and getting frisky and feeling up each other to various degrees, she then pulled away for their passionate kiss and asked Steve if he wanted to get some revenge on her panty wearing tiny dickless husband.

Well you don't really need me to tell you all, but needless to say he excitedly said "FUCK YES!" and ofcourse he was more than willing to some how get back at me and bet overly excited about get a to have a peice of my beautiful sexy wife.

Seems my wife wanted to humiliate me in general in front of my co-workers this evening somehow.  at this point i was unaware of all this or how devious she wanted to push it that evening.

My wife filled him on her plan for fun tonight by telling him that after he helped her with this little game of humiliation his "Grand" prize would that he would be able to take her home and fuck her all night long if he wished in our matrimonial bed and defile her and it. 

With the plan agreement verbally sogned, my wife took Steve’s cock out of his pants and started to suck his very long and thick white cock. 

MLB then removed steves pants and told him she wanted to have him extremely excited in order to work up a really large load to deposit in the drink glass she had brought out to the our car with that she started to edge him. 

He was enthralled in his pleasure and moaning as my wife licked his shaft and balls and then she held up the glass to him and told him to get ready to deposit hopefully a nice large load into the glass. 

Just as she was pulling and rubbing his balls my wife stopped for a second to ask Steve if I was really a company ass kisser and Steve replied; "Fuck Yes" and then my wife added; "then Steve I’ve got an extra surprise for you and my pathetic husband". 

MLB had Steve get up on back seat on all fours with the glass below his large cock and then she moved closer to his balls but instead of sucking on them she started to rim his asshole. 

MLB said that it drove Steve absolutely crazy as she started too push her tongue in and out of his asshole and finally he couldn’t take it anymore and exploded into the tumbler screaming "Fuck Yeah!" emptying his pent up load into the bottom of the glass tumbler. 

Totally spent for the time being Steve, moved off the back seat and out of the car, then started pulling up his pants and then asked my wife what the hell was this exact plan for my humiliation. 

The first part, the wife said "Steve that the taste of your ass was all over my mouth, tongue and breath and that I want you to go back into the club and tell your friends about what just happened and how you got me to tongue fuck your ass and to let anyone you wish too inform, know that when i come back into the club, I going to go over to my pathetic husband and give me a passionate deep French kiss.   

(Isn't my wife was crazy imaginative at humiliation!)

Then she continued with; "The second part will be, after everyone witnessing the passionate ass aroma/taste kiss from me, your too let your friends that I would be in the men’s restroom and would be sucking any cock of anyone that wanted to add to this glass that i wish to fill with cum collected from the men, that my husband would eventually be drinking at the bar."

Part. 4 to follow. 

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