Snowy night in the Shoppers Parking lot.

This post was really very hard for me to commit to hit that official "Post it" button.

Not 100% sure why but was definitely conflicted for quite some time. But as you can tell i finally did not sure if it was a good or bad thing to do but guess we'll deal with the fallout. 

This happened almost a month ago just so your aware of the time line.

Dear Diary,

     I met this guy from chatting  on a adult online source at Ottawa Area Shoppers Drug Mart driving distance to our area. I had pulled up close to his truck and sat there really contemplating if i should leave or get out of my tiny little car. Here i was in pink lace panties and locked in my micro chastity since January the 14th and my beautiful wife was often at a sunny resort with a friend in the Dominican Republic.

Before you write cheating hate messages, she knew exactly where i was as i can't make any sexual decisions on my own. Just not allowed in our home.

I finally worked up the courage to shut the car off and get out! I walked towards the truck and as i got closer the driver signal me to the passenger side a of his big black Dodge Ram Hemi. As i got closer and started to reach the passenger door handle he said and motion to the back door. 

As i open i looked to see if the child lock was off, so if i needed to get away i could. It was was in the unlocked position so that was a sigh of relief for me.

 I then climb into the back seat of his pick up truck which he turn and made some small talk which made me feel at ease. He said he was really surprised by how i looked as he had a vision of me more feminine for some reason, which surprised me and made me chuckle. I asked him why he thought this?

He said because you said you were locked in a chastity cage and pink panties. I said but i am. He asked me if i could show him before he climbs in the back. I responded by pushing my ass forward and undoing my belt and then pulling down my zipper. Lifting my ass i pulled my pant to show him. 

He smiled and then asked to see the cage as he couldn't really tell because of the little amount of light. As i pulled the side of the G string to show him the cage, he said "You must be tiny to fit in that tiny thing!"

I told him I was 6" before chastity and weight gain now I'm around 5.5" i believe. He laughed and asked me how i felt that i was going to be sucking his fat 5" cock which has cum since for a few days it must be quite humiliating to suck one so small on a more Dominant male. I replied nervous and excited as I'm a submissive basically. I've known this in my heart and mind for years.

He turn around and got out of the driver's seat and climbed into the back with me. While he closed the door told me to put that away as he had no care or desire for it locked or unlocked. 

He took his cock out and said he just wanted to cum with a wet mouth. His brutal honesty made hard instantly.  As i was excited and humiliated seeing his semi rigid uncut cock with his pants now around his ankles i got down on the floor and held his cock guess i bit longer than i realized as i heard him say, "Are you going to hold onto or actually do what your supposed to do?

I leaned in and as i moved towards his crotch i could smell the smallest hint of sweat but mostly a nice bodywash sent. As i wrapped my mouth around his organ and moved my tongue around it, i could feel him getting excited and firmness setting in.

Which then made me get straight down to sucking on his cock. It had been literally years since i sucked on a real cock and i was really enjoying the texture and act, but mostly i loved the taste of the pre cum that i was getting. It wasn't too long i heard him moan which made me feel proud of my accomplishment due to the little actual experience i have.

I felt him then grabbed my hair on either side of my head and just started slowly forcefully fucking my mouth and building a tempo. He kept at while i was gagging and choking somewhat as i was not used to this but it made me very excited for so many different reasons i probably could never probably explain to another.

He hardly let me up except for the shortest of a breath break and of course oxygen. After a bit of time he suddenly came as deep as he possibly could down my throat. He ley go of my head and told me to continue to lick and suck. 

I did my best licking and sucking on his cock with my minimum experience and told me to suck his balls. This actually something i have never done, but i have watched my beautiful wife do it with her lovers so did my best by memory to do what I've seen he do.

I guess while doing so my tongue swiped below his ball not intentionally but was just getting carried away. He moaned and said yes thats is go lower and rim me. 

I have never had any desire to rim any male or woman other than my wife on extremely rare occasions which i could count on one hand in our 32 years of marriage.

Having his one foot up on the back of the center console and the other on the bench seat he was on. I guess because i was still in a erotic state do to horny i went for it. Licking and slowly diving my tongue around his anus hole.

I was quite surprised that i wasn't grossed out and it seemed to taste clean. I was still a bit hesitant to push my tongue into this forbidden area. But he said "What the fuck do you think your doing get your submissive tongue into my Asshole NOW!"

I in my submissive state did what i was told, as i was pushing my tongue in and out not sure if i was doing anything right... but hoping.

I could feel his big balls move and at times they touch my forehead as open my eyes i could see him jacking off as i rimmed him in the parking lot lights rays, his breathing became heavier i finally heard him moan as it made me desire to push my tongue in as deep as i could.

He then came again and i felt it spray on my hair mostly and over my face and glasses which was really what i want in the first place when chatted online. By this time it was now about 1am. 

He reached over on the console to hand me some kleenex, which i declined and told him i was going home like this to bed. Called me one submissive dude, i asked if he could take a photo with my home so i could send to me wife. 

He said sure, as i passed him the phone after opening the camera app he took some shots and a check to make sure they were good and clear. 

I said thank you and got out of the truck and went to my car. As some snow fell i was brushing it off as a couple came out of the shoppers past mine to their car. Not 100% if the notice my messy face but still gave me a submissive perverted thrill and drove off towards our home. 

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