Wednesday, 13 June 2018

June 13 2018 Diary update - Coffee Delivery ???

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 34 DAYS to date.

11:18 am

okay so this is weird this literally just happen an hour and half ago, i had walked away from my desk to deal with something in the back. when i came back there was Starbucks Coffee cup on my desk, found out later it actually was a Caramel Macchiato!

i asked my secretary where did the coffee came from, her reply it came by Uber as was told it was for you so i put on your desk. it came shortly after you left to go into the back.

written on it very clearly with a black marker "For the Cuckold Husband ;)", my head raced a million miles thinking what the hell. try calling the Mrs/Mistress and it just rang and in the back ground i hear a comment from my secretary i was unable to hear clearly as my focus was on try to get a hold of my wife with no luck.

i asked my secretary "what was that?".

her reply was "That was nice of your wife to be thinking of you and left you a special note on the cup for you!"

yes she knows i'm a cuckold, but i still wanted to crawl under my desk and hide.

Text came in from my wife that read " Sweetie stop calling i'm busy in a hotel room with a large friend, he's the one who bought you the coffee and got it sent to your work also took the rest of the day off and might be home a bit later".

mind is racing.. still so will leave off for now! will upload a photo of the coffee cup when i get a chance!

ch

Edit Diary Post: 4:00 PM  adding this photo of the cup on my desk that i took.

no word or text from the Wife/Mistress

Tuesday, 12 June 2018

Dear Diary: June 12 2018

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 33 DAYS to date.

so it's been hectic lately in the household and have a few post that i'm working on but sadly as well behind on having them finished.

did notice that i seem to have a bit more traffic of people checking out my online diary, but sadly no comment good or bad as of yet!

did notice on my/our stats that the word so far people are searching to find my Diary is  the words "cuckold living".

ch

Tuesday, 5 June 2018

June 04 2018 – last night’s dream


Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day:26 DAYS to date

Dear Diary:
being locked in chastity has done my head in so many ways this time, so not really sure why or the reason this time around. we been playing like this since the fall of 2010, i been locked in chastity way longer than this before longest for me was just under 2 months.

maybe because i been teased and given more attention by my Wife/Mistress or maybe the new smallest stainless steel cage we own. really not sure why and honestly it would be a “freaken” guess to give you one straight answer.

so the further i fall even further into my submissive role another dream rise’s with me when i open my eyes to the tightness of the cage and hardness trying it’s best to fill it!

the dream i vividly woke up to this morning is written to the best of my memory without changing or embellishment.

this is being written as i sit in my office at work in spare moments i have throughout the day hopping i have it completed before i go home.

The Dream #3
i’m asleep but feel the bed shaking ever so lightly and a noise, it seems a bit familiar to me but can’t figure it out exactly. i also feel the light breeze coming in through the open widow on my side of the bed as well as the noise from the bird’s chirping and the squirrels make their funny little cry.

as i roll over to see what the shaking about and noise i slowly start to wake, i am caught off guard by the vision my eye’s adjust to seeing and it a damn hot and very erotic sight to be seen. i truly wanting to just take it all in and be ever so quite as a afraid it will go poof and disappear from my line of sight.

there in my sight line is my beautiful Wife/Mistress her top raised up above her beautiful breast her hot breasts exposed to the air and her pierced nipples hard,  engorged & elongated form her self-stimulation. her left hand can be clearly seen cupping her left breast and between squeezing the whole breast and move and puling and twisting her pierced nipple.

i look up into her face to see if she saw or even noticed me watching her now. her beautiful face contorted in clear passion, her eyes tightly shut and her whole face to me looks like she just feeling the moment she was clearly in.

as i move my eyes slowly down her body going from the view of her face to view her neck, then the bunched up top above her breast and then down to her stomach half way her right arm comes into my view and I follow that to see it has found it way into her shorts she was sleeping in last night.
and “ah-a” that the what the noise is she was masturbating which is a very extremely rare thing for her to do on her own, her shorts moving in different motion’s sometimes fast some time slow, her hand look like it changed and or moved to the rhythm of the strokes she was giving herself.

i was enthralled by her action’s and watching her almost nude body her breathing getting heavier and her chest rising more and a flushing of color showing up  just about her breasts. with what was going on i got scared as and looked past her body to check our bedroom door to see if it was open like we usually do. it was closed and by the looks of it locked from what i could tell, then i was jarred from that view by the fact she raised her hips off the bed into a bit of an arch and both hands on either side slid the shorts off to her middle thigh and then a leg came up and it sort of came off by the one leg sliding it down so she was able to spread her legs apart and the beauty of her pubic area was now clearly in my view.

i marveled at the area as it looked smoother than i  have never seen in real life other, as she continued to take care of her needs with and concern or knowledge i even present. as i continue to stare at her hand movement on her pubic mound, she starts to moan and i look up towards her face to see her lips parted in the sexual state one can get when one wish to take in air and exhale those deeper breaths from their erotic sate.

and then she starts to speak in like she having sex with someone, telling them “deeper “

“Mmmm”

“of fuck that feels so good”

“Mmmm”

“god I need your cock way more than I ever gat already as my husbands is so fucking small, it’s pathetic”

“Mmmm”

“Oh God Deeper that feels so good”

“Mmmm”

“Faster, harder please”

“Mmmmmm”

“Ohhhh I going to cummmm, fill me up with your load of spermmmmm”

“Mmmm”

“Fuck yeah!!”

“Mmmmmmmm”

“Yeahhhhh  that’s it oh Goddddd”

“AAAAAAhhhhhh”

and then I woke up in pain, my cage was being pulled and ensuing pulling my balls even tighter by the locking ring.

Ch

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Monday, 4 June 2018

June 02 2018 Diary Update


Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 25 DAYS


Dear Diary,

Mistress teased my relentless all weekend, with various times being told to go put on my nipples (clover/Butterfly Clamps) and either pulling on them or putting on some very homemade weights on them and having me do chores. 

she also through out the weekend would grab my crotch and say "hey little man were that big hard cock of your's?"

and then reply her self before i could respond "Oh yeah you don't really have a cock that's any use to me, that why i fuck and suck real size cock's when i want!"

and during my 2 times taking my morning shower, unlocked under her supervision she both times got a had full of conditioner and stroked my "clit" as she called this weekend and on and off like she was trying to give me a ruined orgasm.

when my right leg started shaking uncontrollably from the stimulation and being so turn on. she would stop and said "ok time to rinse and get out and dry off and get locked up again."

sunday morning she actually had to use ice on me as it would not get soft to put back on the cage.

ch

p.s. i learning to be a pain slut, as i'm really enjoying the nipple clamps these days. an Mistriss is really enjoying watching my erotic suffering as well.