Overdue Update Part 2 August 2021

 So i left off in December of 2020, the world in a complete new world compared to the Last December pre Covid.

Our family life was hard due to so many emotions,  the Mrs, her Siblings, our children and even the side effects i would hit me in so many ways.

Yes our lifestyle pretty well stopped when Covid hit. But that I'm sure hit many, some I'm sure ramped up but many of us it went stagnant. So have a close death would only make it more. And to be truthful really not the most important thing at that moment. 

January was dealing with emotions as my wife was now dealing with "the Will" and estate. It was a daily struggle for the Mrs, but I listened and tried my best to be supportive with out over stepping a boundary. 

Then February came and it was a continuation emptied some of the contents of the mother in laws condo. To paint and tidy up so we could put it on the market. Then "BANG" one of the close brother in-laws passes away, another hit to the family.

None of the deaths were due to Covid but due to age and health issues,  just so you all know.

So this was so hard on our family as they were still emotional about their grandmother.  Now loosing a close Uncle just wasn't fair to them, sure it hit me hard as well. But i grew up almost in a funeral homes as a child. But this was all fresh wounds that hadn't yet healed for them.

And i being in a new job and position with more on my shoulders. It was tough on us, but all i could do was be positive and be supportive to her / them.

Will continue later.

Overdue update Aug. 2021

 So let's start off with the start of the Pandemic, for all of us this really changed most of our lives from personal to financial and daily jobs.

So as most in Ontario Canada, were we live march was the day we were sent home because of the situation in the world. At first it was fantastic as my wife ended up working from home and never missed a day so a steady income was still flowing for us. I know this was not the case for many and i know this was rough for you, I'm sorry!

This for me was a opportunity to get some work done around the home we wanted to do for the last 5 years. Also got to wake up and have coffee and breakfast with the Mrs everyday. Now not the main issue but our sex life and lifestyle flatlined. Sure it was partly the unknown future and oh did i mention 2 of  our 3 children were not living with us 24/7.

So as you can guess no private time for adult play, no place to disappear or go to, so it was great family time focus which we both love. Then came September. 

So my job called me and wanted me to come in an talk, as i was there for over 20 years. The meeting was about as we were part of the tourism industry and it was looking like it was not going to be bouncing back anytime soon they wanted to place me in another part of the company as not to loose me.

But it ended i was offered a great new opportunity with better pay and challenges, so i quit and was a great decision for sure.

Then December came and changed our family/home life for ever. Early in that month the Mrs. got word her mom passed away peacefully but suddenly one morning! And was not expected as she was supposed to be released that week. So that ruined the upcoming Christmas a bit, but we (our household only) managed to due a tribute as we all talked about some of our past favorite memories of her.

Dont want to make this super long so will continue it later.

wearing a butt plug at work right now for the first time.

I wrote this a bit on my Samsung notes, trying to remember to capture how i was feeling this morning while it was fresh in my head and Desires.

I’ve been a little  extra needy lately and wanted to push my kinkier side of my sexual submissive role. I’ve desired a love for anal play which comes in many forms, one being butt plugs and so we bought a set of 3 different sizes silicone ones. 

So i thought it would be kind of fun to put one in this morning, and then decided to wear it into the office this morning. So here I sit, butt plug in while I sit at my desk for looking at some supplies i need to order.

I absolutely feel so incredibly submissive and naughty or should i say nasty and of course very firm in my micro chastity cage.

It’s been a good thing I’m currently alone at my desk, because i have wiggling to feel the plug move around and go deeper into me. I already had to go to the washroom outside my office to wad a buck of tissues as i can feel the lube as it moves around.

I’ve seem to feel wet this morning like if i actually had a pussy, and I do know I’m going to have to sneak off to the bathroom to clean up clit leaking self and maybe pull hard on my balls to relieve some of this intense horniness I’m feeling.

I so wished i had the forethought to bring a dildo i would have snuck off later to try and give myself a anal orgasm, I can barely concentrate on what I’m actually supposed to be working on.

When i realize i had found inadequate (my first sexual) fetish!

When I was about 17, i was out drinking with some friend's, a girl there was taken by me and we chatted and due the fact i was drinking I told her i thought she was really hot. Later on she had to head home and asked if she want company to walk her home, she took me up on it.

As we walked the 3 blocks to her home we past a park and a wooded area, she pulled me into it and we started kissing again and then asked if she could suck my cock.

But unfortunately for me and guessing for her as well she didn't like what she found. She did played with it a little bit and jerked me off till i came. Then we continued to her home, before heading inside she said that though she wouldn't tell anyone about my small cock, there was not a chance in hell she's wanted to suck it ever. It was so deflating, but I stayed outside  her door in shock and humilistion and found i was hard again and while i was walking back to the party i stepped back into the woods roughly in the same spot and jerked off and came with absolutely incredible and euphoria of emotions and load at least.

At least none of my friends found out about my small dick and my friends, but they were jealous of me as she picked me over them all.

Does anyone remember when they felt lkke this or ran into someone they were disappointed in?

The Email from my Wife.

Sorry to everyone saying this would be posted on Saturday morning, we had family stuff that became more important to take care of, this was my first free moment.. well other then sleeping! 😂🤣 

***not a photo of the action, from the internet.**

A small recap: So my lovely Hotwife Mistress told me a story of a hotpast moment that i was told about after the fact, like within the hour of it happening. But was never privilege to know the full details till this morning. 

 This happened in the summer of 2014 while i was working and she had a day off. It was in our early days of our newly FLR cuckold lifestyle she was meeting him as potential lover. Enough as i will probably get long winded and give to much useless info. 

These are her words she wrote to me giving the details and not my enterpertation of events. 

the Email read: 

We had met inside the Tim Horton's, I ordered a coffee for him and large chocolate milk for me. We sat at a table and started chatting. At first it was just simple small talk but then we started talking about the lifestyle. Soon it started getting pretty crowded around us to continue taking frankly about stuff, so we decided to take the conversation out to the a car in the parking lot. We opted to sit in our family van. 

I don't recall everything about we spoke about, but I know that I noticed through his white shorts that he was hard. I just had to reach over, placing my hand on his inner thigh and slid it up to feel his cock. It was so big...and thick it was easily twice the size of yours! 

I wanted to see it and asked him if could, but we felt we were to exposed to do so with so many around and the amount of traffic heading to the drive thru. So I decided to moved the van across the street to the back of the Costco parking lot that was empty because they didn't open for a couple of hours. We decided to get in the complete back of the van since it had blacked out windows. We he sat down in the far rear seat he pulled it out and it was so absolutely beautiful, with a nice thick head and oh so long! I just couldn't resist putting my mouth around it. 

At first it was just going to be teaser, but then i don't recall what came over me but I craved more once I had it in my mouth. I actually challenged myself in my head to get the whole thing into my mouth. He went quite deep in my throat and as I was focusing on my breathing to be able to do it for longer. All of a sudden, he moans out, "shit I'm gonna cum!".  

My immediate reaction was to not remove my mouth, but I did but when I saw it spewing out, I couldn't resist trying to catch some with my tongue. Sooo much cum came out! He then informed me that he has never had an orgasm simply by someone sucking him off before. He also let me know he found I was phenomenal at getting it so deep into my throat. 

He cleaned up and we drove back to Tim's where he got into his car and we went our separate ways that day. 

Xxxxx (xxx = her Name) 

That how she ended her email. the day of this act: Just later that particular morning aftet she did some shopping at that very Costco, when they finally opened.opped she made it a point to dropped by my office to give me a teaser of her indiscretion and information on what she had done that very morning. 

As far as i know this would have been her first time playing on her own, and definitely one of my earliest times she officially had cuckold me. 

ch

My Wife/ Mistress sent me a email.

So our sexual lives since last March has declined for various reason, which has put me in a somewhat depression. Now i want everyone reading this it's just a funk nothing so serious anyone needs to worry. ** (But for those who are depressed please don't be afraid to seek help before it too late.)** Now this email that was sent to me is something i did know about but not as detailed as the email. i had got more like a highlight of the morning. Now this is technically a cheating/Hot Past event, so this might be off putting to some. I want to state as much as it is this, as a Hotwife and cuckold lifestyle we live. at no point did i or would i be upset about this or others as we have always spoken freely and honestly about our sexual lives and desires. so if you have any issues don't read the post that will go up this weekend "wife's email to her cuckold husband". and please no hate comments please. ch