May 27 2018 - Wife/Mistress foot care

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018

Day: 17 DAYS

Dear Diary: LOL so this evening i was told to take care of Mistress feet this evening.

the care to be provided would be using and emery type stone to take the roughness off the bottom of her soles due to the fact of wearing sandals again,  also to do the sanding and cutting of her toe nails and then to apply skin moisturizer and rub that into her skin as i massage them.

and to do so nude and with the clover nipple clamps on as well as still locked in chastity.

during the act of doing each step i was to come up and give her a kiss only after she checked that i had done a great job on each step (foot).

each time i did a task and took my time double checking myself to see if it was done to the best of my abilities, i would then speak to her as she ignored me in general playing mah-jong on her tablet.

“how this for you Mistress?” i would say to her.

her reply would be “well what do you think my small man?”, then she would check it herself. Sometimes she would make a comment other times she would just say “come here and get your kiss my cuckold!”

i would crawl across the bed to face to give her a kiss, as she kissed me each time she would reach up and pull the chain slowly but very firmly. each time it she pulled on the chain harder and each time i moaned in her mouth as we kissed and as she pulled away she had a sexy cheshire cat smile and said next foot.

i said “thank you Mistress” and did the next task.

at the end when all was done to her request she gave me a big long kiss and the hardest pull on the chain. then she said “so your reward cucky for doing such a great job on my feet you may take a deep inhale my cunt but “No” contact what so ever down there!!”.

as i got on my side and put my head between her thighs with about an inch between her woman hood and my nose i started to take a deep breath, as i did so she pulled on the chains slowly but also the hardest yet while i was coming to the end of my lung capacity.

i could feel tears well up and trying to stifle the cry as i wanted to let out, but kids were asleep in their rooms and did not want then to hear what their parents maybe up to.

when i exhaled as I could not inhale anymore, she lifted her right leg and place it on my chest as she let go of the chain at the same time and then proceed to push me hard away and stating “okay put all the stuff away and go brush your teeth and get ready for bed”.

i did what was asked of me and then when i re-entered the bedroom she said come here let me remove the chain. she gave me a kiss pulled on the chain then she stopped kissing me and said “stay locked onto my eyes and keep them open”.

as i looked into her beautiful brown sexy eyes she pulled the chain harder and harder until my cock was bouncing in the small stainless steel chastity cage and my eyes welled up and started rolling back into my head as the pain and erotic pleasure came thundering into my chest and soul.

when i really did think i couldn’t  take anymore she stopped and cupped both nipples and played with them and then released them fast together almost made me cum for the plain and pleasure of that.

past me the chain into my open palm and then said “ put these away and then it’s time for you to go get some sleep cucky!”

it funny for some reason did not take me as long to fall asleep than i thought it would. but i had a smile don’t know if it was on my face but was in my core for sure.

ch

May 25 2018 – May 22 2018 Diary Update

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018

Day: 15 DAYS

May 22 2018

i received text from Mrs/Mistress that read: “ Paying the Bill shortly, so please leave to come pick me up now, and “HAVE” the chain on when you drive to get me!! “

so last evening i was asked to pick up the wife at a restaurant she was at with some fellow colleagues. i had very strict instructions  to have the clover nipple clamps on to go pick her up. as i figured my Wife/Mistress might want  to pull on them as i drove then i thought I should rig something up so my Wife/Mistress would be able to so.

FYI: using string tied to the middle of the chain and using a large spring clip fasten to my flap of my jean zipper area.  ran the cord through the loop of one of the metal loops that help open the spring to attach it to whatever in needs to hold.

when i pulled up to the downtown restaurant, there was my beautiful sexy  Wife/Mistress, all smiles talking  too 2 of her  co-workers.

my Wife/Mistress open the rear door to the car ( I would normally stop the car and get out and open the door for her but were in downtown core and there was lots of traffic) and let the 2 of them in and she climbed into the front. my Wife/Mistress made the introductions and gave me a kiss on the cheek as i nonchalantly passed her the loop of cord. she looked quizzical until i lifted my shirt showing what i had done with my left hand as i said my hello’s  too her co-workers and her smiled grew and she then pulled slowly to test it out as she watched my face ( this i was told later by her).

so as i drove the 2 co-workers to their individual homes they made small talk among themselves, but anytime one talked to me and i had to answer, my Wife/Mistress pulled the cord. sometimes it was a light pull others a more aggressive one.

after we dropped the last one off and drove off down the street which we ended at a stop sign. my Wife/Mistress told me to lift my shirt over my nipples so she could see then when she wish to pull them.

as we drove toward our home and we were still in a residential neighborhood she was have quite the fun. she let me know that she was very proud of the way i had worked the cord in to make it more fun for her than she thought she would have for our drive. she said i had also did a great effort to keep my composure during all the talking.

when we got home i got out of the car and open the door for her and as she climbed out of it she pulled the cord down to pull harder on than ever. as she got out she grabbed the chain and pulled me to give me an open mouth kiss, as we kissed she pulled again quite hard and then ran both hands to each nipple and still kissing released the clover clamps and then massaged my nipples to bring back the feeling.

Then we into our home like the very vanilla people that our neighbors think we really are! LOL

ch

May 24 2018 - the second of the two submissive dreams while locked in Chastity

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018

Day: 14 DAYS

submissive dreams

I had 2 different dreams on Sunday 21.2018 both made we wake up in pain from my cock/clit getting hard in my very small stainless steel chastity cage. I will just give you a brief interpretation’s of my dreams so they don’t come off as some fantasy story.

the Second Dream:

not sure how this all came about in the dream or why.  all i know in the dream i was sleeping on my side facing  the outside edge of the bed with my back toward the inside of the bed.  in the dream and felt so real was my wife cuddled up to me in my naked form with chastity cage on. her arm wraps around me and just holds me and i smile inside and the feel of comfort, feeling secure as well as loved.

her arm just holding me below my chest, then it moves up to my left nipple which is also pierced and start’s lightly playing with it.  and after some time starts playing with the ring by pulling in and twisting. I feel and hear the moan of lust coming out of me. and then as she doing this she adjusts her body and feel a phallus on my ass. and the feel her rocking her hips to which it responds by sliding between my ass and top of my thighs.

and then her moves to play with my cage as I feel her phallus start to enter my anal cavity.

i woke up with my cock straining in the small stainless steel cage, I sure I was humping my body pillow and the Mrs was just climbing out of bed and heading into the shower.

ch

May 23 2018 - one of the two submissive dreams while locked in Chastity

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 13

submissive dreams

I had 2 different dreams on Sunday 21.2018 both made we wake up in pain from my cock/clit getting hard in my very small stainless steel chastity cage. I will just give you a brief interpretation’s of my dreams so they don’t come off as some fantasy story.

the First Dream:

was me and the Wife/Mistress walking down St. Catherine’s street in downtown Montreal Quebec, as we walked by the many shops, She stops at one pull’s me into a tattoo parlor and start talking to a beautiful lady with many tattoo’s and a few facial piercing's, then the Lady come to me and say’s “come this way please!”.  

i’m not sure why i she telling me to “come this way”, but i do and we go into this room where i’m told to remove my shirt and i just do what asked of me. She looks at my chest with the one nipple pierced i do have and leaves to comes back  shortly afterwards. the she tells me to lie down and start’s to pierce my other nipple in a gauge that looks the same as the one i have already, once I do the Lady peircer looks at my Wife/Mistress and say “there how does he look now??"

My Wife/Mistress then states "wel cucky? i’ve marked you in my own way now!”

then i woke up sore and hard in my chastity cage, looking at the clock it read 4:55 am. took a bit of time before calming down and went back to sleep some time

ch

May 22 2018 Dear Diary

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 12

i/we had a really nice talk with my Wife/Mistress on the past Long weekend,  as we walked around the Lansdowne Park Shopping Area on the only free day we had in our very hectic busy weekend.

we spoke about each other desire’s wishes, just making sure things were still the same in our Lifestyle Journey.

we talked about my lack of desire to be with another women in the way most men wish to be, being locked in chastity makes one really think of what they wish, want and crave more than i ever noticed before as this is not new to us at all.

my Wife/Mistress still desires a lover for her who also maybe share Domming over me as well.

we also talked about my dream i had that morning as well. 

Which I will write in a different post

ch

May 16 2018 last night while locked in Chastity

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 6

so as a cuckold husband to a Femdom wife, one never knows what is on your superior’s  mind. normally when i get home we prepare supper and from all outside we are a normal household with kids at home.

as i stated I’ve been locked in chastity since last Friday May 11. 2018. this not the longest time by any stretch of the imagination for me. But I got home last night to a unexpected surprise for my Femdom/wife, i was told as we were having some company over this weekend she want both bathroom to be clean and they would be inspected… so I was to do a great job or else!

so off i went to go gather the supplies i would need rags, glass cleaner, toilet bowel cleaner as spray bubbles bathroom cleaner. as i was just starting to work on the basement bathroom i was yelled to come upstairs to the main level.

when i got into the kitchen where she was cooking supper, without looking at me she said to remove my t-shirt now, after doing so she passed to me a med size butt plug and said you know what to do, when done come back here. after doing what i was told butt plug in place, locked in smallest steel chastity cage and pretty lace panties she urn to me and place clover clamps on my nipples that has a chain attaching them together.

after all was said i said thank you and turn to do my task i was sentence to do in my new condition, “Hey I did not say you can leave now! Did I?”

i replied “no Mistress, sorry!” and turn back to face her.

she walked toward me and then gave me a nice sensual kiss reaching up without my knowledge as we kissed pulled the chain down so the clamps bit more into my nipples and then turn while still holding pulled me toward the counter. all this and made me rock hard as can be in my cage and took my breath away.

Side note about me: we both have noticed i have started to become a pain slut when aroused.

and then she attached our most heaviest (home made by moi) weight we have, and said now you’re ready to go do your task.. you have half an hour before the kids come home so get a move on it now!

and the task is what i did to the best of my ability and it passed the her inspection, just as the kids came home so she grabbed my t-shirt and took a rolled up section and told me open my mouth and stuffed it in. then she looked me in the eyes and said “keep your eyes on mine” and reached for the clamps to removed them from my overly stretched and abused nipples.

as she removed them the pain was intense and extremely erotic and the she put both her hands on my sore nipples to rub them and more pain then got less intense as blood flow was going back to them. when she felt enough time had passed she reached up and took the t-shirt out of my mouth and said “great job bitch!!”.

get your shirt on and come set the table, gave me a kiss again and forced (lol) her tongue into my mouth and as she took her tongue out each hand came up fast as we kissed and grabbed my nipples and pulled, i thought i died and went to heaven.

“Get dressed and go do your job!!! Now!”

ch

And Another Sign: Wife Pride

this one’s a somewhat trickier. 

i’m not talking about being proud of a trophy wife and displaying her like some prized possession in your collection of masculine bravado. 

no, i’m talking about the pride a submissive husband feels when he can see someone else checking out his wife/girlfriend/lover – a swell of erotic pride that comes from knowing other guys envy you as they want her in a sexual way.

             1. if you get a chubby when you notice other guys scoping out your wife, this could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.

2. if you love for your wife to wear a provocative attire & enticing clothes she has when you go out, his could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.

3. if your friend's talk's to you of wishing a go at your wife, and you can't think of anything else but that and makes you hard, this could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.

ch

May 15 2018 thoughts and desire's while locked in Chastity

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 5

last night i was told to prepare supper and cook a large package of chicken for the week. now to anyone who aware the chicken is from Costco... so fairly large amount of chicken.

so turn on the BBQ and let it warm up. i was then informed to reinsert the butt plug till the morning like i have to do for the rest of the week so far. this is removed during my morning shower as i have to work and she say's not fair for me to have in that long period during my busy work schedule.

this does not mean i unlocked at all from chastity cage, just so you know that to stay as far as i know till Friday evening.

but being locked up and filled makes one submissive mind wander with lustful thoughts which, hey end up turning somewhat dirty or kink most times ... well for me anyways.

won't get into those right now but leave for a post maybe Friday or Saturday.

ch

May 11 to 14, 2018 my thoughts and desire's while locked in Chastity

Start Day Locked in Chastity: May 11 2018
Day: 4

i was asked by my wife/mistress what kind of gift would i give to her freely for the whole Mother's Day weekend. i was told it could not be a store purchase and it had to be a cuckold gift only.

so as the gift had one that showed my love to her as being the mother of our children, she does tease me at times that they aren't from my seed as my cock could never go that deep.

so my gift was to be locked up in the smallest of the chastity cages we own. and it was to be for the whole weekend (she tell's me the following day she understood the week so it now for the week!

also add was a medium butt plug and panties and to do so, all the chores requested by her like this.

here are some photo of the exact item's i referring too!

 

ch

And Another Sign: One’s Submissive Tendencies

Really not all cuckolds enjoy submission or even wish to be submissive, but a good many of them do from the start or some like myself grown to desire it more and more. 

Supposedly this is especially prominent among men working in executive or management positions or men who are typically dominate in everyday life social status. This I really don’t believe to be as true as it once was as a blue collar working class I wish to have the cash flow to treat my wife and family more than I can.

Sometimes letting go, and letting someone else take the reins can be liberating and sexy as hell.

If you secretly wish your partner would be more aggressive or dominant in bed, this could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.

If the idea of letting your partner “control” your sexuality (think cock cage) excites you, this could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.

If you have overt masochistic tendencies (you enjoy painful, physical or mental stimulus) this could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.

If the idea of having someone else tell you what to do in bed gets you going, this could mean you have desires to be a cuckold.

ch